As the empress who breaks off her engagement at the beginning, I choose the evil little black lotus.

Chapter 160 The lingering sound lingers, the fragrance of flowers fills the clothes

Oh, it’s definitely not that I don’t play well. After thinking about it, I think it might be that he doesn’t want the sound of the piano to bring back those memories!

It seems that I can't play this song again tomorrow.

Still can't follow my own rhythm.

At this time, the sound of the piano in my hand has not stopped, but my mind is completely on him.

Deep in my heart, there is an innate admiration and yearning.

The purpose of my birth is to get close to him and improve his favorability.

June 12: Continue fishing for Xueer.

On this day, she arrived earlier than me.

As expected, she is just like her previous life, a little girl who loves the piano.

The person accompanying her today was not Su Yan, but Gu Nanyi.

I always call her little beggar, but I can't call her that.

She is really gentle.

On this day, I was invited by them to have dinner together.

Nanyi knows how to play the piano and can hear my state of mind.

She must have had the idea of ​​letting Xiao Xueer learn the piano from me.

On this day, I quietly observed her getting along with Xueer. I found that she really treated her daughter as if she were her own child.

She must love Su Yan very much to love Wu Jiwu, right?

But people are still different, just like me, she must love Su Yan, but if Su Yan had a child who was not her biological child, she would never be as good as Nan Yi.

During the meal break, I quietly wrote down a few of Su Yan's favorite dishes, planning to go back and try them. In my memory, there are only intense love and hate, and there are very few of these.

Well, that Drunken Flower Chicken is really delicious!

June 16: I had another chance to play the piano in front of Su Yan. This time I didn't play the song "Mountain City Shaohua". As a result, the favorability level has indeed increased. It is currently eleven, which is still a bit far away from my goal.

June twenty-fifth: Su Yan and Gu Nanyi formally came to be apprentices with the apprenticeship ceremony.

Su Yan asked me if I could accept that Xueer might not have only one master.

Of course I happily agreed.

Su Yan's favorability towards me has exceeded twenty.

I took Xueer to visit Qushui Peak.

I don’t know how long I can survive, I just hope I can teach her everything I know.

June 26: From this day on, they will send Xueer here every morning and pick her up later.

Xueer asked me if I could bring Bunny and the little spirit beast over, and I agreed.

My Qu Shuifeng also started to become lively.

The first day of August: This month, most of the time, Nan Yi is the one who sends Xueer here.

To be honest, a little disappointed.

I dress up carefully every day.

However, unlike me, I don't hate Nan Yi, but I gradually became best friends with her.

She once said that I could decorate my small building with some flowers.

Gradually, she filled the place with flowers.

And I gradually fell in love with this realm of floral fragrance lingering on my sleeves.

She really understands flowers.

Although I can't see how beautiful the small building is decorated by her, every morning, walking from the first floor to the third floor, I can smell dozens of different floral fragrances.

Going downstairs at dusk brings a different smell.

However, when all kinds of floral fragrances are present in the same room, they are clearly layered and do not feel muddy or mixed at all.

With such a woman, it's no wonder Su Yan would choose her.

I gradually felt that it was better for Su Yan to be with her than with me.

As for myself, my fate is like morning dew, so I just want to see him live well and be able to atone for some of my sins. No matter how greedy he is, he just hopes to leave a beautiful shadow in his heart.

Every quiet night, I always illuminate my heart with my life lamp.

I was born because I came here to improve Su Yan's favor.

But I am different from those character cards who have no self.

I can already have some choices of my own.

To improve Su Yan's favor is not to rob him for me.

I was really dissatisfied with my thoughts like this, and wanted to seal me away, but when I saw that my favorability score was approaching fifty, I still held back.

……

The sixth day of June: Hehe, today is my third birthday.

Unconsciously, it has been three years, and Xueer is also seven years old.

Now, she can faintly sense the breath of heaven and earth. In the future, when her cultivation is high and she can sense luck and laws, she will be able to touch the threshold of transformation.

Today, Su Yan and the others came to Qushui Peak to celebrate my birthday. I am so happy.

Su Yan's favorability score also exceeded 100 today. Even happier! But considering it took three years, it’s still quite slow.

The eighth day of June: Another person approached me to become my disciple, but I still refused. I am not easy to be a teacher, and I will only have one disciple, Xueer, in this life.

June 23: There are flies coming to harass you again. Fight them out.

Although I will not compete with Nan Yi for Su Yan, my heart can only tolerate Su Yan and Xue'er. This is destined from the moment they were born, and it is impossible to accept other Taoist couples.

The second day of July: On this day, Nan Yi told me about her little trouble. It seemed that Su Yan was, ahem...too inactive in one aspect.

Ah, even though I was a blank slate, I recalled what I saw in those dream projections and reminded her.

You can ask him to call you sister first, and then he will become very obedient.

Ah, so shy!

I seemed to be really angry. She took away control of my body that night. When my consciousness returned, the entire forest on Qushui Peak was moved to the ground by her.

I can sense that over the years, because I chose to help Nanyi, she has tried to make me disappear several times.

But in the end, I still endured it for the sake of Su Yan and Xueer's goodwill.

I think that the day when she feels that her favorability is enough, that will be the end of Gu Xixue's character.

Maybe I should restrain my favorability from increasing.

But couldn't do it.

I just can't help but want to be close to him, want to please him, and want to be good to him.

The first day of September: Su Yan told me today that he and Nan Yi were going to pacify a restricted area and would be away for about a month or two.

In the past few years, in order to redeem the life lamp patterns, they occasionally took on some missions from the Holy Land, maybe two or three times a year.

This time, there seemed to be no danger, and they were going to take Xue'er with them.

In the past, I didn't dare to disturb the two of them when they were alone, but this time, they wanted to take Xueer with them, so I mustered up the courage to ask if I could go with them, and he agreed without hesitation.

September 12: We set off.

The restricted area to be pacified this time was located in the northwest of the Great Yan Dynasty.

This was my first time traveling far in my life. Although I couldn't see, they told me about what they saw and heard along the way, as if I had seen it myself.

I am not troubled by my blindness, but they seem to feel sorry for me.

Su Yan told me that he would find a medicine that could cure my eye disease.

Although I was moved, I had no hope. Of course, I knew very well that my eyes were not an injury, but just a system setting.

Just like a person is born without a third eye that can see the past and future, is there any magic pill that can make it grow?

The pacification of the restricted area went smoothly, and I also showed my strength.

They all said they didn't expect that my piano skills were already in the realm of transformation.

Haha, that’s right, as early as a year ago, my piano skills had broken through from a half-step stage to a stage stage.

We did not turn back immediately after that, but traveled some more, and did not return to the Holy Land until March of the following year.

At this time, Su Yan's favorability towards me is close to 200.

(End of this chapter)