monster's bride

The strange and tragic death state just now seemed to be just an illusion.

Lu Zhizhi calmed down faster than he imagined, "Why can't you die?"

Bai Ji's eyes were lowered, his eyelashes were trembling, and he said helplessly: "I have tried many methods, what can I do? I can't even die and disappear from your life."

The monster that has been looking for her will manipulate him to follow her like a shadow, and he can't get rid of it no matter what.

Even if nothing is left after being burned, it will carry his soul to find her and never be separated.

"If you don't die," he said softly, "I won't leave you. I can't do it no matter what. I tried my best this time, but unfortunately I still failed."

Lu Zhizhi stared at him blankly.

Does the terrible idea that it would be better if he died coincides with his own thoughts?
  The only way to leave her is to die. Why?
  "Why?" she asked.

"Because I love you."

Bai Ji tapped his chest, where his heart was beating again. He said without any hesitation, "I love you the most. If I want to leave you, I have no choice but to die."

Bai Ji clasped his fingers together and tore up his sweater, trying to dig out the contracted heart inside, so as to make himself less uncomfortable.

"When I think about you being afraid of my face, it hurts. When I think about you being afraid of my past, you will retreat. I feel very sad. I am not beautiful at all. I don't want you to see me when I'm not beautiful. I don't want to be hated by you. "

"It's all because of this face. I can't die no matter what, and I have to live with this face."

He covered his cracked mouth again, his slightly messy short hair pressed against his forehead, looking decadent and morbidly beautiful.

"Come on, if you kill me it will make you less angry."

Lu Zhizhi threw away the knife that was thrust into his hand, "Bai Ji, your biggest problem is not your face. Don't treat me this way."

He now also knew where her bottom line was.

Bai Ji bent down and approached her sitting on the ground, carefully put down his hand, lowered his head and said, "I shouldn't have deceived you. I was too afraid of losing you. I was really wrong."

Even if he is really disgusted by his appearance, stimulated by her superficial acceptance and actual disgust, as long as she is willing to appear next to him and talk to him, Bai Ji can instantly rekindle his desire for that little love.

"I won't lie to you again."

After these words, Bai Ji said aggrievedly: "I didn't kill anyone. I didn't do it. I didn't."

Before meeting Lu Zhizhi, the monster attacked everyone indiscriminately. Bai Ji was condemned in his heart, and his soul was wailing in pain every moment.

Kill me, kill me, kill me
  He had always longed for someone to actually kill him, but no one had ever succeeded.

Until the monster guided him to find Lu Zhizhi, the girl with whom he had been bonded since childhood, who was the only rope.

Lu Zhizhi also shed tears when she saw him, and his fragile appearance made her heart soften.

She calmed down and said:
  "Shi Yu told me before that there was something in your body and that you were possessed. I told him that for the real Bai Ji, your life is nothing but pain and suffering."

Who can accept that there is a murderous monster living in their body?

"But, this is not something you can accept with peace of mind, Bai Ji." Lu Zhizhi said, "You can't have that kind of idea. If possible, we can try to solve this curse together."

She mustered up the courage to reach out and hold his face, her fingertips covered with his tears covering the shocking crack, "Don't lie to me again."

She wants to uproot the monster.

The voice in Bai Ji's head suddenly roared angrily.

【Why doesn’t she like me? Why does she want to get rid of me? Zhizhi, Zhizhi, Zhizhi. I want to come out! ]    Bai Ji's expression was ferocious for a moment, and the veins on his forehead popped out. He suddenly bent over and put his hands on the ground, letting out a painful whimper.

Lu Zhizhi was startled by him, "Bai Ji!"

"Sure enough, I still have to call 120." She hurriedly looked for the phone on the ground, but before she even touched the screen, her finger was grabbed by the man.

"But I know, have you ever thought about it?"

He turned his head, changed the tone of his suppressed voice, and said slightly sharply: "Have you ever thought that Shi Yu and I are brothers? We have the same physique, and he will also become a carrier."

Lu Zhizhi was stunned again.

"Hey?"

She really had never thought about this issue from this perspective.

But what Bai Ji suddenly said now diverted her thinking.

She said honestly: "Shi Yu told me that every time you kill someone, he can sense it."

Bai Ji slowly got up, his stiff body swayed, and he was unsteady on his feet. He held on to the kitchen table and said, "Every time there is a murder, he is always the first to arrive at the scene. You think I am lying, but I never Didn’t you question him?”

"It's not fair, it's not fair at all."

His eyes were malicious, with a faint white color spreading in the center of his pupils, "Do you believe him unconditionally? Have you never suspected that he is framing me?"

Crazy remarks controlled by another consciousness blurted out. Lu Zhizhi saw that his expression was a little out of control and frightening. He frowned. Although he was obviously panicking, he still clenched his fingers and mustered up the courage to say: "Bai Ji, I don't I like you the way you are. "

These three words "dislike" have a lot of destructive power on him.

Bai Ji suddenly calmed down, his frantic look quickly faded, and his obedient eyes returned to his face.

He lowered his head and softened his tone with sadness: "I'm not beautiful. I'm too ugly in comparison. It must be my ugliness that makes you believe him. You don't like how I am now."

Appearance is really a burden that he cannot let go.

Lu Zhizhi had long been aware of this problem and didn't want to irritate him.

She said softly:

"I think what you said makes sense. I won't choose to believe Shi Yu because of your appearance. It's just that I never doubted it before. It's because the glory of the police is there, which makes me subconsciously think that what Shi Yu said is correct. of."

"Now I won't be judgmental, I will think more, okay?"

Bai Ji nodded.

Lu Zhizhi sighed slightly in her heart, but now she was sure that he really would not betray her.

"I'm not beautiful." He raised his head with sad eyes.

Lu Zhizhi was helpless, "I really think it's okay."

"You just got a shock."

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She couldn't refute this, but she held his hand and said, "You have other advantages."

"I won't do anything to make you angry again."
  He bent down, his eyes moist, "You won't move away from me anymore."