Rebirth at the end of the world: I report to the country!

Chapter 68 68· “Glory and hard work.”

"Dear son."

"I'm sorry, but please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye."

"Dad doesn't want to continue to cause trouble for you and your mother."

"Dad knows that dad's leaving this time will cause you a lot of harm, but I'm sorry, please forgive me."

"The long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. Dad is already a useless person. He is of no use at all and can only cause you more trouble. Even typing these words for you now is very difficult."

"The end of the world has come, and a father like this can only become a burden. I don't want you and your mother to survive the era of natural disasters because of this."

"If this really happens, my father will never forgive himself in this life."

"So I chose to escape with this cowardly behavior."

"People like me have to leave."

"Dad has no regrets anymore. You are already a man who can stand upright. Dad is very satisfied to see you today."

"However, your mother is very tired, and now she needs you to support the family."

"This is the last task dad gives you. I believe you can do it."

"You must protect your mother and protect her and Dongguo to live through the era of natural disasters."

"Daddy loves you."

"Dad, I don't ask you to love me. I just ask you not to resent me."

"please forgive me."

"Dear Lan."

"Don't cry."

"After all the years we've been sharing a bed, you must know why I do this."

"I know what I did was cruel, selfish and excessive, but I really couldn't help it."

"After I leave, I'll live a good life with Xiao Ming, please."

"Our children are still very immature and need your guidance."

"You must hold our grandson and give our grandson a look at my photo."

"I'm sorry, Lan, the person I'm most sorry for is you."

"But I can only ask you to forgive me."

There are two messages in Shen Yiming's mobile phone. One is from his father - it was clicked to send by his mother.

A message from my mother.

The time was just a short time ago.

In addition to forwarding my father's last words, my mother also sent some messages:
  "Grandpa left too."

"It was not your father's doing, it was your grandpa's own choice."

"Because your grandpa left me a note saying that you are troubling me during this time."

"Only mother and son are left to depend on each other, Xiao Ming."

"You must be strong. Mom, pack your things first. If you are done with work, come back early in the evening."

"Brother Sun, tell me, if I were more powerful, wouldn't my father choose to die? It's all my fault, it's all my fault for being so useless!"

With tears flowing freely, Shen Yiming asked in a choked voice.

“If I hadn’t been useless, dad and grandpa wouldn’t have died!
  "Shen Yiming beat the ground with his fist, but it seemed that such pain could not satisfy him. He reached out and wanted to slap himself.

"Shenzi, Shenzi!"

Sun Qixian quickly stopped Shen Yiming, and then took the trembling and emotionally shattered child into his arms.

He took on the role of a father, holding back the tears that accumulated in his eyes after hearing this story, and comforted the fragile child's arms again and again.

And Shen Yiming seemed to have finally found an outlet for his emotions. He stopped talking, but grabbed Sun Qixian's thigh and cried with all his strength, heartbreaking and painful.

At this moment, Sun Qixian regretted the slap he had just made.

This is an unquestionable tragedy.

But in this tragedy, Sun Qixian didn't know who to blame - he couldn't blame Shen Yiming's father.

Because he had to apply for subsidies for his subordinates, he knew very well about Shen Yiming's family situation. Therefore, if he were to assume the identity of Shen Yiming's father, Shen Yiming... thought that he would very likely choose to commit suicide.

The word burdensome.

It not only tortures others, but also tortures the self-respecting self.

But... as he said himself, his behavior is like this.

Selfless, yet selfish.

Leave all the pain to the living.

But how can one be resentful. If I have to blame, I can only blame the unruly factory owner.

He is the real source of the tragedy, the most damnable existence.

"Shenzi, of course I don't blame you. You can't force this responsibility onto yourself... Be strong, you must be strong! This is your father's hope, and your mother only has you!"

Sun Qixian couldn't think of anything else to say, so he could only stroke Shen Yiming's back harder.

"Why did you choose to commit suicide? Why!" Shen Yiming's voice was still confused.

"Didn't it say above that we are going to rescue them?"

"Why did my father say that he must die? Why?"

"Do people like them really deserve to die?"

Hearing Shen Yiming start to say these words again, Sun Qixian, who was worried that he would go to extremes, quickly propped him up and said seriously:
  "not like this."

……

"Of course we will rescue him, Xiao Lin, there is no need to ask this kind of question." Number One listened to Lin Li's question and answered with a smile.

"Although I know this is the answer, I still want to ask."

Lin Li was a little embarrassed and scratched his head in embarrassment:

"Because when watching some science fiction movies, at this time, in the plots, opportunities are always reserved for young people and children who still have hope. Others always give up this opportunity actively or passively."

"Those who give up voluntarily are great." No. [-]'s gaze was profound, looking at the night sky in the distance:

"Xiao Lin, the greatness of the East Nation is not just words. Tomorrow, when we announce the Era of Natural Disasters, many people will choose to sacrifice themselves."

"They may be doing it for our country as a whole, or they may be doing it for their loved ones around them."

“But a sacrifice is a sacrifice.”

"They only desire to give, but never ask for anything in return. When the era of natural disasters comes, such people will go to extremes to avoid causing trouble to others."

"We cannot support or criticize this great behavior."

"And passively asking them to give up, forcing them to give up, this kind of behavior..." At this point, the old man paused, and then said: "It depends on the situation."

"It is true that saving such a person will not bring much benefit in the future, and the input-output ratio is pitifully low."

"If all the people in the East are absolutely rational, they will definitely be abandoned regardless of the situation."

"But people will never be absolutely rational. On the contrary, emotions will occupy the majority of the time."

"Emotion is a very important existence. It maintains many things. Because of it, it unites an individual into a family, and then unites each family into a country. It is even one of the cornerstones of the existence and development of human civilization. .”

"The big reason why the people of the East are great is because we attach great importance to emotions."

"This is what we need to pass on, and the glory of humanity must shine on the land of the East."

"For this reason, our answer is that we will save them and we will work hard to save them."

"If we choose to give up today because they are a vulnerable group, one day we will also become a vulnerable group. When that day comes, will we abandon them without hesitation?"

"Furthermore, the value a person can provide cannot simply be viewed on a physical level, but can also provide emotional and spiritual value."

"We will treat every Dongren equally."

"The elderly, the disabled, the sick, they didn't do anything wrong."

"They also don't want to grow old, disabled or sick. No one hates the hardships they suffer more than themselves."

"In this case, since they made no mistake, why don't we save them?"

"So save, save."

"We will work hard."

The expression on No. [-]'s face was calm. After a slight pause, he added:
  "Of course, Xiaolin, the above premise is based on when we have this ability, and it is an ideal state."

"Ability determines everything."

"We want to save him, but there is no guarantee that he will be saved."

"I will work hard, but I won't accept to pay all the costs just to save them."

　I guess I won’t write this kind of discussion about a certain argument in the future. It’s easy to be controversial, and it’s very laborious for me to write it.

　　I changed it several times but was still not satisfied, so I had to make do with it.

　　You probably don’t come here to see my point of view. It’s a thankless task, or maybe you use your strength in a wrong way.

　　It will be changed later.

　　At the same time, if you think my point of view is wrong, just have fun with it.

　　Don't scold!

　　Thank you.

　　
  　
  (End of this chapter)