After losing their memory, they all said she was my girlfriend

Chapter 39 Do You Regret?

I want to see you.

These words made Su Ziying couldn't bear it anymore and cried bitterly.

She was obviously mentally prepared for this scene, but when she realized that Chen Li was about to disappear from her life, she was still heartbroken and almost suffocated.

The next moment, she sat up and turned all her powers into healing power to treat Chen Li.

"Don't...die before me..."

Su Ziying bit her lower lip tightly and let her tears fall.

"We agreed to do it together..."

But it was all in vain. When the time came, Chen Li died.

However, this special ability also allowed Chen Li to regain a little strength.

Chen Li also sat up, took off his gloves, rubbed Su Ziying's cheeks with his warm palms, and wiped away her tears.

"I'm sorry," he said.

Looking into Su Ziying's blue eyes, Chen Li suddenly asked as he thought of something:

"Choose to be with me and gave up returning to the original world... Do you regret it?"

After the words fell, Su Ziying did not respond for a long time.

After more than ten seconds, she said: "Of course... I regret it."

This answer made Chen Li a little overwhelmed.

There was a cry in her voice.

Su Ziying lowered her head to prevent Chen Li from seeing her expression.

"In the original world, I had family members who loved me, enemies to kill, and dreams that I must realize..."

"There, I was sought after by thousands of people, and my strength steadily improved...I could have become the person I dreamed of..."

"However, I chose to stay in this world..."

"My family will worry about me... My enemies can continue to wreak havoc on the world... My dreams... rot like rats in the sewer..."

"Everything about me will die silently in this world that no one cares about..."

"Of course I will regret this!"

Su Ziying almost shouted, tears falling to the ice like broken beads.

Chen Li didn't expect that Su Ziying would have such a big reaction.

But he understood where she was coming from.

A good life is directly ruined in this end of the world, and no one will feel better if it is replaced.

It's just that Su Ziying had been patient before.

Chen Li said: "I'm sorry."

Unexpectedly, as soon as these words came out, Su Ziying became excited.

"Stop saying sorry!"

"Are you still afraid that I don't know..."

Su Ziying raised her head, looked directly into his eyes, and cried:
  "Actually, you feel more guilty about me than you like me, right?"

"I noticed it halfway, why did you fall in love with me so quickly..."

"I asked you not to say thank you to me, but you still keep saying that you can't change it..."

"This is not like the attitude towards lovers..."

"You are too polite to me!"

Su Ziying seemed to have been depressed for a long time, and now she was stimulated by the fact that Chen Li was about to die and couldn't stop.

"I have always dared not mention this matter because I was afraid that you would leave me and not even give me the emotion to like me!"

"I'm really scared……"

"You have shown that you love me enough, but I can always detect the estrangement in your heart that I don't know where it comes from..."

"You didn't really fall in love with me at all..."

"Everything you did to me was because you felt you owed me..."

"I like it...only a little bit, but you restrain it."

"What are you afraid of?"

"Am I...really that unworthy of your love?!"

Su Ziying burst into tears.

The words and emotions that she had buried in her heart before that she dared not say or show were now poured out by her.

"Tell me...you...how can you not let me not regret it..."

After the words fell, only Su Ziying's cry echoed in the ice and snow.

Chen Li looked at Su Ziying and didn't know how to reply.

He thought he was hiding well, but he didn't expect to be discovered by her. Indeed, no matter how much he showed love for her, he felt more guilty towards Su Ziying than towards her.

But, there are definitely likes.

He wanted to say that it was because this was a dream.

Because you're not a real human being, I can't really like you.

Even though I've tried to treat you like a real person.

But the word "dang" always reminds Chen Li that she is not a real person.

But he can't say.

I don’t want to say that anymore.

Chen Li finally understood.

The reason why Su Ziying is having an attack now is because she feels that she can be a fool in love and choose not to see it in order to avoid causing trouble.

But now it's all coming to an end.

"But……"

Before Chen Li could respond, she lowered her head and said:

"Chen Li, do you know?"

"Even so, even if you don't really like me."

"Even if you are just acting with me..."

Su Ziying raised her head and bit her lower lip, her blue eyes reflecting Chen Li's face.

"But I still like you."

"When I said I regretted staying here and not going back, it was true."

"But what I really want to tell you is that if I go back, I will regret it even more."

The voice is obviously gentle.

But when these words came to Chen Li's heart, they were like giant hammers hitting his heart, completely shattering the doubts he had always had.

He recalled all the things he had spent with Su Ziying in the past ten months, and recalled Su Ziying's smiles...

"This is……"

Unconsciously, Chen Li found himself crying.

Chen Li realized that the restrictions he had placed on himself were too many...

He wanted to say something, but he didn't know where to start.

Moreover, ten minutes are almost here.

Unexpectedly, Su Ziying's tears stopped when she saw Chen Li crying.

She looked at Chen Li, who had sadness and confusion in his eyes, and said with a smile, "I'm very happy to see you cry."

"At least, I'm sure that I have weight in your heart."

"Knowing that, I'm content."

Just like when the two of them teased each other before, Su Ziying looked like a winner at this moment, faintly proud.

However, this sense of pride is a bit too sad.

"Yeah……"

Chen Li smiled bitterly.

Now, he was so confused by Su Ziying that he didn't even know what kind of feelings he had for her.

The extreme feeling of weakness spread throughout the body again.

He could no longer sit still.

Su Ziying leaned forward and hugged him gently. Feeling that the life in his body was close to being gone, she burst into tears again.

"When a person dies, he enters reincarnation and can be reincarnated."

"You gave me the red rope, you can't run away, Chen Li..."

Chen Li's aura gradually dissipated.

As if she realized something, Su Ziying's tone became trembling: "In the next life, I will definitely let you fall in love with me willingly."

"Chen Li."

She slightly let go of Chen Li's body, stared at the remaining consciousness in Chen Li's eyes with her blue eyes, and kissed him without hesitation.

"I love you……"

At this moment, the endless auroras appeared on the horizon.

At this moment, the huge red moon finally fell.

The collision between the planets showed the true face of this doomsday, which was a big explosion that no number of nuclear bombs could match.

...After the dust passed, everything was silent, as if nothing had ever existed.

(End of this chapter)