As the empress who breaks off her engagement at the beginning, I choose the evil little black lotus.

Chapter 154 Wherever the heart goes, there is a road to the end of the world, and there is a boat to cross the sea.

Shen Xiaoxue's suspicion was not unreasonable.

She is not a reborn person. Everything about her past life comes from those memory fragments and dream projections.

It stands to reason that the mental disorder that appears will only be related to the memories she has seen.

And what I just saw, that last mental obstacle, is obviously very abnormal.

System: "When the host lit the life lamp, the life lamp illuminated the memory fragments in the system that the host had not yet opened."

"Surprisingly, it's like this..." Shen Xiaoxue frowned as she looked at the large pool of blood she had spit out on the ground.

When the life lamp is lit, can the memory fragments be illuminated?

It is not impossible.

If this system is parasitic on her, then there may be a possibility that those memory fragments have actually been put into her sea of ​​consciousness by the system, but the system does not let her see them.

Her situation is probably the only one in the world. There is no precedent to refer to, and any possibility is possible.

But at this moment, Shen Xiaoxue's mind was filled with the scene he had just seen.

Since it was the memory fragment illuminated by the life lamp, it completely shattered all Shen Xiaoxue's illusions.

What she just saw in her heart barrier was her real past life.

Mental barriers may be false, and projected dreams may be false, but there is absolutely no way that memory fragments may be false.

"Cough, cough, cough..."

At this moment, a heartache that was a hundred times more intense than before hit her, and Shen Xiaoxue coughed up blood again.

Shen Xiaoxue thought that she finally understood Su Yan's decision after rebirth.

It must be that Su Beishan's death made him completely heartbroken, so he decided to cut off all ties with himself as soon as he was reborn.

However, despite this, there is still something puzzling in her heart, and that is the existence of the little beggar.

She had never seen this little beggar in the memory fragments. Why was Su Yan so kind to her?

She would understand if Su Yan went to look for Liu Zhenzhen, Nalan Yan, or even Li Changsheng and Bei Gongzhi after rebirth, but why did he choose to be a beggar?

The answer may still be in the remaining memory fragments.

"But can I really still see all the memory fragments?" Shen Xiaoxue thought in despair as she lay on her back in a pool of blood.

I'm afraid she has to break through to the sub-holy realm to get the next memory fragment. And can she still break through the mental barrier?

Wherever the heart goes, there is a road to the end of the world, there is a boat to cross the sea, and there is only a reed to sail.

When a strong man accepts his fate, that is when his heart falls.

Shen Xiaoxue is in such a state now.

She was a little afraid to face her mental barriers anymore.

"Perhaps my destiny in this life is to disappear into oblivion."

"In this life, I wanted to have both the world and Su Yan. But in the end, I lost both the world and Su Yan."

"In my last life, if I didn't have any cultivation, at least I could still have him. I could be an ignorant and foolish princess by his side."

"And now I have nothing, really, nothing!"

……

"Shen Xiaoxue, twelve years old, cultivation level: ordinary person."

"Haha, trash, in this world, even ordinary people can practice some martial arts to defend themselves."

"Sister, don't bully your sister. You are a sister who can't practice. Don't hurt her."

"Isn't she stupid? She has a useless body and she still comes to see us practice boxing every day."

"Don't laugh, don't laugh. If you laugh again, she will cry."

……

At this moment, when the high-flying phoenix realizes that it is about to fall irreversibly.

All the painful memories she thought she no longer cared about came back to her again.

"Ugh..."

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Her delicate body curled up into a ball like an insecure baby, trembling continuously.

Shen Xiaoxue has never cried like this since she was a child.

Even if she sheds tears, she is cold and restrained.

Even when I was a child, I never cried like this when faced with the ridicule.

Only now did she understand that it wasn't that her heart was really as strong as iron, it was just that she always had that person beside her.

When she lost him and the talent she was proud of for the rest of her life, deep down in her heart, she was just a little girl who could cry.

"Ding, the system prompts: Mission, improve the favorability of Gu Xixue and Su Yan. Every time the favorability increases by fifty, you will be rewarded with a heaven-level barrier-breaking pill."

I don't know how long it took, until her tears dried up and her eyes were dry, Shen Xiaoxue heard the system prompt.

Shen Xiaoxue's heart moved, and she wiped her face with her bloody sleeve indiscriminately, not caring that the blood on her sleeve was stained on her face.

It was a bit embarrassing to cry just now.

Fortunately, the system is just a prop.

As for the concubine, she spends most of her time sleeping, so she probably didn't see it, right?

"Heaven-level barrier-breaking pill?"

Shen Xiaoxue looked at the tasks and rewards.

This mission of the system undoubtedly gave her another glimmer of hope.

Like the Blood Clearing Pill, the Barrier Breaking Pill is also a pill that cannot break through the grade.

Generally, between the third level of Xuanjie and the first level of Xuanjie, the potency of medicine fluctuates with the level, but the difference is not big.

So far, no earth-level barrier-breaking pill has been born, let alone a heaven-level one.

It seems that according to the analysis of the system AI this time, if she wants to overcome the mental obstacle, she really needs strong medicine.

However, if you can get two or three Heaven-level barrier-breaking pills, it should be fine.

However, Shen Xiaoxue knew that Su Yan's favorability was not that easy to improve.

Except cats.

During that celestial parade, her character cards' favorability with Su Yan was all in the low 20s or 30s, and none of them even exceeded 50.

Although Su Yan is easy to get close to, it is difficult to get into his heart.

This is what she has been wondering.

What's the point of this little beggar?

Shen Xiaoxue took a deep breath.

No matter what, she couldn't give up this opportunity.

Whether it's for Su Yan or for practice.

She planned to join the First Dragon Palace as Gu Xixue once her injury stabilized.

"Well, Taijun She, the first dragon palace, the concubine of the gods, the saint..."

At this moment, Shen Xiaoxue, who had finally calmed down a little, suddenly realized the identity of the old woman who blocked Su Yan's path just now in the heart barrier. Her beautiful eyes widened slightly.

Taijun She, that is the only remaining old saint from the first dragon palace in the Holy Land.

Shen Xiaoxue immediately glanced at the ring on her hand.

Taijun She was originally the 5,200th generation descendant of the Divine Concubine, and the wife of Zhu Menglong, the previous generation of the First Dragon Palace.

However, her spiritual talent was much higher than that of her husband. She attained enlightenment and became a saint during that era, and took over the position of head after her husband's death.

She once said that she wanted the Zhu family to have a second emperor-electing realm after the birth of a divine concubine.

And she also has a genius granddaughter who was born with two emperor bones, that is the saint Zhu Wanzhao of the First Dragon Palace. According to what Shen Xiaoxue saw in the memory fragments, this Zhu Wanzhao will also be born in more than ten years. I wonder what the future fate of a saint will be like after he attains enlightenment?

"It's impossible for Su Yan to forgive that old woman, right?" Shen Xiaoxue thought to herself.

She was not excusing herself, but as she saw in the memory fragments, when the old woman stopped Su Yan and Bei Gongzhi, it was not her own instructions, but more like her own initiative.

(End of this chapter)