The reborn peasant girl has space for farming

Chapter 196 Preparing for a blind date
On this day, Bai Meixi was working in the yard with her sister-in-law when she saw Cheng Haiwen coming out of the house.Recently he has been concentrating on writing, and he was very attentive when using a kerosene lamp before.Now that we have electric lights, writing is even more convenient.As for Cheng Haiwen now, nothing seems to be able to disturb his love for writing, and he puts all his heart into it.

Seeing Bai Meixi and his sister-in-law, Cheng Haiwen smiled shyly, looked at them and said hello: "Sister-in-law, third sister-in-law."

"Lao Wu!" The sister-in-law looked up and saw that it was Cheng Haiwen. She said jokingly, "It's not easy to see you going out."

"I'm going to the latrine." Cheng Haiwen smiled awkwardly, then pointed to the convenience of the latrine and walked away.

When he came back, Bai Meixi called out to him: "Fifth brother."

Cheng Haiwen paused, raised his head and looked at Bai Meixi seriously, and shouted: "Third sister-in-law." To be honest, Cheng Haiwen was grateful to Bai Meixi from the bottom of his heart.If Guo Hongying was a rose with thorns in his life, it pricked his heart, leaving him bruised and bleeding.When he was full of despair for life and had no hope for the future, Bai Meixi was like a life-saving straw, pulling him back from the edge of life and death.

Cheng Haiwen knew it very well, and he also understood that the reason why Bai Meixi suggested that the electric lights be removed from the house was entirely because he wanted to write. He had heard about these things.But people in this era are more reserved and don't know how to express their feelings. No matter how hard it is, Cheng Haiwen is not a talkative, so he has never said a word of thanks to Bai Meixi.

Bai Meixi asked: "How is your writing lately? Is it going well?"

Cheng Haiwen shook his head, smiled helplessly, and said, "I always feel like something is wrong. I wrote it again and again, and revised it again and again."

Bai Meixi pointed to the stool next to her and motioned for him to sit down: "If you have nothing to do, sit down and chat for a while! Don't always lie in front of the table and write. Sometimes you need to change your mind and let your mind empty out. Maybe The inspiration came.”

Cheng Haiwen was obedient and sat down on the stool next to Bai Meixi, crossing his hands on his legs, looking very embarrassed.

My sister-in-law doesn't know much about writing, but she is quite interested in what Cheng Haiwen has written.She asked with a smile: "Lao Wu, what did you write? Can you tell us?"

Cheng Haiwen smiled awkwardly and responded: "I am planning to create a love story about educated youths going to the countryside...Actually, I just want to insinuate the relationship I have experienced. But I can't tell it now. Whatever is wrong is always rewritten and rewritten.”

Bai Meixi consoled her: "Haven, you are a little too emotional. You still haven't come out of your feelings. So I always feel that no matter how you write, you can't express your inner feelings, no matter what. No language can describe all your experiences. Maybe it would be better if you relax a little and just tell your feelings as a story."

The reason why Bai Meixi asked Cheng Haiwen to write was simply to help him get out of the shadow of emotions and stop being addicted to them all the time.But now, I didn't expect that even if he writes novels, his emotional lines will always revolve around his own feelings.

Maybe this relationship is exciting for him, but if so, the more he will be addicted to it and unable to extricate himself.In this case, his inner bed will only get worse and worse.This is not the result Bai Meixi wanted. She just wanted Cheng Haiwen to have a spiritual sustenance and distract herself from her emotional pain.

"Don't take writing too orthodox. You can write whatever you want, and write however you feel comfortable. In this way, you may be able to create your own style of writing. You don't have to blindly imitate others, and don't think about it on the first contact. You have to create some kind of achievement or surpass someone. When writing, mentality is the most important, and you must set your own mentality."

Bai Meixi paused, then comforted Cheng Haiwen: "Your writing is so good, you will definitely be able to create a very good novel. Haiwen, you have to work hard!"

Listening to Bai Meixi's words, Cheng Haiwen felt a lot more relaxed. He was alone in his room writing. He even doubted whether he could really create a novel more than once while rewriting.But now, he feels that he can do it.Even if it's not possible, because Bai Meixi values ​​​​himself so much, he should work hard to make it possible.

"Sister-in-law, I know." Cheng Haiwen stood up from the stool, and the smile on his lips looked much more relaxed: "Then I'll go back first."

"Go ahead! Occasionally, take the initiative to change your mind." Bai Meixi comforted her.

Cheng Haiwen nodded and left.

After eating, Bai Meixi sat beside Chengmu's bed and chatted with her: "Mom, you are familiar with the people in this village and you know the people in the village. I think we still have to find a reliable person to tell Lao Wu For a marriage, you need to find a suitable partner."

"What's wrong with him?" Cheng's mother asked with concern: "Didn't you say that everything has been fine recently? I don't think about that anymore!"

That, Chengmu is talking about Xun Si.Bai Meixi naturally understood in her heart, and said to her mother: "No, but this time he seems to have been seriously injured. I originally thought that writing novels could distract him, but now it seems that even though he is When I conceive the plot, I always focus on my own emotional line. I'm afraid that he will never be able to get out of this relationship. If I can find a better partner and the two of them fall in love, maybe Lao Wu will be completely in love. Come out."

Cheng's mother looked at Bai Meixi and felt that what she said made sense.Moreover, this daughter-in-law is extremely careful and can consider everything thoughtfully.Cheng's mother felt that since Bai Meixi married into her family and since she supported the family, she has not only relaxed a little bit.Now the adult mother is in a state of complete bliss, very relaxed and very happy.

Cheng's mother looked at Bai Meixi with a smile and said, "You are right. When I find time another day, I will go to the village to find old neighbors and help find a suitable blind date for Lao Wu."

Emotional wounds are the hardest wounds in the world to heal, and also the easiest to heal.After all, Cheng Haiwen was still young, and he always thought that falling in love with this person would last a lifetime.But if the person he loves doesn't love him back, the result will be scars.There is no point in persisting in a love that is not reciprocated.Maybe he was just confused for a moment when he was young and ignorant. The real love may not be the relationship he has now. The love that should have belonged to him may still be on the way!

(End of this chapter)