Reborn 1980, Dr. Su became popular in the XNUMXs

Then - the accelerator is pushed to the bottom, accompanied by the deep roar of the beast, power surges in.

There is no moon tonight.

Just the howling wind.

Everything in front of you is fleeting.

The two of them seemed to have entered another world, where there was no sorrow and pain, only the speed of venting.

Lu Sinian longed to go to another world.

Run away from the scene just now.

Escape from what you have experienced before.

However, the faint fragrance of the girl next to him always came to him vaguely, making him unable to bear to leave completely.

That world didn't have this reassuring smell.

Or, he could be drowned in the night with her forever.

I don't know how many laps passed, but the blockage in Lu Sinian's heart seemed to be less uncomfortable.

He sighed.

After a while, Su Xiaoli said, "What can I do for you?"

Lu Sinian was sad and then confused.

——You and I go to the eternal night together. We will be drowned in the darkness together and never come back.

He couldn't say it.

After a long time, Lu Sinian said: "Be my tree hole."

Su Xiaoli focused on looking at the road, not looking at him, but nodded.

She slowly parked the car to the side of the road.

Starting from the third lap, the Lu family's private car has followed far behind, and they will handle the 959.

"Go down and take a walk." Su Xiaoli turned off the engine and suggested softly.

Lu Sinian didn't object.

The dark and empty Lu Sinian, accompanied by Su Xiaoli, walked step by step along the mountain road, looking at the lights in the distance.

Lu Sinian didn't speak, so Su Xiaoli quietly walked forward with him.

Both of them were wearing flat shoes, which made no sound.

Lu Sinian was tall and had long legs. He was walking in a daze. As he walked, he suddenly realized, was she still there?
Can't help but look back.

Su Xiaoli saw him stop and stood still.

The two looked at each other quietly for a while.

Lu Sinian's heart finally calmed down, "Let's go."

This time he walked much slower, and Su Xiaoli could always stay side by side with him.

"While eating just now, he..." Lu Sinian wanted to apologize, but didn't know how to say it.

"I don't understand Cantonese, and I actually didn't understand anything..." Su Xiaoli told the truth, "I just saw that you and grandpa were suddenly unhappy."

Lu Sinian was slightly startled and suddenly realized.

"Fortunately you don't understand Cantonese." Lu Sinian felt a little more at ease.

Su Xiaoli actually didn't care.

Even if she understands Cantonese, Lu Jiahao's words will probably not enter her heart. She will be disgusted just for a while longer, and she won't be as excited as Lu Sinian.

She doesn't have such a bad father, and she won't make it difficult for herself, burdened with emotions that shouldn't be blamed on her.

After all, resisting something with all your strength consumes the most energy.

Most of the time, Su Xiaoli was not an easily emotional person. It was not because he was numb, but because he did not want to embarrass himself. A person's psychological energy is limited and must be used wisely.

I don’t know how long I walked aimlessly like this, but Lu Sinian finally spoke slowly:
"Since I was born, my grandpa has taken me into the old house and raised me. Grandpa taught me personally. No matter how busy he is, he will accompany me every day."

"Yeah." Su Xiaoli listened quietly.

"I didn't understand it when I was young, but later I found out that the two people I was only allowed to see once a month were my father and mother. When I got older, I saw other children playing and shopping with their parents, and I also fantasized about it..."

"Ah."

“When I was 7 years old, my grandfather finally allowed my parents to take me to stay for a few days. One night, I saw my mother and father, each with a sharp knife in his hand, trying to stab the other.

At the door of another bedroom, a naked man stood sneering and watching. "

"Dad was drunk or had taken some medicine, and he was very crazy. He and mother stabbed each other twice."

Su Xiaoli was stunned, her throat blocked.

Unexpectedly, the gentle Lu Sinian had seen such a bloody scene.

As parents, Lu Jiahao and his wife are more like savage and ignorant children.

When adults act like children, the real child is forced to grow up quickly.

"After that, grandpa never allowed me to follow them home. For several years after that, grandpa didn't let them see me at all."

"Later, these two people were too lazy to come to the old house. When I learned business from my grandfather, I saw them even less."

"The two of them have girlfriends and boyfriends outside of their relationship. Some of them... I heard they are much younger than me."

Su Xiaoli sighed, she really had to kill him.

"My aunt, too, lives a life of wine and meat. She only likes spending money and making boyfriends, most of whom are foreigners.

I don't get up until after twelve o'clock every day, and I can only open my eyes after drinking strong coffee. She waited for the sun to set before looking for the pretty girl to go out with her to have fun. "

"Yeah." Su Xiaoli responded.

"My parents forced me to go on a blind date, just so that after I get married, they can get some of the Lin family's dowry, and they can also get some of grandma's original shares and her dowry from Lu Jiahao's biological mother."

"Yeah." Su Xiaoli nodded, remembering that Miss Lin said that Lu Sinian had a blind date during the Spring Festival, but unfortunately it didn't happen.

As far as his parents' "pure" purpose was concerned, no one would be able to achieve it.

"Grandpa often said that they are not the real Lu family. I am so afraid that I will become like them..."

"Sometimes I wonder if it would be easier if I were not from the Lu family, and I wouldn't have to have such parents, and I wouldn't have to bear the responsibility for the entire Lu family's future."

"If one day I can't hold on any longer..." Lu Sinian looked tired.

Su Xiaoli's facial features softened and she said softly: "Actually, it doesn't matter who they are. You have grandpa, and now you have grandma and us. Grandpa loves you and cherishes you, and you also respect and love him..."

"But my biological parents——"

"If they have given up on you and only use you for their own selfish purposes, they cannot be considered your parents at all."

Lu Sinian was silent, his eyes were red.

He lowered his head and looked at Su Xiaoli. The girl's eyes were shining like cold stars, and her face was like a snow-white gardenia.

"Is this... okay?" Lu Sinian murmured.

"At least, they don't deserve you to hate yourself." Su Xiaoli looked into his eyes and said, "They don't deserve you to be cruel to yourself."

Lu Sinian didn't say anything, but a glimmer of water slowly appeared in his eyes.

Every word in Su Xiaoli's mouth was like a soft hand wrapped around Lu Sinian's heart, bringing warmth that belonged to the human world.

A person has been disappointed by his parents for a long time, and has turned his disappointment into self-disgust buried deep in his heart. He is like a drowning person, floating up and down in the dark vortex, almost being swallowed up.

Now, finally, a tough spring willow branch hangs down from the shore, giving the drowning man hope that he can come ashore alive.

"Although I can't fully understand your pain..." Su Xiaoli whispered softly and paused. (End of chapter)