After being widowed and reborn, I picked up the redemption script!

Because Jin Yuyan didn't say anything, Sangli had no choice but to blow dry her hair in the living room.

Neither of them spoke anymore, and for a while, the only sound in the living room was the buzzing sound of the hair dryer.

Jin Yuyan looked down at the computer, his eyes focused, and his long and beautiful fingers occasionally tapped on the keyboard, seemingly undisturbed.

Sangli was blowing her hair, but she felt unexpectedly irritable.

What does Jin Yuyan mean?
He clearly rejected her so resolutely five years ago, and didn't even have a good look on his face when he left.

What is going on now?

Is it guilt or some other reason.
I don't know what's going on, but Sanli feels a little blocked in her heart, as if something is blocked.

She couldn't help but glance up at the tall and straight figure sitting on the sofa.

Those bright black eyes were still staring intently at the computer screen.

His thin lips were pursed tightly, and his brows showed calmness and wisdom.

Although I don't know what Jin Yuyan has experienced abroad in the past few years, but now it seems that he should be living a very good life.

But then I thought about it, whether he was living well or not had nothing to do with her.

Sangli turned off the hair dryer, put it back in its place, and slowly approached Jin Yuyan.

There is a string of red lights on the computer, and all kinds of data are dizzying.

Sangli looked at Jin Yuyan and said softly: "Thank you today."

After hearing the voice, Jin Yuyan slowly turned his head, his eyes intertwined with hers, "No need."

I still cherish words like gold as before.

Although there has been no contact for five years, Sangli is no stranger to Jin Yuyan now.

Because he is exactly the same as Jin Yuyan in his previous life.

Steady, dignified, cold, arrogant and distant.

Instead, it made her feel familiar.

After all, she lived with Jin Yuyan like this for three full years in her previous life.

But now, everything has changed. Although their lives are getting better and better, they are no longer the closest people to each other.

Sangli didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

She sniffed and tried to control her emotions, "Then I'll go back and have to go to work tomorrow."

Jin Yuyan didn't respond for a while, and kept tapping the keyboard with his fingers. After 2 minutes, he raised his eyes and said something irrelevant, "Have you eaten?"

Sangli was stunned for a moment, not understanding the meaning of Jin Yuyan's words.

"I just ordered takeout, let's stay and eat together." Jin Yuyan added.

Sangli really wants to ask, are you really not afraid of your girlfriend being angry when you treat other girls like this?
But this idea only circulated in my mind for a while before being rejected.

After all, she had nothing to do with him.

"Thank you, no need, I've already had dinner." Sangli shook her head and refused, then looked at the clock hanging on the wall, it was almost twelve o'clock, "I should go."

"Wait." Jin Yuyan suddenly called her out.

Sangli stopped, turned around in confusion, and saw Jin Yuyan pointing to the fallen clothes on the ground, and said softly: "You dropped something." That was her underwear.

Sangli was stunned for three seconds, then bent down to pick up the underwear on the ground, put it into her bag, turned around and left. Even her back looked very hasty, as if she was leaving this place as if she was running for her life.

Until she closed the door to her home, Sangli felt her heartbeat speeding up.

How could she be so careless that she actually took off her underwear and was seen by Jin Yuyan.
Sangli stood at the door, slapping her face a few times with her hand to wake herself up, but the more she did this, the more confused her mind became.

She scratched her long hair a little irritably, forget it, let's go to bed first.

***
After waiting for a long time, Jin Yuyan shook his head helplessly.

He rubbed his forehead, turned off the computer, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, took one out, put it in his mouth, and lit it.

Nicotine stimulated his nerves and sense of smell. He took a deep breath and slowly exhaled the cigarette ring. His eyes were blurred, as if he was caught in some kind of memory.
After he deliberately said those cruel words to Sanli, he often fell into self-blame and regret. However, there is no regret medicine in this world, so no amount of regret will help.

So he could only keep an eye on Sangli's movements secretly where she couldn't see her.

In her senior year of high school, she was discovered while walking her home, so she could only hide in the alley and use the darkness to hide her figure.

Listening to her heart-rending screams, he felt so distressed that he almost suffocated, but he still pretended to be nonchalant and even treated her indifferently.
When he was in college, he tried hard not to think about her, but he couldn't help but inquire about her recent situation from Su Xinwan. He even often went to their university to see her on the pretext of participating in competitions.

Watch her studying in the library, or lying on the table memorizing words seriously; or chatting with others with a smile on her face.
Every time, he always stood silently in the corner, gazing at her profile from a distance, until she turned her head, and then quickly turned around to cover up the complex emotions surging in her eyes.

But he never dared to get close.

Because he doesn't deserve it.

Watching her getting better and better, he gradually realized that his current speed was too slow. Success did not depend on hard work, but more importantly, opportunity.

So he decided to study abroad.

I hope I can come back to her after I get enough capital and wealth.

The so-called study abroad career is to integrate yourself into this environment as much as possible, improve yourself, increase your knowledge, and learn new knowledge and skills.

When you first arrive abroad, you don't adapt anywhere. You have to rely on yourself for everything. No one will help you.

The language needs to be studied and pondered by oneself, and the high tuition fees and living expenses must be earned by oneself.

So the first few months were simply torture for him. No matter how hard he tried, he would still be knocked back to his original shape.

At this time, all that appeared in his mind was Sangli's appearance. He missed her voice and wanted to see her in his heart, but he could only endure it.

The addiction to cigarettes was also acquired at this time, making it difficult to fall asleep every night.

After smoking, he lay on the bed, took out the photo he took with Sangli in the amusement park, looked at her cheek carefully, and then touched it gently.

Fortunately, he has survived now. He has become a being that everyone looks up to and has countless wealth.

He could finally stand beside her openly and hold the most beautiful things in the world in front of her.

So after settling everything, he returned to China.

He purposely bought a house next door to hers and stared at the window in a daze every day, imagining how she would suddenly break in.

However, after waiting and waiting, he finally lost his patience and simply pulled the trigger and planned today's event.

Recalling this, Jin Yuyan opened his eyes and took another deep breath of cigarette. The smoke lingered on his fingertips and then slowly dissipated. (End of chapter)