I was beheaded in the Middle Ages for 20 years

Chapter 62 Appreciate but don’t like?

Enri first glanced at Feier in surprise, then got off the bed and knelt on one knee in front of Feier.

My body has not fully recovered, but except for the chest pain and coughing which makes me unable to exert my strength, my mobility has not been affected much.

Enri was a little stupid, but she was very familiar with Fei'er. Whenever Fei'er showed such a look, it meant that Fei'er had murderous intentions.

"Miss Raya, please give me your instructions."

Mayfair sat on the chair and bent down, her lips close to Enri's ear, she opened her mouth slightly and spoke softly.

Enri's expression was serious at first, then surprised, and finally surprised.

After Feier finished speaking, Enli quickly raised her eyes and looked at Feier: "Miss Laya, what should you do? Do you want Xu to stay in Laya Town tonight and let him protect you?"

"He has left Raya Town and went to Tamubao to do other things."

"So Xu doesn't know about this?" An Li was even more surprised.

"He doesn't know my plan." Speaking of Xu Siling, Fei'er looked hesitant: "Even if he didn't leave Raya Town, I shouldn't let him get involved in my plan tonight."

An Li was stunned for a long time and asked in disbelief: "You don't trust Xu?"

"Trust?" Fei'er thought of something and shook her head without saying anything.

"Xu is a very good person. He not only saved your life, but also saved the entire town of Raya. He is capable and accomplished. He is much better than me. I dare say that if it weren't for Xu's status as an executioner, A lot of people will look up to him.”

"I know, and I know what you want to express."

"Then why"

"Frankly speaking, I admire people like Xu, but I don't really like people like him. People like him just strive for their own ideals and do what they like. Perhaps it can only be said to be pursuit but not However, the more he lives with such a peaceful mentality, the more he appears to be scheming, calculating, and disdainful of interests that are within his reach and make others covet them, but have little to do with his own ideals. Gu, I sometimes feel that he is so good that I can’t see his shortcomings. Guys like this always make me feel insecure."

Enri couldn't figure it out for a while, and she remained speechless.

Fei'er didn't bother to explain. After arranging the plan for tonight, she told Enri to take a good rest and prepare herself before leaving alone.

Enri was left alone, still kneeling on one knee in a daze.

What Fei'er said was not a joke. People like Xu Siling who simply strive for their own ideals and bottom line treat things other than their ideals with a peaceful attitude.

If it's yours, fight for it; if it's not yours, just pretend you didn't see it.

Personally, as a friend, and emotionally, Fei'er hoped that Xu Siling would be such a person, with a peaceful mind, and be gentle and caring towards her. Just like when she first realized that it is still the case now, Xu Siling always cares about everything about her, worries about any danger to her, and takes care of her.

But in this environment, Fei'er hopes that Xu Siling is an ambitious person, who has to fight for what he wants, and fight for things that are beneficial to him!He has to show his claws to people and things, especially if he really has the ability to show his sharp claws.

In other words, if Xu Siling loves money and status, Fei'er will feel that Xu Siling is easy to control and has control over.

But the problem is that Xu Siling only pursues ideals and has no ambitions.

Whenever Fei'er recalls everything about Xu Siling, she only remembers Xu Siling's care for her. There is no vicious image of the executioner, no horror when he beheads people, and no image of the devil executioner that people say, only a very serious look. Kindness for her sake.Mayfair knew that she really liked the feeling of being cared for and cared about by others, but at the moment, this kind of people made her feel insecure, distant and unpredictable, feeling that it was hers but not hers.

Originally, she only suppressed this feeling in her heart, but after seeing Farina and Ella during the day, this feeling became stronger and could not be suppressed.

She didn't know whether it was Falina or Ella that affected her mood. She definitely wanted to have Xu Siling, but she always felt like she didn't belong to her.

In other words, she has a strong desire to control. She wants to control Xu Siling, or she wants to conquer Xu Siling.

Fei'er likes Xu Siling's character and ability, as well as everything he has, including his care for herself. Just because she likes him very much, she doesn't like the feeling of detachment between the two.

Only when you have it and truly feel it can you truly have it.

Enri went back to bed and lay there thinking for a long time, but she had her own thoughts.

In her eyes, Mayfair seemed a bit pretentious.
First he praised Xu, and then he started to find fault. Yes, Fei'er was right. People without ambition are indeed difficult to control.

But aren’t people with good qualities and morals worthy of reuse?
In the final analysis, Feier is still pretentious, and even feels that Feier's requirements for Xu Siling are too high. It doesn't seem like she is choosing someone she trusts and can use, but more like she is choosing a husband?

As soon as this thought came to her mind, Enri shook her head quickly to throw away this weird idea.

How could Miss Raya fall in love with an executioner!

It is even more impossible to marry an executioner!

Enri coughed a few times, stood up from the bed again, and took out a dagger from the storage box. She pulled it out and looked at the blade carefully, and then began to pack up the things she would use tonight.

Miss Raya's plan tonight cannot be compromised. Although she is worried about Miss Raya's safety, Miss Raya has never lost before, so according to the plan, there should be no problem.

The sky was getting darker.

The old priest Endrit was wearing a black robe. He held his hands at his waist and headed towards the inner castle.

Mayfair called him to go to the inner castle bookstore to discuss things. Originally, he didn't want to go, but Mayfair said there was a new revelation about God, so he couldn't refuse.

It is amazing to think that Mayfair received God's revelation at a young age and saved the town of Raya from fire and water.

But everyone is the same. Most of them only do three things in their lives: deceiving others, deceiving themselves, and being deceived by others.

The grudge between Mayfair and Johns is similar to this. He can feel it without seeing it with his own eyes.

Over the years, the nobles with regency experience in the kingdom have not done anything good.

Endrit didn't have any good or bad impression of Johns. To him, being a priest was a duty. He just wanted to do his job to the best of his ability and didn't want to pay too much attention to anything else.

Just because he ignored it didn't mean he didn't know. Now that Raya Town is gradually becoming more stable, Mayfair is about to reach adulthood. In every sense, Mayfair has begun to take advantage, and is even crushing John's influence on Raya Town step by step.

(End of this chapter)