Sanctuary Paradise

Chapter 33 Open the pendulum!
Xin Lailai had roughly figured out how he lost. The only thing that puzzled him now was why Ling Yuzi, a low-ranking disciple, chose to save his life.

Xin Lailai glanced at the silent Ling Yuzi, touched his chin, and said suspiciously:
"Is it possible that you have a crush on me?"

Although it is a bit nonsense, Xin Lailai is really not just making random guesses. After two years of training, at a glance, he now looks exactly like a man with a height of 1 meters, eight-pack abs, and a body full of powerful and curvy muscles. A man full of masculinity, the 9-point charm attribute on the data panel is the best illustration.

However, due to the problem of attribute stripping, now he only has a look. He looks tall and mighty, but in fact, an ordinary person can probably poke him with one finger.

——But at least it still looks like it.

"..."

Ling Yuzi looked at Xin Lailai with a strange expression, as if he didn't expect that he would suddenly say such a sentence.

"Uh, okay, just think I was joking."

Xin Lailai said with some embarrassment, wishing she could slap herself.

Asking a female ghost who had just stabbed each other in the heart not long ago if she had a crush on him, how on earth did he say such a thing?

He didn't know if it was his misunderstanding, but he always felt that his brain circuits were inexplicably disconnected after he woke up.

Is this the result of having only 3 points left in the intelligence attribute?
Xin Lailai complained in his mind, and then looked at Ling Yuzi. For a moment, he didn't know how to proceed with the topic, and he was embarrassed here.

"You saved me once from the pulley."

After another moment of silence, Ling Yuzi suddenly spoke.

Xin Lailai was stunned.

Ling Yuzi stared at Xin Lailai and said in a cold and childish voice:

"So, I'll save you once and I'll pay it off."

Xin Lailai was stunned: "That's it?"

"Yes."

"Okay... This reason sounds very reasonable, but if you want to return the favor, haven't you already saved my life from the windlass?"

Xin Lailai scratched his hair and asked as if he was unwilling to do so.

"That's cooperation," Ling Yuzi replied in an unusually serious tone: "What's in cooperation cannot be counted as repayment."

"..."

After hearing Ling Yuzi's answer, Xin Lailai tried to refute something, but the words were stuck in his mouth and he couldn't come out.

Yes, strictly speaking, Ling Yuzi's battle with the wind turbine was indeed Ling Yuzi's request for cooperation, and relatively speaking, if Ling Yuzi had not rescued him at that time, he would have been devoured by the wind turbine in the end, so Ling Yuzi's move to save him at that time could indeed be considered. To do a kind of self-help.

only……

"Pfft," Xin Lailai glanced down at himself and smiled to himself, "I didn't expect that these days, ghosts seem to live a more pure life than me?"

Because they are enemies, they fight each other. Because they have saved their lives, they must repay their kindness.

The logic is as simple and crude as a beast, so simple that it crushes all the counterarguments that Xin Lailai can think of.

"You always feel like you've been hit hard suddenly?"

Speaking of which, why did he persist until now?

Xin Lailai suddenly thought of this question.

Ever since he woke up, all kinds of unwilling thoughts kept popping up in his mind. Even though he had clearly convinced himself, these thoughts still didn't stop.

"Why...why do I insist on continuing to fight?"

Because he wants to live, because he is not willing to die?
But the fact is that it is impossible for him to survive this stage.

"I'm not a protagonist like Tanjiro. I don't have any skills or talent, and I'm not the kind of monster with a perfect brain. Why do I have to fight against myself?"

"Speaking of which, it's the same now. What am I struggling with now?"

"Why do I have to worry so much, when it's clear that as long as it's messed up, it's all over?"

Xin Lailai asked himself in his mind, and then he was suddenly stunned, and his mind kept replaying the thought that just flashed through his mind.

Put badly.

Yes, why is he always thinking about that impossible resistance, when it's obvious that it just needs to be messed up!
This idea became out of control almost as soon as it appeared in Xin Lailai's mind.

Anyway, your efforts will not be rewarded, so why not use the remaining time to enjoy life?

That's right!

He's not a genius with incredible ability to withstand pressure, he's just a noob, why is he thinking about counterattacks all day long!

He has suffered enough!

Even if the road is right in front of him, he can't get stronger, and in the end he can only struggle and die. Why should he still linger on this rubbish life?
He · now · only · wants · to show · death!
Since Paradise doesn't think so highly of people like him, why the hell does he have to be a bitch to prove himself? Why not just lie down?
and so--

"Go to hell, I quit!"

Xin Lailai sat up, shouted upwards, and raised his middle finger vigorously, as if he wanted to vent all the dissatisfaction in his heart in this way.

Ling Yuzi, who had just sat back in the corner, was startled by Xin Lailai's sudden move. He jumped up from the ground and stared at Xin Lailai warily.

"Human, what do you want to do!"

Ling Yuzi asked in surprise, like a cat with explosive fur, instinctively making a gesture to welcome the enemy.

"Don't be nervous, don't be nervous, I'm just expressing my feelings."

Xin Lailai comforted him kindly, and his tone and expression showed an unusual lightness.

After saying that, he leaned leisurely on the rock wall alone, humming a little tune, and carefully planned in his mind how to enjoy life in the next few days.

Ling Yuzi stood aside, looking at Xin Lailai's relaxed look that didn't look fake at all, with a hint of doubt in his eyes.

As time went by, the doubts in her eyes gradually increased. In the end, she couldn't bear it anymore and took the initiative to speak, asking in a childish voice: "Human, can I ask you a question?"

"Of course, just ask."

"Why...you don't look scared at all?"

Ling Yuzi stared at Xin Lailai, as if trying to find something from his expression.

"You should know very well that with my blood in your body, in seven days, you will die with me under the curse of Lord Wuhan."

The face with a relaxed smile reflected in the red eyes. Ling Yuzi was silent for a while, took a deep breath, stared at Xin Lailai, and asked word by word:

"Aren't you...afraid of death?"

Isn't he... not afraid of death?
Hearing Ling Yuzi's question, Xin Lailai was startled, and then laughed:
"How is it possible? How could I not be afraid of death? Rather, I am extremely afraid of death?"

"Then why..." Ling Yuzi looked puzzled.

"Why do I look so relaxed all of a sudden?"

Xin Lailai directly expressed the doubts in Ling Yuzi's heart, and Ling Yuzi paused and nodded.

"I don't know what to say specifically about this, but if I insist on saying it, it's probably because I suddenly thought about it."

Xin Lailai smiled, rested his head with his hands, looked at the stone wall above his head shrouded in darkness, and slowly narrated:
"To be honest, when I first woke up, I was really scared. When I think back to the pain, I can't help but feel scared."

Being forcibly stripped of all attributes, and falling in front of the enemy even though victory was close at hand, the sense of loss brought about by this huge setback can be said to be extremely heavy.

"I don't want to die. No matter how much I think about it, I don't want to die like this. This idea must be true. After all, there are still many things in this world that I haven't enjoyed and experienced. It took a lot of effort to become so strong, but just like this in a daze. Wouldn’t it be too frustrating to die?”

Xin Lailai's eyelids drooped slightly, with a look of nostalgia in his dark brown pupils. He stretched out his palm and shook it in the air.

"But, after calming down for a while, I suddenly felt that there was nothing to complain about if I died here."

"If you want to say that you are not willing to give in, you must be there. I have been training very hard for two years. I tried my best during the battle. My brain and body were almost exhausted. After putting in so much effort, I finally got the result. No one would be willing to die, right?"

Xin Lailai said, turning his head and looking at Ling Yuzi who was a little confused:

"However, as I thought about it, I suddenly realized that I was actually not that unwilling."

"Especially after hearing your reason for saving me, I suddenly realized that I had thought too much before."

"In the final analysis, I am just an ordinary person. In fact, the fact that I was able to defeat three lower strings in a row and still survive in the end was a surprise to me. In the end, I found out that I still had to die." I feel like this is only reasonable."

"Although it sounds depressing, for an insignificant little character like me, dying on the way is the most normal development, right?"

"What's more, I've worked hard enough. Whether it's you, Windmill, or Sick Leaf, I fought with all my life in every battle, but even so, it still resulted in this result. In this case , we can only accept our fate, right?"

"Resign yourself to your fate..." Ling Yuzi chewed the word repeatedly, feeling that his thinking seemed to have been affected by some kind of impact.

"Yeah, accept your fate, although I prefer to call this approach as accepting reality."

Xin Lailai said with a chuckle, looking leisurely and relaxed.

"As you can see, I am not fearless of death, I just simply gave up on living."

"No matter how much I resist, I can't pass that level with my own abilities. Since I can't survive anyway, why should I have to suffer and hate myself all day long in the last days?"

"Find a way to enjoy yourself in time, take advantage of the last little time to enjoy it, and die happily, isn't it good?"

"No matter how bad it is, at least it will give me two more good nights of sleep. In the past two years, I have been working out from [-] to [-] in the morning. I have almost forgotten what it feels like to sleep until I wake up naturally."

"There is also food. When I practice breathing techniques, my daily diet is strictly regulated to ensure the balance of nutrition. As a result, in the past two years, apart from taking two mouthfuls of jelly, I have never even masturbated once. This Is it a human life?”

"Women are the same. I'm almost 24 and I haven't even lost my virginity yet. It's a stain on my life. I must go to a brothel while I still have some time to enjoy the pleasure of listening to music!"

"And there's..."

When it comes to regrets, Xin Lailai is like an out-of-control chatterbox. She doesn't care whether Ling Yuzi understands it or not, and keeps talking about it, like a resentful woman who has been under house arrest for more than ten years. I kept mumbling for a full hour before I stopped.

"In short, it's just one sentence." Finally, Xin Lailai looked at the dumbfounded Ling Yuzi and showed an unusually happy smile, "I failed."

Whenever the paradise gives him the possibility of a comeback, Xin Lailai may not give up so happily, but reality has taught him a heavy lesson. The situation he faces now is:
——The intelligence and strength completely crush his enemies.

——World difficulty that is directly capped in the entire region.

——The main mission is almost impossible to complete.

——Basic attributes were deducted until they could not add up to 10 points.

——Loss of all means of contact with the outside world.

——Physique unable to move freely in the sun.

——The curse that will kill him instantly in seven days.

Translated, it is equivalent to: the cheats that shake people are not allowed to be used, and then you will either be killed by the contractor, or you will die in confusion when you encounter a difficult random event, or you will be executed by mission punishment, or you will be burned to death by the sun, or you will die because your attributes are too low. He was beaten to death by mobs, or the cells in his body collapsed due to a curse attack.

To sum up, it’s all about death, and even the method of death is very different!

This is no longer a test of people's ability to withstand stress.

Instead, he told him clearly that he was here to kill him!

To be honest, if only one or two of the above were presented, Xin Lailai would probably resist, but if they were suppressed together, there would be only one result:
Responsibility, mission, desire for survival, and other people's expectations were all thrown behind Xin Lailai's mind at this moment.

At this moment, Xin Lailai successfully recovered the mediocre self he was before entering the paradise, living around eating and waiting to die.

"Screw this life-and-death crisis. I only have a few days to survive. Why do I care so much? I'll be happy!"

You can increase the difficulty of the main plot as you wish, and he will lose if he moves!

This dungeon of Gou Ba Hell difficulty will be beaten by whoever the hell wants to fight!
From now on, the talent of the bad guy is the great master!
……

　Tomorrow’s update will be advanced to 0 o’clock, a big chapter of [-] words
　　
　
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