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Chapter 121 Endless Regret
The night was dark, and a bright moon hung in the sky.

The moonlight all over the ground is pouring onto the earth. In the early spring, Ruozhi is not as cold as the night in Liangzhu.

Gou Yue put her arms on her propped up knees and tapped her fingertips on her knees, but she was actually very upset inside.

Worry about Ji Pu's injury, sullen anger at Wen Yuan's calmness to the point of indifference, confusion about Tai Yao'er's surrender to Ruozhi Ren, all kinds of melancholy weighed on her heart, and she couldn't figure out the context for a while.She was out of breath, feeling aggrieved and didn't know how to resolve it.

“Squeak——” The dilapidated wooden door of the medical hut broke through the silence of the night.

It's Wenyuanzhi.

He slowly approached Gou Yue and sat at her hand. There was a lone lamp hanging outside the medicine house. It was dim and made it difficult to see the expression on his face.

Man's calculations are not as good as God's calculations. Even if he has clever calculations, he cannot calculate such a change.

He underestimated the hatred in Tai Yao'er's heart and overestimated Li Xianchen's ambition. The former put Ji Pu into a life and death crisis, while the latter easily resolved this funny alliance.

"Ji Pu will not die, and the Shen and Ji families will not become enemies with the court because of this," he said quietly as he sat down next to Gou Yue, their arms touching each other.

"Ha," Gou Yue snorted, a little angry, "What does it matter? Even if Ji Pu dies, you can still divert the trouble away, right?"

"What do you mean?" Wen Yuanzhi knew that she was angry, and for the first time he didn't want to follow her temper. He wanted to resist her anger.

"I know you very well. Even if Ji Pu encounters something unexpected today, you will try your best to bring trouble to King Ruozhi and remove the poison from Mo. The situation in the DPRK will not be turbulent because of this."

Gou Yue's words made him feel faintly angry. She was telling the truth, but she rarely said such truth. If it was for Ji Pu, he would only feel even more heartbroken.

"Are you assuming this about me?"

Wen Yuanzhi experienced a lot during the day, and was filled with anger. Wen Yuanzhi's body could no longer hold up, and he coughed violently.

Gou Yue panicked, "Are you...are you okay?"

The violent cough left Wen Yuanzhi speechless, and he waved his hand in response to Gou Yue.

"For a man who loves you deeply and only has three years to live, most of the time you should be more forgiving." What Li Xianchen said that day echoed in Gou Yue's ears again.She couldn't hate him. More than ten years ago, she would have left a long time ago, but now she is no longer the impulsive and reckless Talan, she is Tai Gouyue who has been with him all the way to this point.

What else is there to argue about? What else is there to argue about?

Gou Yue stood up and helped Wen Yuanzhi, putting his weight on his arms, trying to help him into the room to rest.

As soon as she got closer, she noticed that Wen Yuanzhi was radiating chills.

In the thatched cottage west of the hospital, Gou Yuezai carefully wrapped Wen Yuanzhi tightly, then slept next to him, hugging Wen Yuanzhi tightly.

She is afraid.

She was terrified.

Li Xianchen once said that if you feed half a living Gu with your body to create a person who is drunk for a thousand days, the longest period after the attack will be three years. Besides, A Yuan has already had an attack once, so she doesn't dare to think about what will happen next.

She reached out and touched his underwear. A Yuan's warm chest was rising and falling rhythmically, which was fine.

This made Gou Yue feel a little relieved. She looked sideways at the sleeping Wen Yuan without saying a word, immersed in the tranquility of the moment.

After a long time, she walked out of the room.

Li Xianchen's medical skills are very superb. Yesterday Ji Pu was on the line between life and death and almost died.

It was only one night, and although he was still not awake yet, his gradually rosy cheeks showed that he was out of danger.

Seeing Gou Yue coming, Li Xianchen waved to her, "What are your plans next?"

Gou Yue felt that this was still the realm of Ruozhi. If he stayed there for one more day, he would be in more danger.

But Li Xianchen shook his head, "Do you think Ji Pu can hurry up now?"

"At least we have to leave Longcheng, what do you think?"

He pondered for a moment and placed the two cups on the wooden board in the courtyard. The wooden board was raised a few inches above the ground to avoid moisture. "This is Ji Pu and this is Wen Yuanzhi. Of these two cups, which one do you think is more likely to break?" ?”

"I……"

Li Xianchen smiled and said, "Forget it, I won't embarrass you anymore, we will leave here tomorrow. Are the people from Liangzhu hiding around this medicine house now?"

"I guess so." Gou Yue said.

"You don't know how many people came this time and who came?"

Gou Yue shook his head one by one.

The cushions found by someone unknown the next day were spread in the carriage early in the morning.

Good thing, this way there will be less bumps, Gou Yue murmured in her heart.

A comatose person cannot use his strength, so it is extremely heavy to carry.

Gou Yue laboriously put Ji Pu into the carriage, and thoughtfully placed a small pillow on each side of his head. Then she turned back and stretched out her hand to pull Wenyuan into the carriage.

However, Wen Yuanzhi picked up his clothes and got on the carriage. He passed by Li Xianchen who was driving the carriage and heard him whisper, "Master Wen is really magnanimous."

After driving for three consecutive days, Ji Pu felt in his sleep that he was about to be knocked apart by the carriage.

My eyelids felt heavy, I had a splitting headache, and my neck felt inexplicably tingling.

He couldn't open his eyes. He just wanted to tell the person next to him to help him get up, but he couldn't open his mouth.

Ruozhi's wind carried gravel, and several people covered half of their faces with veils. Gou Yue asked, "A Yuan, when do you think he will wake up?"

"It's almost time. It only takes a few days to wake up."

Perhaps hearing the voice, Ji Pu opened his eyes with difficulty.

The group of people wandered back to Chishui City and stopped here temporarily. Wen Yuanzhi had received a letter from Shen Sang, saying that he would rush to Chishui City to pick up Ji Pu in one month.

Gou Yue excused herself from boiling medicine in the backyard and did not go to Ji Pu's room every day. She was very confused. She wanted him to wake up early, but she didn't know how to apologize to him when he woke up.It would have been nice if she had not made her own decision and insisted on taking Yao Er away, and such a mistake would not have happened.

His eyes were blurry, with two faces dangling in his eyes. Ji Pu raised his hand.

"You guys -" As soon as he opened his mouth, he realized that there was no sound left in his throat. It seemed that only the sound of wind was hidden in his throat, the same kind of shrill wind that blew through the broken paper windows in the twelfth lunar month.

Wen Yuanzhi hurriedly put down Tang Pozi in his hand, put his hand on Ji Pu's neck, and asked him to open his mouth.

After a while, he shook his head slightly.

Li Xianchen said on the side, "He hurt his throat. I'm afraid he won't be able to make the same sound as before when he opens his mouth in the future."

Ji Pu closed his eyes for a long time and turned his body away. Li Xianchen and Wen Yuanzhi didn't know how to comfort him.

After hearing what Wen Yuanzhi said, Gou Yue slapped the medicine stove's hand, and her heart felt as if she had been stabbed by a flying knife, the pain was severe.

He is the only son of the Ji family in the Liangzhu family who is both civilized and martial. A few days ago, the two of them listened to Ruozhi's ditty together, and he could sing a moving song.

Now he became like this because of his own stubbornness and to protect her.

She fanned more and more rapidly, and even she didn't know what she was thinking.

Suddenly, Wen Yuanzhi grabbed her hand and said, "Gou Yue! Avoiding is not an option."

She choked up a little, the ends of her eyes were red, and tears welled up in her eyes, "But - I'm sorry... I really can't forgive him."

Wen Yuanzhi held her in his arms and said softly, "It's not your fault. Remember, it's just a mistake. I said that before just because I wanted you to be more cautious in the future. Don't worry. Ji Pu doesn't He will blame you, he is a sensible person.”

It would be fine if he blamed her. She hoped that Ji Pu would blame her. If he could easily forgive her, the more forgiving he would be, the pain would feel like needles in her heart.

In the afternoon, she finally plucked up the courage to enter Ji Pu's room. When she saw him lying down, her steps became much lighter.

She really didn't know how she should face Ji Pu. The further she walked, the heavier her feet became. When she reached him, she couldn't even move a step.

Ji Pu knew it was her who was here. He had been thinking about her not showing up for so long after waking up. He must have been very sad.

Don't blame her, how could she know what kind of future fate would secretly write for him.

Maybe one day they were singing together, and the next day one of them could no longer speak. Just like a powerful person like a senior brother, he would also encounter accidents and be physically damaged.

He knew what Gou Yue was thinking.Gou Yue stood for a while, but when she saw that he didn't open his eyes, she was about to turn around and let him continue to rest.

Ji Pu's hand had already grasped her arm.

She stood there stunned, unable to say a word.

Ji Pu pointed at the pillow and asked, "Put the pillow up?"

"What?" She couldn't hear clearly.

Ji Pu waved at her, gesturing for her to come closer.

Her ear was so close, almost touching his lips.

Ji Pu chuckled lightly, "I said, prop up the pillow for me."

Being so close to him to hear the windy words coming out of his throat made Gou Yue even more uncomfortable for a moment, and she didn't even dare to look directly into his eyes.

She put a pillow behind his waist, "Is this okay?"

Ji Pu nodded and looked much better.

He took out a small booklet from under the pillow with a charcoal pen inside. This was what Wen Yuanzhi had just taken when he left. He was always thoughtful and Ji Pu was very grateful to him.

He wrote on the paper, "I'm so sorry that I couldn't help you take her away."

Even now, he is still thinking about helping her take away Tai Yao'er.

Gou Yue said, "It's okay, she doesn't want to leave with me at all."

"Don't feel bad," he wrote.

"I don't feel bad. Now that she has made her choice, how can I stop her."

"Are you crying?"

Gou Yue said no, "When have I ever cried in front of you? It's nothing."

"That's good." He wrote very slowly, and Gou Yue spoke very slowly.

The two of them fell into silence for a while, one couldn't say anything, and the other didn't know what to say.

After a while, Gou Yue kept saying, "Ji Pu, I'm sorry."

She looked down.

“Why?” he wrote, his fingers stained with charcoal as he kept writing.

Gou Yue sat on the edge of the bed, took his hand, wiped it with a handkerchief and said, "It's because of me, you... you..."

In an instant, a drop of cold tears fell on his palm, and he noticed her tears soaking into his palm.

Gou Yue pressed her forehead into his palm and kept sobbing, "It's all... all my fault... I can't make up for my mistakes. I keep thinking, if... it would be fine if I was stabbed by her. , I would rather it was me...you did nothing wrong..."

From this moment on, he knew clearly that he couldn't do it anymore. That love could never be expressed in words or see the light of day again. If she loved him because of guilt and self-blame, that was not the love he wanted.

Hidden in their friendship turned out to be his endless regrets and unexplainable love!Ji Pu suddenly felt as if his meridians had been opened at this moment, but the more he understood, the more this regret gnawed at his heart.

Seeing this, Li Xianchen slowly closed the door. What a pity, there is another frustrated person in the world.

She walked out of Ji Pu's room late at night, and the bright moon was already high in the sky.

Li Xianchen stood in the courtyard, raised the wine bottle and said, "Your husband probably can't drink. The injury in the room hasn't healed, so he can't drink either. But you should really want a drink now, right?"

"Thank you."

She took the wine bottle and drank as she walked, "It's so late and you're still not asleep?"

He smiled, "Don't you know, Master Wen has been standing where I am for two full hours without moving a step. If you had come out earlier and burned a stick of incense, you would have seen that he is just like the Wife-Wang Stone."

She took a sip in silence, her mouth filled with bitterness, "This wine is really bad."

Li Xianchen leaned against the budding tree in the courtyard, "This is good wine, but you feel bitter now, so you think the wine is also bitter."

"This rhetoric sounds familiar," she said.

"Of course, everyone knows this."

She drank half of the bottle, wiped the mouth of the bottle and handed it back to him, "Drink, I'm leaving."

"Wait a minute."

"how?"

"You should be leaving in a while. I will set off back to the sect tomorrow."

"Your master should be very angry."

"Are you worried about me?"

"You went against your master to help us, and I thank you from my heart."

Li Xianchen shook his head and said, "You and Wen Yuanzhi are not the same person. You think about everything from different angles. He looks kind and gentle on the surface, but in fact he is ruthless. As for you, you look cold and distant, but in fact you are soft-hearted. Incomparable. I believe that if he hadn't been entangled, you wouldn't have started with him."

"Do you think this can drive a wedge between me and him?" Gou Yue had a hint of caution in her eyes.

"I'm leaving tomorrow. Let me tell you a few words of sincerity before I leave."

She was not polite, "You tell me, whether I listen or not is another matter."

"Seeing as I came all the way to save your "friend" for you, how about you just listen to what I have to say?"

"What do you want to say?"

"First, you don't understand Wen Yuanzhi and Ji Pu at all, and second, you don't understand yourself. If you can't do both, it will only make the problem between you more difficult to solve."

"The problem between us? Haha, the three of us from Ruyin and Mei County all the way to Ruozhi have no objection at all."

"I'm afraid you are the only one who thinks so. Why do you think Ji Pu is willing to save his life?"

"Because we are friends."

He laughed, "Let me tell you something, men only make friends with men, do you believe it?"

"Bullshit," she insisted.

"No man will be friends with a woman who is stronger than him, especially--with a woman he likes. If he is willing, it only means--"

"Indicate what?"

Li Xianchen sighed, "It means either he doesn't love women at all, or the person he loves is a fool."

Seeing that she was silent, he asked, "What kind of person do you think he is?"

"Stop talking." She panicked, "I don't want to hear your nonsense."

Li Xianchen blocked her way to leave, "I advise you to handle it with caution. People's feelings will only become more depressed and difficult to extricate themselves. The best way is to speak frankly through the skylight. Although it hurts people, it is not suitable for people like Ji Pu. This is the greatest respect." He continued, "As for Wen Yuanzhi, if it weren't for his short life, he would not be a good match for you."

"He is my good match. No one else needs to tell me, I just understand it myself," she said.

"You did something wrong, you know?"

Gou Yue was puzzled, "What did I do wrong?"

"Trust, if you really regard him as your husband, you will respect him, love him and trust him, but if you ask him out loud, whether he has Qian Ri Zui who can save Ji Pu, you should not ask him."

"I asked him directly just because I believed in him."

Li Xianchen was helpless, "You don't understand, sometimes men are more jealous than the wives and concubines in the back house."

(End of this chapter)