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Chapter 93: Simplicity is not simple [Please subscribe]

Love is a moment of weakness, a mood that appeals to others, not to their charity, but to their participation.

Xu Siling could feel Farina's weakness.

To put it simply, Xu Siling was loved by Falina.

Falina hesitated and tortured, and finally plucked up the courage to sit down by the bed, caressed his face, and said these words from her heart. She was not asking Xu Siling to sympathize with her, nor was she asking Xu Siling to pity her.

But she was seriously hoping that Xu Siling could take a good look at her.

In other words, Falina really hopes that Xu Siling can participate in what she always thought was unrequited love.

She longed for Xu Siling's participation, because Falina was very simple, and her words were also very simple, and she was unwilling to give in.

Xu Siling felt the warmth on her cheeks and hands. It was cold but not warm.

This shows that Falina is extremely nervous and scared at this time.

While she was unwilling, she was also afraid that she would become the destroyer of Xu Siling's family, that Xu Siling would not like her, and that Xu Siling would not be willing to participate in her unrequited love.

Afraid of not even being friends anymore.

This was the first time Farina was so afraid of losing and losing everything.

Under the dim light, Xu Siling saw Falina's delicate body trembling, and her hands couldn't help but become colder.

When Farina couldn't hold on any longer, she tried to take her hand back, but Xu Siling held her hand.

Falina felt waves of warmth coming from her cold hands, which only belonged to Xu Siling, which calmed her cold and frightened heart.

Xu Siling took a deep breath: "Your hands are a little cold."

Xu Siling believes that there is love in the world, and when she meets someone with love, she will always unconsciously want to do something for her.

Xu Siling didn't know whether his desire to do something for her was out of dirty selfishness or moral sympathy.

All he knew was that he couldn't do nothing.

Xu Siling has always understood a truth.

It is impossible to be responsible for every girl who likes you. Being responsible for the person you cherish the most is actually responsible for everyone.

Sometimes, caring is a kind of hurt, and hurt is also a kind of care.

Reason told Xu Siling that he should not extend this hand and hold Falina's hand.

But deep down, as a man, he told him straightforwardly that he shouldn't reject Farina.

As a man, he couldn't find any reason to reject her.

Facing the feelings of Mayfair and Ella, he has been blaming himself and trying his best to control his emotions to prevent them from overflowing hysterically in his body.

He didn't dare to admit frankly that he liked Feier and Ella.

Even though he knew it, he couldn't admit it.

When Feier and Ella's feelings hit them, Xu Siling kept convincing herself that the two of them were still young, and maybe they didn't understand what love was, but they just happened to meet him at this moment.

He always comforted himself with such messy reasons. Although he knew that the relationship between Mayfair and Ella was love, he did not dare to face it.

The age of the two girls made Xu Siling afraid to move or accept it.

But when facing Falina, Xu Siling found that he could not find a reason to refuse.

The reasons used for Mayfair and Ella did not work for Farina.

Falina also understands love and looks at herself equally. Even the affection she showed from the beginning was not much worse than that of Feier and Ella.

Knowing that she is a witch, knowing that as a girl, she should not appear in a man's yard at will, and should not come in and out of a man's house. The current social environment is telling girls that they must be with each other. Men keep their distance.

But Farina loved being around him, running around in his yard, and being able to help him.

Xu Siling did not dare to deny Farina's feelings. From the beginning, Xu Siling understood Farina's young and ignorant feelings.

It's just that neither of them broke the window paper. Falina didn't break it because she didn't know what to do. Xu Siling didn't break it because she felt it wasn't time yet.

The reason why it wasn't due was because we were still facing the imminent outbreak of the Black Death at that time. However, can we still use this shabby excuse to comfort ourselves now?
  Xu Siling knew not to.

In fact, that time has already arrived, or even passed.

Before Ella appeared, he and Farina should have taken the initiative to expose everything.

But he didn't, he ignored it, not only ignored Farina's feelings, but also ignored his own.

Just like what he had thought before, he had always believed that the person he would marry in the future would be Farina. Even in his dreams of galloping horses when he went to bed at night, Farina was the shadow.

I don’t know since when, Farina has never left and disappeared in his life.

In front of a girl who loves you and you, she is unwilling to accept her grievances. Can she really remain indifferent?

Can Xu Siling really find reasons to comfort herself like she did with Feier and Ella?

He really knew he couldn't.

He really can't do it either.

"Mr. Siling, me"

Falina's voice was clear and pleasant, and she saw that Xu Siling was willing to hold her hand. Although the bedroom was dim and she couldn't see Xu Siling's face clearly, she saw what she wanted to see in those brown eyes.

"I didn't do it well. You shouldn't be unwilling."

"No, Mr. Siling. It's because I'm afraid, and it's also because I'm too greedy. I never thought that Ella would like you so much. I really think that the reason why she is with Mr. Siling is because she was forced to be Farina's wife. I am so self-righteous that I will hurt Ella and Mr. Siling."

Xu Siling shook his head: "You didn't hurt anyone. I was the one who was hurting others."

Farina looked excited and happy, and just when she was about to say something more, suddenly there were footsteps outside the main house.

Xu Siling and Falina both looked panicked.

Both of them felt like they were being caught and raped in bed.

Xu Siling thought Falina would hide in the crib, but she didn't expect
  Farina was so frightened that she crawled into his bed!
  Just for a moment, Xu Siling felt that she was holding Falina's cold and delicate body in her arms. Her cold hands were pinching her clothes, and her hands were trembling.

No, it should be said that Falina's whole body was shaking and she was very scared.

Under the quilt, Xu Siling felt Farina's heartbeat rising and falling.
  But Xu Siling didn't have time to feel it slowly, because just after the sound of footsteps, the door of the main room was opened, and a petite figure slowly walked towards Xu Ran.

Xu Ran swallowed and knew that Aila was back without even thinking.

He quickly closed his eyes and wanted to pretend that he was asleep, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong!

What to do when Ella gets in bed later!
  Does pretending to sleep really work?
  Feeling the figure approaching, the two people on the bed could not help but feel their hearts beating rapidly, but they found that Ella made no other movements after approaching.

Ella's emotionless voice made Xu Ran couldn't help but open his eyes. “Husband, don’t pretend to be asleep, I know you are not asleep.”

Ella did not lift the quilt and go into the bed. Instead, after realizing that Farina was not on the bed, Ella sat on the edge of the small bed and looked at Xu Siling silently.

The gray pupils showed a little bit of unhappiness.

"Where's your good friend."

"She's out."

Fortunately, Falina was slender and the room was dark, so she was not discovered by Ella in the bed.

But it's only a matter of time before he's discovered, right? Sooner or later Ella will get into bed!
  Ella was silent for a while, and then murmured: "She will still avoid suspicion."

Falina, who was in Xu Siling's bed, was too nervous to move, but when she heard Ella's words, she was a little surprised.

Because the flavor revealed in Ella’s words was completely different from her usual appearance, as if she was a different person!
  Xu Siling laughed dryly and said nothing.

"Husband, do you dislike Ella's behavior tonight?"

Xu Siling was stunned: "Why do you say that?"

"Because my husband doesn't look happy."

Damn it, how can I be happy now?

Ella sighed softly and touched her face: "Ella made her own decision. Husband, don't blame me. I didn't mean to hurt your friend."

"I know what you're thinking."

"When I think about it sometimes, I feel sad. If I even sleep with my husband or want to kiss him, I have to rely on Farina's existence to do it."

Ella lifted her two little feet and placed them beside Xu Siling's bed. Fortunately, she was still small and her feet were not long enough to put on the bed, otherwise she would definitely find something was wrong!
  "Husband, tell me, am I a failure as a wife?"

"Don't talk about yourself like that, you did a great job."

Farina was in bed, and Ella felt more and more that something was not right.

Although she is not as smart as Faile or Ella, she is definitely not as stupid as Enri.

The situation revealed in Ella's words is completely different from usual!
  Could it be that in the eyes of outsiders, Ella is one thing on the outside and another on the inside?
  In particular, she never thought that the "wide bed and crowded bed" tonight was Ella's design. She just thought that Ella was naive and stupid, so it was not surprising that she would think so.

Now that she knew everything, she felt shocked inside. It turned out that she had been set up by Ella!
  She was taken down the mountain by Xu Siling, and Ella took the initiative to drag her into the main house to live. She always thought that she and Ella had a close relationship, and Ella liked her better, so she made this decision.

It wasn't!
  It turns out that Ella wanted to sleep with Xu Siling, wanted to kiss Xu Siling, wanted to swear her sovereignty as a wife in front of her, and did everything she did!
  Farina figured everything out, her heart was filled with inexplicable emotions, and her body began to tremble. She didn't know whether it was fear or nervousness.

Xu Siling felt that Falina was trembling, and even the quilt was moving to a degree visible to the naked eye. Xu Siling couldn't help but become nervous again.

Fortunately, the room was dark enough that Ella didn't notice anything strange yet.

Just when Xu Siling didn't know how to comfort Farina, Ella's next words made the two of them quiet down.

"Husband, how much you like Farina."

Ella's little feet dangled in front of Xu Siling. She held her hands behind her back, raised her head and said calmly.

"I know that Farina likes you. I also know how much Farina likes you. I even know that your husband also likes Farina. The only thing Ella doesn't know is that your husband How much do you like Farina?"

"I"

"Husband, you can't lie to me and say you don't like Farina. You know, you can't hide your deception from your wife."

Xu Siling couldn't help but swallow her saliva. Falina had completely quieted down in bed. She was also curious about how much Xu Siling liked her. This was even the question she wanted to ask before, but Ella suddenly came back and she couldn't ask it.

Xu Siling's heart was like knocking over a bottle of five flavors, ranging from bitter to spicy to salty. On the one hand, Ella's true identity was known to Farina, and on the other hand, she began to worry that Ella would come in and find him and Farina sleeping together. Their expressions when we were together.
  Now we have to face Ella's fatal problem.

If Falina wasn't here, this problem would have killed Xu Siling.

What's more, Falina is listening in bed, this question is really a proposition.

Do you want to say you like it very much?

Would you say I like it generally?
  Or do you mean you don’t like it?

Xu Siling was silent. He really didn't know how to answer, or even whether to choose to confess or deceive.

Ella didn't see Xu Siling's answer for a long time, so she couldn't help but sigh softly and put her feet back.

"Husband, do you still remember what I said?"

"how"

"Human dependence is an absolute reality, whether a man or a woman, strong or cowardly, extremely smart or extremely stupid. When facing adversity that they cannot reverse, most people will subconsciously seek help."

Ella got up from the small bed and sat on the edge of the big bed. This behavior made the two people in bed tense up again.

"Husband, if you find this problem difficult, you can't help but rely on Ella and let Ella help you solve it."

"Ella you"

Ella looked at Xu Siling by the bed, her gray eyes seemed lifeless, and she shook her head slightly.

"I understand her feelings for you. I also understand her husband's thoughts when he is unwilling to answer my questions, but understanding does not mean understanding. I cannot understand."

"Husband, do you know the difference between knowing and understanding?"

"Let's put it this way, tonight, when you, I, and Farina were having dinner together, your eyes were dishonest. You preferred to peek at Farina instead of looking at me."

"Farina knew that you were always peeking at her, but she didn't expose you. She even deliberately didn't let you notice that she knew you were peeking. Then she tried her best to improve her sitting posture without arousing my suspicion. To satisfy my husband’s dirty little hobby as a man.”

Hearing this, Xu Siling's eyes couldn't help but widen. It wasn't that he didn't believe Aila's words.

Rather, it was because he had never doubted Ella's keen mind and judgment.

"Would I be embarrassed to do this if I were Falina?"

"Maybe I will pull you into the room, take off your clothes and let you see as much as you like, but the sneaky atmosphere and surprise during the meal will be gone, and that will also mean telling you that I know you have been peeking at me. , this is the performance of me understanding you but not understanding you, it is inevitable determined by my character, and it is also the tragedy of my temperament."

"I can't be like Farina because I don't understand the feeling of being sneaky and careful."

"Husband, don't underestimate such a small detail. Life is originally composed of countless small details. The small details like Falina who understand you and are considerate to you are like a small detail. Water droplets usually don’t make ripples, but when you are tired and exhausted, they can make you feel them.”

"Farina is a simple person, but not a simple woman."

　I haven't been in good health recently. As a southerner, my temperature suddenly dropped, which is killing me.

　　Moreover, I have been looking for a house recently, and I am planning to change places to live with my wife. I will have to move when the time comes, so there are a lot of things.

　　I'm very sorry about asking for leave.

　　
  　
  (End of this chapter)