I was beheaded in the Middle Ages for 20 years

Chapter 41 No one understands me

Come to Enri's bedroom.

An Li had woken up from a coma. When she saw Feier and Xu Siling coming in, she coughed one after another when she thought about it.

"Miss Raya."

Xu Siling took a serious look at Anli's condition. Her face turned blue, her words echoed, and her chest was obviously still aching. She glanced at the red basin next to the bed, and it looked like she had coughed up a lot of blood.

The more he looked at the symptoms, the more confused he became. Before he came here, he had the mentality of boiling coptis and donkey hide gelatin soup in vain, thinking that Anli should still be in a coma, or be ready to be buried at any time.

It was really pneumonic plague or septicemic plague. Enri should be buried at this time.

It's really strange that I can still wake up and say hello to Feier.

Xu Siling handed the coptis and donkey hide gelatin soup to the female attendant and asked her to feed Anli to drink it.

With the help of the female attendant, Enri was able to rely on her.

"I'm sorry, Miss Raya, for letting you see me in such a miserable state."

Fei'er expressed some relief. After learning from Xu Siling how the Black Death spread, she understood that Enli was infected with the Black Death all because of herself.

After Anli drank the coptis and donkey hide gelatin soup, Fei'er couldn't help but be concerned.

"How does your body feel now?"

Enri smacked her lips: "This soup is quite delicious."

"Who asked you this?" Feier felt helpless and had a headache.

At this time, the bells were ringing outside the inner fort, and the soup in the cauldron had been cooked. They brought it out and called everyone in the inner fort to come around and drink.

Seeing this, Xu Siling left the room. He hadn't had a chance to drink the soup today, so he planned to go down and have a bowl.

After Xu Siling went out, Fei'er signaled the female attendant to help Anli lie back on the bed.

Although Enri didn't want to, she had no choice but to lie down peacefully.

"Miss Raya, what was that decoction for?"

"Xu said it can cure your disease."

"That's good. It tastes much better than that Cimicifuga soup. You can try it if you have the chance."

As she spoke, Enri smacked her lips again.

Mayfair really loves and hates Enri. After all, she was trained and raised by Raya's family, but her brain and thinking are so different from ordinary people.

"How do you feel about your body now? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"Go back to Miss Raya, your health." Enri's eyes dimmed slightly, "I just feel so cold, and then my chest hurts and I keep coughing up blood. When I was injured on the front line, I never had so much blood, Miss Raya, Am I going to die?"

"Freeze said."

Fei'er couldn't help but think of what Xu Siling said to herself, that he was not too sure about Anli's illness.

She guessed that Enri had been holding on after being infected by herself and missed the best time for treatment, which was why it was caused.

Enri looked at the ceiling of the bedroom and blinked. Suddenly, her chest felt tight again and she couldn't help but cough.

"Miss Raya, I have something to tell you."

"what's up."

"From the time I fainted until now, I feel very uncomfortable physically. I even feel difficulty breathing sometimes." An Li half-squinted her eyes. "If I die, can you give my armor and weapons to Xu Siling."

"Huh?" Fei'er didn't understand, "Why."

"I promised him that I would have a sacred and fair duel with him, so I owe him a set of armor." Feier was even more confused as to what the two of them had agreed on behind her back.

Enri continued: "I owe him what I owe him. Unfortunately, my chainmail robe was made for me by Miss Raya at the expense of him. He can't wear it, so I'm afraid I have to melt it."

"You're not dead yet, why are you talking about this?"

Enri turned her head and blinked at Feier.

"I want Miss Raya to be my notary. Something is wrong with my body. I feel that my body is strange. I can't control my body. I'm afraid that I won't be able to protect Miss Raya in the future. You said, Xu's His sword skills are about the same as mine. I don’t believe him, and I don’t accept him either. But he is really smart, he can cure diseases, and he can save Miss Raya. I believe he is not too weak, and he can definitely protect Miss Raya.”

His mind is indeed smart, otherwise he would make you owe him a set of armor without paying anything. How could he not be smart?

Feier was speechless listening to Enri's words but did not want to interrupt.

"I heard people say that this disease is very scary. Many people with this disease in the south cannot get a funeral from a Christian." Enri timidly requested, "Miss Raya, I hope that if I die, I can have a complete life." A saintly funeral, I suppose."

"What do you think."

"I want to make a small request to God after I see him. Please see if I have made no major mistakes in my life. Can he allow me to be by Miss Raya's side in my next life, or be able to do the same thing next to Miss Raya? A dog is fine too. Miss Raya, promise me if you can keep a dog after my death, let’s call it Enli.”

Mayfair's blue eyes flickered, and she suppressed her inner emotions.

She rarely expresses her true emotions. Her expression always changes depending on the situation, and no one can understand what she is thinking.

"You'll be fine."

Enri coughed, but her gentle eyes remained timid and her tone of supplication was soft and soft.

"Miss Raya, you haven't promised me yet. As my notary, why don't you follow the procedure?"

"Who did you learn this from?"

"I have served as a notary for many people on the battlefield. I am quite experienced in this aspect."

Mayfair couldn't help but sigh: "I promise you."

Enri smiled happily, like a child who would never grow up.

Seeing Enri's heartless state, Feier leaned on the back of the chair with a half-smile, her blue eyes really flashing.

After Enri calmed down, she suddenly said.

"Miss Raya always says that I don't understand you, but I think, Miss Raya is so smart, there must be very few people who can understand you. It's normal that I don't understand Miss Raya. After all, I'm stupid." Enli lay down contentedly Okay, "If I had to pick one person in Raya Town who understands you best, I think it would be Xu."

Fei'er couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, curious: "Why do you think so."

"I don't know, it's just an illusion. He rarely talks, but he always has his own purpose in his words, but sometimes I feel that there is something behind his words. Anyway, the feeling I get from him is similar to that from you."

Feier shook her head silently. She didn't think Xu Siling could understand her.

In other words, she didn't think the saints in the entire kingdom could understand her.

After all, those who believe in God and those who do not believe in God are two different kinds of people. It is unrealistic for you to expect that one kind of person can understand another kind of person.

She never expects others to understand her. The reason is simple because she has never talked about herself with others.

I never reveal my true feelings, but I expect others to understand me. Isn’t this green tea?

The first step in letting others understand you is to express yourself.

She didn't believe in God, or she didn't believe in any gods, demons, or monsters in the world. She had never said this to anyone for fear of scaring people to death.

So she didn't think Xu Siling understood her.

(End of this chapter)