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Chapter 38

Shanshan’s full name is Lin Shanshan.

She is Yang Chen's college classmate and his girlfriend.

To be precise, his ex-girlfriend.

They had been together since freshman year and had been dating for four years.

In the past four years, there has been sweetness, joy, oaths of friendship, dependence on each other, quarrels, cold wars, separations and reunions, and hurting each other.

Like all ordinary people's love, they love passionately and deeply.

Because of his own experience, Yang Chen is a person who lacks love.

Therefore, Yang Chen had the deepest affection for Lin Shanshan and would not marry her.

As a result, in her senior year of graduation, without any warning, Lin Shanshan broke up with her.

If it was just a breakup, Yang Chen would be painful, but he would also respect her decision.

But she broke up with him, and then Lin Shanshan turned around and got into a Mercedes-Benz.

The owner of the Mercedes-Benz is a middle-aged man.

They were intimate in the car, unashamedly intimate.

Yang Chen was heartbroken at that time. He stepped forward and asked Lin Shanshan angrily, why did he do this? Why would you rather be with a middle-aged man than with yourself?
  Lin Shanshan's answer was very cold and realistic.

"Your family, background, connections, connections and financial strength simply cannot give me the life I want!"

This short sentence pierced Yang Chen's heart like a nail.

She was right.

As a poor student, all he can give is cheap love.

Apart from that, there is nothing.

That night, Yang Chen was so drunk that he almost died of alcohol poisoning. Thanks to Tangshan's timely discovery and delivery to the hospital, he saved his life.

For this reason, Yang Chen was depressed for a long time.

In order to enlighten him, Tangshan postponed the teaching time several times, just because he was afraid that he would be distracted and do something stupid.

Later, although Yang Chen came out of the shadows.

But in the circle of friends, concern and resentment for Lin Shanshan are occasionally revealed.

Although he didn't name him by name, Tangshan knew it.

So Tangshan suddenly changed the subject. It was not to expose Yang Chen's scars, but to give him a kind reminder to prevent him from doing anything outrageous when he saw Lin Shanshan at the class reunion tonight.

Judging from Yang Chen's reaction, it is obvious that he is still worried about this woman.

Seeing this, Tangshan sighed.

"I know you still have knots in your heart, but I hope you can stay sane."

"When it comes to misfortune, I am the fucking miserable one!"

"When I went to teach, part of it was a passionate inspiration, and part of it was to accompany my girlfriend and for love."

"In the end, less than three months later, she ran away with Bai Yueguang from high school without even saying hello. I only found out the whole story from the police after I called the police."

"Tell me, where the hell am I going to reason with you?"

"For love, I accompanied her to teach, but she ran away and I stayed there for three fucking years!"

"If you want to say it's miserable, I'm the worst!"

"When it comes to hate, I hate it the most!"

Having said this, Tang Shan put down his bowls and chopsticks with a lonely look on his face: "Lin Shanshan is here for this class reunion, and so is she. I heard that she will bring Bai Yueguang with her."

"Oh, you say it's irritating or not!"

After hearing what he said, Yang Chen stopped eating and put down his bowls and chopsticks.

Tangshan exposed his own scars not only because he was unwilling to do so, but also to make himself feel better.

He was even worse.

He can feel relieved.

So I hope Yang Chen will also be more open-minded.

Yang Chen understood what he meant.

He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, threw one to him, lit it for him, and lit it himself. He took a deep breath, then spit it out hard.

"I know what you want to say."

"Before, I really hated her!"

"I hate her for being cold-blooded and ruthless, I hate that she worships money and is vain, I hate that she is irresponsible to herself, I hate that she abandons me."

"I figured it out later."

“Everyone has the right to choose and pursue the life they want.” “Whether it’s love or marriage, it’s just a relationship.”

"Since this relationship can begin, it is natural for it to end."

"Whether it's decent or not, this is a fact that cannot be changed."

"A lifetime is long."

"On the train of your life, some people want to get on the train, and some people want to get off. You can't stop them at all, and you have no reason or qualification to stop them."

"Being able to walk a journey together is actually a blessing."

Speaking of this, Yang Chen seemed to fall into memories.

"You know I'm not an orphan, but I'm not even close."

"In my junior year, my grandparents passed away one after another. Without Lin Shanshan's company, I think it would be difficult for me to come out."

"So you are afraid that if I see her again, I will do something irrational. I can understand it."

"Deep love, hate cut!"

"But I'm relieved."

"Really relieved."

"It is impossible for a person to encounter only one love in his life. Once it is over, it is over. From now on, we will be separated and we will forget it forever."

"As a man, all you need to do is: make yourself strong and excellent!"

"This world has always been realistic."

"As long as you are strong enough and good enough, are you still worried about not having a woman?"

"If a man is a true man and is established in heaven and earth, why should he be without a wife?"

After Yang Chen finished speaking, his expression was calm, but his words were very resounding.

"That's right!"

Tangshan was also affected and said with excitement: "As long as you are strong enough and good enough, not to mention women, men, half-male, half-female people, or even non-human beings, can be at your call."

"Unlock any pose!"

Yang Chen: "@#￥%..."

……

I have to admit that Ding Xiaofang, that dark and thin girl who came out of the big ravine, has quite good cooking skills.

Four dishes.

Two meat, one vegetable and one soup.

The portions are huge.

Ding Xiaofang has a small appetite and eats less.

The rest was eaten by Yang Chen and Tang Shan.

clean.

After eating, I patted my belly, looking like I still had something to say.

After finishing the meal, Xiaofang lowered her head and quickly picked up the dishes and took them to the kitchen to wash.

Yang Chen waved his hand, and was about to tell her to put it down and leave it alone, and he would come and wash it later, but Tangshan waved his hand and stopped her: "It's okay, let her do some work."

"She's a child with a strong self-esteem."

"When I live here with you, I always want to do something for you, otherwise she will feel that she owes you and will have trouble sleeping and eating."

Yang Chen nodded to express his understanding.

Once upon a time, he was like this too.

"What are you going to do with her?"

Yang Chen asked.

Tangshan looked at the thin figure busy in the kitchen and sighed: "She has just finished fourth grade. After this summer vacation, she will be in fifth grade in the second half of the year."

"Looking at Tutu's relationship, I will find a better elementary school for her to attend."

"Her talent for reading cannot be wasted."

After saying that, Tang San scratched the back of his head, looking in a dilemma: "My plan is to rent a house near the school where she studies and live with me. I can take care of her when I have time."

"But if there is a role in the next project, I will be very busy."

"I'm so busy that I don't even have time to care about her."

"So when the time comes to let her go into custody, let's see what we do."

(End of this chapter)