As the empress who breaks off her engagement at the beginning, I choose the evil little black lotus.

Chapter 109 She became a footless bird that could not land on the ground

Shen Xiaoxue said to Su Xue: "Xue'er, if one day my mother dies in battle and you haven't found your father, you can bury your mother in the Red Moon Battlefield."

Hearing this, Su Xue finally couldn't hold back her tears, hugged her and said, "No, mother! Mother is invincible and will definitely rule the world. Daddy will definitely come back, he loves mother so much, You must be reluctant to leave your mother!"

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After a few days of gathering with her daughter, Shen Xiaoxue returned to the battlefield of the small world.

For ten years, she spent most of her time fighting, as if only blood could fill the hole in her heart.

This time, it happened to be the small red snow world that she and Su Yan had traveled together.

It's just that the peach snow they watched together back then can no longer be seen.

Just as she told Su Yan back then, such snow would only fall when the world is peaceful and the wind is warm.

At that time, the sun, moon, mountains and rivers, wind, rain, thunder and snow, and the billowing dust of the world were all good.

But now the small world of Hongxue has once again become a battlefield between the big worlds.

Three months later, when Shen Xiaoxue returned from the small world of Hongxue, she couldn't help but feel at ease.

She discovered that the world is impermanent. As time goes forward, what she and Su Yan have experienced are being diluted by the waves.

Shen Xiaoxue returned to Beishan City and went to the old residence of Shen Mansion and the City Lord's Mansion.

Later, I went to the Shenxiao Prince's Mansion in Yanjing, Cangjian Mountain, the First Dragon Palace, Jiangnan Villa, and Zhenbei Prince's Mansion.

These were the homes where she and Su Yan once had a close relationship.

At this time, some are still as they were before, and some are dilapidated and ruined.

It happens to be the ripe loquat season again.

Standing under the loquat tree in Zhenbei Palace, Shen Xiaoxue peeled off the loquat and put it in her mouth, but the taste was gone.

In fact, the loquats she grew had an average taste.

Back then, I ate so much, and every one of them was just waiting for the soldiers to return!

Su Yan had been waiting for her since she was at Shenxiao Palace, Hidden Sword Mountain, and the First Dragon Palace.Then at Zhenbei Palace, she was waiting for Su Yan.

Someone has to go home!

The phoenix is ​​like a phoenix, thinking high.

Ever since she was ridiculed as a child, Shen Xiaoxue has been determined to be the phoenix in the sky, not the magpie in the cage.

That's why Su Yan kept calling her Little Phoenix.

Once the wind rises, it fights with thunder and flies up to the nine heavens, seeing all the prosperity of the heavens.

But even when the phoenix is ​​tired from flying, there will be times when it wants to fall back to the sycamore tree to rest.

But now, her plane tree is gone.

So, I can only be that footless bird and keep flying.

While Su Yan was here, he still had a way back in this life.

After he is gone, she will only have a confused future in this life.

In the end, Shen Xiaoxue went to the Red Moon Battlefield.

99, nine hundred and ninety-nine, nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine...

I don’t know how many times I have counted the bones of Gu Hongjun.

One hundred thousand was too much, and Shen Xiaoxue was always afraid that she had missed someone, and that might be Su Yan.

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Emperor Wu once said that time does not exist.

Time is just a scale in people's hearts.

Sometimes a glance lasts for a thousand years, sometimes a thought lasts for a thousand years.

In the blink of an eye, 200 years passed by in an instant.

Su Yan, who was taken to Sanqiu Realm by Wen Wan and spent the rest of his life repaying his debt, was also approaching the end of his life.

Su Yan used seedlings to plant another Nine Treasure Jade Pear tree for Wen Wan in Sanqiu Realm.

And just like the ancient legend, the whole body is jade and crystal clear, and the height is nine times that of the first one.

It is conceivable that when it comes to fruition, the quality of the jade pear will definitely far surpass the former.

Maybe it can really reproduce the legendary magical effect.

Therefore, when he learned that Su Yan was dying, even Wen Wan came to see him.

Su Yan lived in an ordinary wooden house in the garden.When the girl in red opened the door and walked in.

Su Yan, who was already gray-haired, seemed to be falling into a deep sleep due to lack of energy.

Wen Wan looked around the room and noticed that there were some manuscript papers stacked on the wooden table by the window.

It looks like a manuscript written by Su Yan in his spare time.

Wen Wan didn't bother to wake up Su Yan.

Instead, he sat under the window and looked at sex.

From this look, she could see that she had been sitting there from noon to dusk.

Until I heard Su Yan on the bed, and after a few coughs, I woke up leisurely.

"I didn't expect that after the Dragon Palace Divine Concubine, Shen Xiaoxue, the first darling of the Shiyuan Realm in 500 million years, would be your wife."

Wen Wan couldn't help but look at Su Yan again.

Su Yan smiled bitterly.

On that wooden table are some of his essays written over the past 200 years.

He called it Beishan Xiaoji.

At the beginning, he wrote about some small things that happened between him and Shen Xiaoxue when they were in Beishan City.

Precisely because it was a small thing and easy to forget, he wanted to record it.

However, searching for memories is like opening a well of water, and the follow-up is endless.

Later, I also wrote about their life in the First Dragon Palace in the Holy Land and in the Zhenbei Palace.

Unconsciously, millions of words have been spoken!

If someone peeked, Su Yan could still say a few words.

But now Her Majesty the Empress wants to see it, so Su Yan really has no choice.

"Why have I never heard of you mentioning it in the past 200 years?"

Wen Wan looked at Su Yan curiously.

This is indeed something worth showing off.If other low-level warriors had such a wife, even if they could keep their mouths shut, they would not say anything for a year or two, or for ten or twenty years, but they would always reveal it.

But Su Yan, for 200 years, he never mentioned it to anyone.

"If I tell His Majesty, will Your Majesty let me go back to the Shiyuan Realm?"

"will not."

Wen Wan thought of the Nine Treasure Jade Pear Tree and answered honestly.

"However, after you die, I can send your bones back." Wen Wan thought of the Nine Treasure Jade Pear Tree and Su Yan's hard work over the years.

"That's not necessary." Su Yan shook his head.

"Why?"

Wen Wan pointed to the manuscripts and asked curiously: "You must miss her very much, right? Don't you want to go back to her in the future?"

Su Yan shook his head: "If she hasn't let go of me yet, why let her experience loss again. If she has already let go, there is no need."

"My life has come to an end, but she still has a long time to live. Why should a dying person hold her where she is?"

"Well, you are right, but there are not many people who think as openly as you." Wen Wan was a little surprised.

The experience between Su Yan and Shen Xiaoxue couldn't help but remind Wen Wan of their clan.

According to the ancestral teachings, if they want to give birth to children, they can only find mortals and low-level warriors.

Speaking of which, he looks quite similar to the two of them!
There is a huge difference between the two sides in terms of lifespan and strength.

But when those men are dying, they are often not like Su Yan now.

Some want to drag the empress to die together, some want to never forget themselves, and some want to become ghosts.

From the millions of words in Beishan's notes, Wen Wan could tell that Su Yan's feelings for Shen Xiaoxue were definitely far greater than theirs.

But at the end of this life, I can let the other person forget about me and stand there, watching the other person drift away.

From this point of view, he is very suitable to be the son-in-law of my Tianhu clan!

At this moment, Wen Wan in her past and future lives all had such thoughts flashing through her mind.

Well, it just passed by in a flash.

When Wen Wan came back to her senses and went to see Su Yan, she found that at some point, he had stopped breathing.

(End of this chapter)