After the eldest lady lost her memory, her exes turned back one after another.

"Miss Shen, what exactly do you want to do?"

Cui Lingxin made an appointment with Shen Qingjia and asked her straight to the point.

Shen Qingjia smiled and thought of words in her mind.

"By the way, that's right. My parents say that I am vulgar, and you have been famous since you were a child. I have always envied you, so I want to make friends with you."

Cui Lingxin couldn't help but be surprised when she heard this answer.

She never thought that Shen Qingjia would envy her.

In the past, in Junwang County, Shen Qingjia had always been a carefree woman. Even though she had many ridiculous things and had a bad reputation, she lived a free life.

Cui Lingxin was required by her family to read poetry and books and follow the rules since she was a child. Although she gained a good reputation, this good reputation has always restricted her and told her not to make any mistakes.

Occasionally, she had actually envied Shen Qingjia. She envied that she had parents who pampered her, and that she was bold and free-spirited throughout her life, unlike her who was always cautious and fearful of being disappointed by her parents, relatives, and friends.

"Miss Shen, do you envy me?"

Cui Ling was a little unsure. She seemed to remember that Shen Qingjia used to hate her when they were in Junwang because they both liked Wei Yu and had strong feelings towards girls.

Shen Qingjia nodded: "Yes, I have envied you since I was a child. It was just that I was not sensible when I was a child. I thought you were too good and too pretentious to get along with, so I didn't have much contact with you. Now I have matured a lot. You wouldn’t be so childish.”

Cui Ling has a beautiful heart, is well-educated, is good at playing music, chess, calligraphy and painting, and has a good life experience. Who wouldn't envy her?

It's just that there is a bit of jealousy in this envy.

The original Shen Qingjia was so jealous of her that she lost her mind and acted like a vicious female counterpart.

But that won't be the case for her now. She really admires Cui Lingxin. After all, who doesn't like gentle and versatile beauties?

"Miss Cui, I want to learn piano recently. I wonder if I can ask you for advice occasionally?"

Shen Qingjia just wanted to find an excuse to go to Cui Lingxin, so that he could almost fulfill his duties as a matchmaker.

Cui Ling hesitated and asked: "If Miss Shen wants to learn, she should be able to find many famous teachers, right? Why should you be obsessed with me?"

"Of course it's because I like to learn from you!" Shen Qingjia said straightforwardly.

Cui Ling was so shy that she couldn't help but feel her face heat up.

"If you don't understand anything, you can come to me." Cui Lingxin reluctantly agreed.

After all, there is not much conflict between girls, and it is easy to resolve the knot.

They have all envied each other, because each other has beautiful qualities that they do not have. In this case, instead of being jealous and hating, why not get along happily?

Shen Qingjia laughed: "Great!"

The relationship between the two girls broke through the ice at this moment, and they gradually became a little closer.

From then on, Shen Qingjia would ask Cui Lingxin to come out from time to time to ask for piano lessons.

Shen Qingjia wasn't actually good at playing piano, but he wasn't an idiot either. He could play a few tunes with a little effort, but his attainments were definitely not very deep.

Cui Lingxin taught her carefully: "The so-called piano sound can identify people, it means that a person can integrate his own personality with the piano sound. You don't need to be so tense, relax and enjoy the sound of the piano. Express your emotions through the music of the piano.”

Shen Qingjia plays the piano under the guidance of Cui Lingxin. She has a casual and fun-loving temperament. The music she plays makes people feel comfortable and relaxed, and occasionally makes people feel happy.

"You learned very well." Cui Ling praised her in her heart, "When I first learned, I didn't understand it as quickly as you."

Shen Qingjia smiled: "You taught me well." Shen Qingjia didn't really think that he was a talented person because of Cui Lingxin's praise. After all, Cui Lingxin learned piano at a very young age. If the child's understanding ability can be compared If she is older than an adult, then she is really a fool.

"Let's rest for a while! I've prepared some snacks under the pavilion!" Shen Qingjia naturally pulled Cui Ling's heart.

Cui Lingxin couldn't help but be a little surprised by her touch.

The two of them walked together to the foot of the pavilion. This was the most beautiful view of Shen's mansion. The lake under the pavilion had an unobstructed view. The two of them came without anyone else, which made the scenery even more beautiful.

"This is the hibiscus cake I asked someone to make. Let's use some."

Shen Qingjia not only ate it himself, but also attracted Caihuan. Caihuan, a foodie, naturally ran over and ate happily like a little hamster, which was very funny.

Shen Qingjia laughed.

Cui Lingxin couldn't help but smile.

There is a harmonious and happy scene under the pavilion.

Cui Ling gradually opened her heart and said to Shen Qingjia: "Actually, I sometimes envy you. You always live so boldly and freely, regardless of other people's opinions. This is good."

"Envy me?"

Shen Qingjia did not expect that Cui Lingxin, a goddess-level beauty, would envy others, a woman with a bad reputation and talent like herself.

Cui Lingxin nodded, feeling that it was not that difficult to say this matter: "Yes, you can do whatever you want, and never think too much about anything."

"You can do it too! You are so good and have a good family, what can't you do if you want to?"

Shen Qingjia smiled and looked at Cui Lingxin, trying to tell her what she was thinking.

Cui Lingxin was silent for a moment.

She really doesn't have to think so much about ordinary little things, but if it involves reputation or family, she can't do it.

For example, in the past, she and Shen Qingjia both liked Wei Yu, but Shen Qingjia could boldly pursue her love regardless of her family's reputation, but she couldn't. She had to take care of a lot.

Now, it still didn't work. She was rejected and didn't have the courage to do it again.

In fact, she had planned to give up on Wei Yu, but Wei Yu was hard for her to get over.

"Sister Cui, you can be bolder in what you actually want to do. A person's life span is only a few decades. If you still have regrets before you die, wouldn't it mean that your death will be unsatisfactory?"

Cui Lingxin smiled. Obviously what she said was very reasonable, but Shen Qingjia said it a little funny.

Shen Qingjia continued: "Actually, if you want to do anything, just do it, work harder and try more, even if you fail in the end, you will admit it, but if you just think about it and don't do it, or if you do it again If you don’t give your best, you’ll probably be thinking about it for the rest of your life.”

Cui Lingxin nodded: "You are right, a person should live his whole life without leaving any regrets."

Shen Qingjia's words made Cui Lingxin suddenly understand.

Maybe the reason why I feel unsatisfied and depressed these days is because of this.

It's not that she can't get married, so why should she settle for the next best thing and cater to her family's arrangements and choose a man she has never met or felt like to get married?

She might try harder, but if she still ends up like this after trying hard, it only means that it is inappropriate, and she admits it.

Besides, even if one thing doesn't go her way, there are still many things she can do in life, and she still has to live a good life.

(End of this chapter)