I am not mentally ill, I am the actor with a thousand faces!

Chapter 196, Worshiping the Moon

'I' was thrown off a cliff.

Dropped from a high place.

Li Yun once again felt the feeling of approaching death. That was the feeling before being adopted by Elder Shi.

blood loss.

pain.

The jungle is surrounded by evil.

However, now, he no longer has the calmness to calmly observe his own death.

Because at that time, I didn't realize the beauty and love in the world at all, so I didn't have any remaining attachment to this world.

But it's different now.

There is a attachment to the country.

I have a attachment to Elder Shi.

and so.

I also have attachment and expectations for this flesh and blood body. But at the same time, the feeling of being abandoned by Elder Shi also makes me feel an unprecedented sense of disappointment.

I am disappointed.

why?

Save me, teach me, and kill me.

If I did something wrong.

you can tell me.

But why.

Li Yun could feel that his emotions were changing.

Unwilling to do so.

Roaring.

Obviously the leader of the Moon Worshiping Cult is such a calm person, but when faced with this situation, he still gets angry.

This is an instinctive emotion brought about by the body, because his love for the country and Elder Shi, receiving such a return, made his instinctive anger, disappointment, and frustration, and finally turned into a cold-blooded and ruthless monster.

Because of expectations, when these expectations are not answered.

That 'anger'.

It also appears on the seemingly heartless Baiyue.

The leader of the Moon Worshiping Cult survived.

But at this moment.

He has given up all ability to 'love'.

Because it was the first and last time he gave his emotions and got nothing in return.

That ruthless Moon Worshiping Leader.

born.

He doesn’t believe in all the love in the world, but he doesn’t believe that loving yourself can bring the right path to the world.,,

A person who is naturally indifferent and indifferent.

The only time I gave love but got nothing in return.

Forged into the character of the Moon Worshiping Leader

He takes one step at a time.

Reached the pinnacle of Nanzhao Kingdom

Li Yun also followed the perspective of worshiping the moon, and became the leader who was inferior to one person and superior to ten thousand people in the Nanzhao Kingdom.

Power has reached its peak.

wrong.

Worshiping the moon is actually not satisfied.

The demand is never met.

later.

The leader of the Moon Worshiping Cult asked all living beings to worship and love him.

'I' have not completely broken away from Elder Shi's teachings.

It’s just that I use my own way to look at the world from above and examine the shortcomings of this world from above.

Such blindness and stupidity.

Why do they love me?

Because they want to be happy.

They want to be fed and clothed, they want to be cured of their diseases, and they want to pass the scientific examination.

They prayed to me, worshiped me, and wanted me to come and bring them these things.

I am very confused.

They want to be fed and clothed, so why don't they work and hunt.

If they want to cure diseases, why don't they buy herbs or find a doctor.

If they want to pass the scientific examination, why don't they study hard.

If they want to stop the intrusion of beasts and monsters, why don’t they train themselves?

I think they are ugly, and I don't think their love has much meaning. What they give me is only emptiness.

later.

The Witch Queen appears.

She uses her magic power to benefit all living beings, and is equally loved and respected by others.

and.

She still enjoys it and enjoys the sincere admiration of the people.

Ever since.

I designed to kill her and this descendant of Nuwa.

fantastic.

I killed this witch queen who used her magical power to love the people like her son, benefited all living beings, and was respected by others. She obviously loved people so much and cared for all living beings. Even I was among the people she loved.

I killed her.

I don't think I'm evil.

because of her.

they.

This is the source of people's blindness and ignorance.

"The people's stupidity comes from their inability to think. Nuwa's descendants will respond to all their demands and make them give up thinking and seeking knowledge."

"They are hopeless."

"Even if I kill Nuwa's descendants, they will find another so-called god to worship and rely on."

"If ignorance is a sin, then they should be the most sinful ones."

at this time.

The leader of the Moon Worshiping Cult was in front of Li Yun.

His eyes were calm, but with a bit of calmness.

His purpose, his motivation, his existence.

Everything was clear and clear in the mirror in front of Li Yun.

"Master of the Moon Worshiping Cult."

"Ah."

people in front of you.

It is the leader of the Moon Worshiping Cult. Dressed in black, he stood tall, his eyes were calm and calm, and he was a shocking evil man.

Disappointed in love, disappointed in the world, disappointed in everything, yet arrogant

thing.

at this time.

Li Yun actually felt that worshiping the moon and destroying the world was a very reasonable thing. He was not loved by others, and the world was so stupid and stupid. It was better to recreate the world like this.

Destroy this world.

but.

That was just a moment

then.

Li Yun smiled.

At this time, the leader of the Moon Worshiping Cult said calmly.

"You are laughing at me. Don't you recognize me? This world is so blind and stupid. It needs to be remade. I can turn the world into a supreme paradise where there is no stupidity. Let me take you and reshape the world."

The phantom of the Moon Worshiping Leader suddenly jumped out of the mirror.

Gradually get closer to Li Yun.

Obviously.

The filming of "Legend of Sword and Fairy" has not started yet.

But the leader of the Moon Worshiping Cult took the spotlight.

At least.

It's because he wants to do something that will overwhelm the guest.

[Mental intrusion is detected. Does the host need to temporarily increase its mental resistance? 】

Li Yun felt that if he fully recognized him at this time and merged with him.

Then i

Is it still Li Yun?

Or.

He was completely taken over by the leader of the Moon Worshiping Cult.

Li Yun felt the system prompts and the Moon Worshiping Leader's ravings surrounding his ears.

Let yourself feel the same way for him, let yourself identify with him, and let yourself feel like him.

He knows how to confuse people.

It makes people think he is right.

He is a saint.

Acknowledge him.

'I' can also become a saint.

Li Yun felt itchy all over his body at this time and went to increase his mental resistance.

Let the system help defeat the moon worshipers.

Okay?

At this time, Li Yun suddenly said.

"Do you think you are a god now?"

"uh-huh."

"You are indeed very suitable to be an evil person, and your words can confuse people. If you go to a beautiful Western country, you will definitely be a qualified politician." Li Yun laughed sarcastically: "But you deny God's blessing. I thought I was a superior god, but I was wrong. Before I experienced your life, Lord Moon Worshiper, I was still a little surprised as to why I couldn’t completely copy you. Now I understand. I always thought of you as a human being. It gives me the perspective of a God who is above us and who has compassion for all living beings.”

"But now I know, you are nothing more than a pathetic person who lacks love."

"You are also a human being, and you have to be selfish. You think you are a god, but what you did only made me feel extremely selfish and pathologically selfish."

"Destroying the world and rebuilding it is so extreme and sad."

at this time.

Baiyue said calmly.

"If you have my power, you should also want to purify this ugly world."

After a long time, Li Yun suddenly, very suddenly, burst into laughter.

"Hahahaha! Hahahahaha!"

"Hahahaha!"

This made Baiyue, who came out of the mirror, momentarily stunned by Li Yun's momentum.

"You said that if I have such power and experience like you, I will use my own way to sympathize with all sentient beings, to 'love' them, to give them alms from above, and to make the world a paradise for people?"

"If it were me, Li Yun, I would be the leader of the Moon Worshiping Cult, I would conquer, I would rule."

"I will make them love me and make them recite my name morning and night."

"I want their lives and they want to die."

"I want their wives, and they want their daughters as well."

"I want their family property, and they will even give me the genealogy of eighteen generations of their ancestors."

"There are so many beautiful things in the world, why do you want to destroy the world and rebuild it? You are a stupid and selfish person who pursues your own desires and lacks love."

Li Yun looked crazy.

Baiyue fell silent.

"Are you going a little too extreme?"

"I'm not extreme, I just want to say that we all have the dark side and the selfish side of human beings. I recognize this, because I am also selfish, and you are also selfish. We all do everything for selfishness. There is no need for you to convince me or invade me with the beautiful kingdom of heaven on earth."

Facing the phantom of worshiping the moon, Li Yun stepped forward instead.

Hehe smiled.

"So, Lord of the Moon Worshipers, our goals and motives are the same. We all proceed for our own selfish desires."

"I don't approve of your selfish desires, and you don't approve of mine, but we share the same type of emotions right here."

"bring it on."

"Let our selfish desires merge into one"

at this time.

Li Yun finally opened his eyes again.

This was not the real world just now.

I just thought I was back in the real world.

This is what happened. That was just the Moon Worshiping Cult Leader's reverse erosion of his own spirit.

In fact, Li Yun can feel the reverse erosion of these personalities on him.

Erlang Shen, Cao Zhengchun, Fire Cloud Evil God.

But it has never been as straightforward as this time.

There is no doubt that he shows his desire to dominate.

they

I don’t just want to live in the world of the script.

Li Yun murmured.

"As I act and copy the characters, the performance becomes more and more difficult. The complexity of their personalities makes them less like characters and more like people, because the more they look like living people, the higher the difficulty. I put them in When the time comes, the impact will gradually increase. My spirit will also be under greater pressure."

"My ability itself is a double-edged sword hehehe."

"But why am I laughing, why am I so excited?"

"Because the more real they are, it means that if I conquer them, the effect I can perform will be better, right?"

"Sometimes, I actually have a feeling that even if all those personalities are sent away, my spirit may not be normal."

"Maybe I am sick?"

(End of this chapter)