i can see monster rules

"Look, your dad doesn't even bother to care about you! He just left first. I tried so hard to send you to school, but if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have learned it yet! How can you be worthy of me, Zeng Shu! Just follow me day by day. Look at me like an enemy, I am your biological mother! Shouldn’t you think of me the most in this family? I..."

Zeng Shu tilted her head and leaned against the car window with an expressionless face, closing her eyes.

started again.

She began to complain to herself again, telling her that it was not easy for her at home, and wanted to say that she was the person who loved her most.

Zeng Shu did think so in the past. She really thought that her mother was very hard, and she felt that her mother was the best and most selfless person in the world.

Therefore, every time I quarrel with my father on behalf of my mother, I argue with my father about how sorry I am for my mother.

When his father cheated on him and his mother cried to him, he went to his father to question him angrily.

What I got was a slap from my father, and my mother cried and told me to be sensible and not to make my father angry.

Even so, Zeng Shu still stubbornly faced her mother. It was not until later that she found out that it was her mother who suggested the idea of ​​eating the little flower.

It was my mother who said that we should eat dog meat during the winter solstice. We didn’t want to spend money, so we happened to have it ready-made.

And all this was admitted by herself when she overheard her mother calling her.

At that time, Zeng Shu felt as if she had been struck by lightning, and her mind was in chaos.

Didn’t my mother say that she loves her the most and loves her the most? Don’t you know how important the little flower is to her?

Why did she do this? If she didn't know that the little flower was very important to her, why did she tell herself in private that her father killed her because he wanted to eat it.

Why are you deceiving yourself again?

Everything made Zeng Shu suddenly see this mother clearly.

Perhaps, she does love herself, but her love is too complicated. It's more about deception and control.

Why do you always cry to yourself behind your back about what's wrong with your father? Because she wanted to have someone in this family who would devote herself wholeheartedly to her. She couldn't live without her father, but she was full of resentment towards him.

She did not dare to vent these resentments, so she let her younger self speak out, and was punished for her treason.

As time went by, my mother would not hesitate to blame her father for whatever she did. Anyway, in her eyes, he was already too bad and could no longer be bad.

She always said that she was not like her father, who favored boys over girls, and felt that boys and girls were the same.

But she also said that she should give in to her younger brother, who is still young. Keep everything at home for your younger brother to find a wife for later.

After she had her younger brother, she always advised her father to work hard and save money to buy a house for his younger brother to use for his future marriage.

Why didn't they say anything to themselves when they didn't have a younger brother?

It was obvious that my mother also favored sons over daughters, and she had questioned it herself. She just cried and said that if she didn't have a son, her father's relatives would poke her in the spine and squeeze her to death.

Poor Zeng Shu actually believed it and felt even more pity for her mother.

It wasn't until Zeng Shu saw it clearly that she went to high school and rarely lived at home.

My mother always wanted to call me, but she always refused because she was busy studying.

Whenever she wanted to cry and tell her how her father was doing, she would find a reason to hang up.

When she really couldn't escape, Zeng Shu would impatiently say that she and her brother were old anyway, and she really felt that her father was not good to her, so why not get a divorce?

Mother also realized that her words had no effect on Zeng Shu, and her temper became even more irritable.

As long as Zeng Shu comes home, there will be no quiet time at home.

Slowly, Zeng Shu was too lazy to go home.

At this moment, her mother began to cry again, and Zeng Shu felt that there was no wave in her heart.

A hypocritical mother, an indifferent father, a younger brother who enjoys all the benefits but knows nothing about them.

This family really wanted her to escape, and now the words they tied themselves to had turned into tuition fees.

Zeng Shu arrived at the place, ignored her mother who was still mumbling, quickly got out of the car and ran to school.

She often thought before that it would be nice if her mother didn't love her at all. So she can push them away without hesitation.

But her mother loved her so much that she couldn't breathe.

Now, she wants to divest this relationship with her own hands.

Just think of her as indifferent, no matter what others say.

When An Chen sent the girl away, he found that the cemetery was inaccessible.

It was already six o'clock in the afternoon, and we could no longer visit the park in normal times.

It seems that the same is true for generating rule exceptions.

Black Qiang just came out with a couple.

The couple looked very sad and stomped out.

When Hei Qiang saw An Chen, she looked at the couple frowning and complaining:

"I'm really convinced. I just met a monster, but that monster can actually disguise itself! The husband pretending to be the woman led him all the way. You think it's funny or not, but the woman didn't realize that both of her hands were being held by someone. , or I turned around and found that there were more people, and beat the monster away. But this woman still scolded me! She really should have let the monster stay with her for a while."

Black Qiang was so angry that she wished she could give the couple a kick, her pretty face showing an angry expression.

An Chen found it a bit funny and burst out laughing.

"It's really stupid. How can I blame you? Did they see the person they wanted to see?"

"Why did you meet me? These two people are not good people. They brought a will and wanted to find their dead father-in-law. They wanted him to change the beneficiaries of the inheritance to them. They even scolded them all the way when they didn't meet."

Hei Qiang waved her hands disdainfully. They were all dead, and she still wanted to benefit from the dead. She really wasn't afraid of being punished by God.

"Okay, don't be angry. The cemetery is closed. Let's go ask the captain about his next plan."

"Okay, let's go."

The captain counted the number of people who called and wanted to visit, and arranged the visiting time for each person.

The cemetery will automatically disappear at six o'clock tomorrow afternoon, but fortunately, there were quite a lot of people here today, and the remaining people can be arranged tomorrow.

An Chen and Hei Qiang were finally able to have a good rest. Hei Qiang was so excited that she wanted to drag An Chen to eat.

"Let's go! Sister is treating me today."

Hei Qiang boldly took An Chen to a nearby restaurant. An Chen didn't refuse and smiled together.

I sat down and was about to order when I got a call from my cell phone.

After the call was connected, An Chen knew it was that girl.

"Sister, it's me."

"I know, what's wrong?"

An Chen asked patiently.

The girl pondered for a moment, her voice trembling.

"Can you help me go to school? This is the last semester of my senior year in high school and I don't have to pay tuition. Just let me have enough to eat every day. I can use student loans for college. If you lend me my monthly living expenses, I will give you a lump sum Write it down one by one and I will definitely return it to you in the future."

After the girl finished speaking, her palms were trembling uncontrollably.

I feel very unsure, after all, I am a stranger to others.

"What's your name?"

An Chen did not agree immediately, but asked first.