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Chapter 209 Disgusting

That flame not only ignited a hasty life, but also ignited the truth in everyone's hearts.

For people, some things only happen zero times or countless times.

They were pleasantly surprised to find that as long as they used the name of God, they could easily achieve their goals and do things they never dared to do before.

God... is so great.

Then, a huge fire spread that burned everything.

At first, it was a middle-aged man that no one wanted to associate with all year round.

When he tried to have sex with another woman and was rejected, he became angry and accused the woman of being a devil and demanded that he be put on trial.

At the same time, some other women who were jealous of the female appearance also accused her of being a devil.

After being accused by many people, another person was saved by the divine revelation given by the Holy Lady.

The middle-aged man then began threatening other women to have sex with him, otherwise he would accuse them of being evil.

He succeeded and continues to succeed.

He began to believe in God from the bottom of his heart.

Then, what he did was seen by others... and they were also moved.

As a result, a vigorous trial movement began in this village.

They don't see anything wrong with such behavior because God exists in their hearts.

Liliana, on the other hand, just performed her responsibilities as a saint mechanically and dully.

No one was willing to listen to her own wishes. She only fulfilled their wishes after everyone agreed. In the end, she just nodded.

The saint's nod is required to carry out the judgment, which is just a formality.

However, that is also a necessary form.

Because only in this way can we ensure that it is the saint and God who really delivers the judgment.

They only did this to atone for their sins and obey God's revelation.

This is correct, unquestionably correct.

Therefore, they can continue to live peacefully.

Liliana herself, on the other hand, has become accustomed to seeing the death of others. She has become numb and will no longer react to the death of others.

She must adapt to this kind of life and integrate herself into the group.

Only in this way... can she survive.

However, there is still a scar in Liliana's heart that is difficult to erase... She betrayed her friend, and after letting her friend suffer torture, she lost him forever.

Liliana felt sad, guilty, and regretful about this.

But, apart from that, there is nothing.

She didn't understand what death meant at that time, she was simply afraid of her own death.

She just felt sad that she had lost a friend.

Then, Liliana continued to live in this world.

She didn't know how long this kind of life would last, but she could only live like this.

Then, on that day, Liliana's life finally changed.

As the trial movement progressed, the number of people in the village also decreased.

However, faith requires material support, so they began to try to attract people from outside the village to believe in God and be willing to spend all their troubles and wealth for God.

And this action finally exposed the trial hidden in the remote village.

The outside world was shocked. They did not expect such a horrific incident to happen in a small village.

The higher-ups were also very angry.

This has violated their bottom line.

If this illegal organization that pretends to be a religion just drains a person's value without their consent, then the most it can do is punish them.

However, this illegal organization has not only drained a person's value, but also cut off that person's future value, leaving them with nothing to exploit!

This act undoubtedly crossed the bottom line that must not be violated! Therefore, the illegal organization was destroyed, and Liliana was finally released from there by being arrested.

However, Liliana, who thought she could finally escape from hell, did not feel too happy about it.

Because, through contact with society and conversations with others, she finally understood what an unforgivable sin she had committed.

The education she had not been able to access in the past and the education she desperately wanted to obtain has now become the thing she hates the most.

Sometimes, ignorance is also a kind of happiness.

She finally understood what it meant to live and what it meant to die.

He betrayed his most important friend... and killed her.

The sadness and guilt at that time all turned into nausea at that moment.

My life is extended by sacrificing and betraying others. How disgusting.

Liliana felt disgusted by the fact that she was still alive.

After that, Liliana would often see her friend appear in front of her again, telling her malicious words, and reenacting her death countless times for Liliana to see.

Is that her undead revenge on herself, or is it just her hallucination?

Liliana didn't know, but no matter which one, she was terrified.

However, she could not show fear in front of others, because she knew that others could not see it, but she could only see it.

She can't let herself become abnormal, she must integrate into the group so that... she can survive.

Neither the undead nor the hallucination can really hurt her, but other people can really hurt her or even make her die.

Liliana was disgusted to be alive, but she was also terrified of her own death.

In this spiral of contradictions, she has been confused, what should she do?

Liliana didn't remember much about what happened after that.

She only remembered that she seemed to be suffering from mental trauma due to her self-abusive behavior, and because she was too young, she was arranged to go to a nursing home for treatment.

However, something happened on the way there, and Liliana came to this hotel...

This is Liliana's life so far.

Her mental image ended there.

After watching all this, Xiao Yi remained silent.

Clemens and Nanea, who also saw Liliana's past life on the side, also fell silent.

They didn't know how to react for a moment.

It is hard to imagine that this is an experience that a child of about ten years old can have.

They are able to solve the problems in their hearts mainly because they have the maturity to withstand all this.

However, that was too overwhelming for Liliana.

And if they want to leave here, they must solve the problem in Liliana's heart.

However, such an experience is unbearable even for them, let alone letting others come out, not to mention that the other person is just a child with a fragile mind and body.

"This is not easy to handle, Xiao Yi..."

They looked at Xiao Yi's back and couldn't help but feel worried.

The audience in the live broadcast room couldn't help but sweat for Xiao Yi.

This is not something that can be solved by playing a clown, pretending to be mentally retarded, and making children laugh.

It seemed that Xiao Yi was really at his wits' end this time.

Xiao Yi himself was still silent, not knowing what he was thinking.

"This is... my life so far."

Liliana looked at Xiao Yi and asked helplessly:

"I, in order to survive, have let too many people die. What should I do? Sure enough, the only way to compensate the dead is to die?"

(End of this chapter)