Don’t be a licking dog when you are reborn.

Chapter 34 I'm All For Your Good
Warm's voice was hoarse and trembling.

Staring at Wen Nuan, Wang Yaqin also raised her head slightly. The slight relaxation she had with her daughter before was gone. She said in a deep voice:

"Xiao Nuan, I'm doing this all for your own good."

“If it’s for my own good, you can look through my things at will, and you can go to school to show off to the teacher.

I could block a classmate who asked me a question, and someone would call the police and arrest me.

I was scared when I saw you talking to Ji Feng because I didn't know what you were going to do.

Mom, I have worked hard to do everything you asked for, why do you still treat me like this?
I just want some private space of my own.

I'm not your puppet! "

Her tears couldn't stop streaming down her face, and she was grabbing her hair and feeling hysterical.

She, who has always been strong and cold, cried for the second time today.

The strong emotions of collapse obviously affected Wang Yaqin.

Wang Yaqin covered her chest, her face paler than before:
“It’s normal to have someone you like at this age, but mom doesn’t want you to delay your studies because of this.

Xiao Nuan, don't forget to promise your mother that she won't harm you. She is just worried that you will follow the wrong path like your father. "

dad?

Same rhetoric, same attitude, same thing.

How many times? 50 times?Or 100 times?
Wang Yaqin has never changed.

The memory of warmth is very strong, and she can never forget her painful childhood.

What was it like when you were a kid...?
There seemed to be endless quarrels. Her mother always said bad things about her father in front of her. She was too young and she didn't know whether her father was good or not.

I only know that my mother always said that my father was incompetent and that all his money was spent raising women outside.

That's why their family is living so hard.

When I was 5 years old, my mother went to report that my father was taking kickbacks from the factory, and my father was fired from the factory.

When my father returned home, he was still being ridiculed by his mother.

Nuan Nuan still remembers the last look her father gave her before he died. It was a look she could never forget.

Reluctance, guilt, and a hint of disgust and relief from this world.

After losing her father, her mother, Wang Yaqin, supported the family alone.

What Nuan Nuan faced was nearly 10 years of oppression. He was beaten and scolded whenever he disagreed, regardless of right or wrong.

Once she conflicts with others, she will be beaten.

If you refute or talk back, you will be beaten.

She even remembered the way the iron broom curved to line up with the wounds on her body.

Later, Wang Yaqin gradually stopped beating her.

It's not because Wang Yaqin has changed, it's because she has a heart disease and is in poor health and can't fight anymore.

After that, Wang Yaqin's control over her also changed.

For your own good, promise me that I will be your mother.

She has been treated with violence and PUA for more than ten years, and she has heard the same words too many times.

Gradually, the warmth in her father's eyes that she could not understand once became understood, and the world-weariness.

Precisely because she knew her mother well, she was so nervous when Monsoon came to her home.

He interrupted the conversations between Ji Feng and Wang Yaqin several times.

In front of Ji Feng, who doesn't understand these things, her mother may just be a gentle aunt...

Wen Nuan closed his eyes in despair.

In this small room, there was no place for her to escape even for a while.

"Mom, I'm done."

boom!
"Xiao Nuan? Xiao Nuan!"

Nuan Nuan slammed the door and walked out. Wang Yaqin's voice kept coming from inside the house, but in the end it was just silent.

The confused girl was walking on the street. She walked out of the urban village, but she didn't know where to go.

In the end, I could only squat down on the side of the driveway, and then started to be in a daze.

After leaving home, Nuan Nuan stopped crying.

Years of experience have taught her that tears cannot protect herself at all.

He took out his mobile phone and silently looked at the QQ address book.

There is only one ID inside, Summer Wind.

She has never actively contacted Ji Feng, and the communication records between her and Ji Feng only contain the content of the lecture.

Nuan Nuan clicked on Ji Feng's profile picture and typed more than 100 words.

After reading it for a while, I felt that a few sentences were nonsense, so I deleted some of them.

Looking at it again, it feels like it’s all bullshit.

All deleted... [Are you there? 】

[Yes, what's the matter? 】

Nuan Nuan looked at the lit screen of his mobile phone and didn't know what to answer for a moment.

Yeah, what's the matter with her?

Complain to Monsoon?Tell us about your more than ten years of oppression and misery?

Ha ha……

【fine. 】

【? 】

Park, after replying to the message, the corner of Ji Feng's mouth twitched.

Looking at the chessboard that was about to lose, he threw 1 yuan on the chessboard without changing his expression:

"Old man, I have something to do at the moment. Let's fight again later."

"Hey, you kid almost lost, why did you run away?"

The old man playing chess in the park had a sad look on his face. He had a pension of more than 5000 yuan. How much would he care about?

Men are young until they die, and the old man is no exception. He just wants to kill Ji Feng violently.

It's a pity that Ji Feng ran away when he saw that the situation was not going well. It was so rude.

The old man still wanted to yell a few words, but the aunties dancing in the square in front of him had already blocked Ji Feng's figure.

……

On the other side, Nuan Nuan looked at the question marks on the screen and was also entangled.

Her thoughts were like broken clockwork, and no matter how hard she tried, she could only make a "click, click, click" sound, just like her chaotic brain at this time.

She doesn't seem to be able to chat with people.

Especially this kind of private chat on mobile phones.

Nuan Nuan sighed and looked back at the alleys of the urban village. He felt that his emotions were relieved a lot, and he was ready to take a rest and go back.

For more than ten years, she has experienced all kinds of emotions.

Even if you are angry about something just now, you can resolve it by taking a little time.

She was used to it.

When she was about to stand up, Nuan Nuan felt someone standing in front of her.

She raised her head very warily and saw the man handing her a round cup of something.

Nuan Nuan knew it was milk tea. Ji Feng often bought it for Gu Xueting before, but she had never drank it.

The visitor's back was to the light, but Wen Nuan didn't need to see his face clearly.

"What are you looking at? While it's hot."

"How did you come?"

"I was walking in the park, it's not that far."

"Oh."

Wen Nuan lowered his head to prevent Ji Feng from seeing the slightly raised corners of his mouth, and then quietly took a sip of milk tea.

So sweet!

Warm eyes shone slightly.

To her, this stuff is really sweet and delicious.

"Thank you."

When Ji Feng saw her surprised look, he couldn't speak the words as soon as he reached his lips...

Yes, sugar is very bad, it is addictive, it is easy to gain weight, and it is said that it can also make people age.

Sugar has too many shortcomings, but it is very sweet!
Life is so bitter, so what if we drink something sweet?
"As long as you like it."

Ji Feng sat down directly next to Nuan Nuan, saying nothing, just blowing the wind with Nuan Nuan.

The night breeze was slightly cool, but Ji Feng actually thought about taking off his coat and putting it on for warmth.

But I felt that that kind of behavior was too greasy, so I didn’t move.

Silence broke out between the two of them again, and both of them seemed to be used to this silence.

Ji Feng didn't ask Nuan Nuan what happened, and Nuan Nuan had no intention of telling her.

For a long time, Wen Nuan slowly closed his eyes, took a breath and opened them again:

"Monsoon."

"Ok?"

"I will work hard starting from tomorrow."

Ji Feng opened his mouth, and his smile gradually replaced other expressions:
"You are so powerful, I feel like I will be carried away by you!"

(End of this chapter)