Rebirth of top photographers

Chapter 229 Renewed determination

Silent stares are often more painful than sharp words.

This is Chen Pingsheng's most heartfelt experience at this moment.

Abramovich, the female artist, was wearing a long red dress, sitting in front of him, looking at him with calm eyes.

It's very much like the incomprehensible emotions shown by a mother when she was a child, facing her son who failed in an exam.

Chen Pingsheng felt a little uneasy, and he suddenly understood why the person who had stared at each other before suddenly burst into tears.

Because this is a process of facing yourself, Abramovich is just a mirror, and what you see in her eyes depends entirely on your own thoughts and fantasies.

Because of this, Chen Pingsheng felt even more admired.

Not only because of her perseverance and perseverance, but also because of her artistic approach.

After the initial hardship, he quickly calmed down, feeling at peace deep in his heart.

Looking at Abramovich's dark pupils, Chen Pingsheng suddenly thought of his own life, friends, Lin Zishan, Wei Seya, Yabu, Abner, Mr. Erikson, Yu Xiang, Professor Li and so on. everything of.

He seemed to have gone through those years from scratch again, returning to the time when he faced himself in the mirror a year ago.

That feeling of confusion, excitement, and excitement is something I still haven’t forgotten.

That was the sound of life coming back to life, and it was also the first cry of my new life.

After that came the persistence in shooting and the experiences while shooting the works.

Later, he was at the forefront of the photography world and became a respected artist.

Although he is far from the end, he seems to be standing in a certain comfort zone.

It seems pretty good if we just live like this.

But there always seems to be something troublesome inside.

What is it?
Chen Pingsheng was a little confused. He had obviously shot many works and achieved his goals, but why didn't he still feel satisfied?

There seems to be a gap in my heart that can never be filled.

what exactly is it?
He asked himself, and then his consciousness gradually dispersed, and he thought of what he had experienced recently.

The anonymous phone call, the girl with amazing execution ability flashed through his mind.

Uncertainty about the selection of Fang Ze and Huang Liao flashed through his mind.

The words Gai Tuowen flashed through his mind.

Execution, creativity, persistence, works...many words flashed through his mind.

Then, with a sudden burst of inspiration, he suddenly woke up and suddenly thought of what was bothering him.

At this time, Abramovich, who was sitting opposite Chen Pingsheng, looked at the young man. The expression on his face changed from entangled to thoughtful, from confused to determined, and finally relieved, as if a long-troubled knot had been solved.

She blinked and said nothing, like a century-old towering tree, treating every pedestrian enjoying the shade equally and calmly.

10 minutes pass by in a blink of an eye, this is how time feels to the bystanders around you.

But for everyone involved in performance art, it represents a different time dimension.

Chen Pingsheng was no exception. When he walked down from the table, he even felt that something had changed in him.

Perhaps it was because he had a clearer plan for his future that led to this change.

"How's it going? Teacher Chen." Gai Tuowen had already gone up, and Fan Tiesheng, who was behind Gai Tuowen, asked curiously. He saw that Chen Pingsheng's expression seemed to be in a trance. "It feels very good." Chen Pingsheng said with a smile: "It made me think about some things."

"What is it? About the work?"

Chen Pingsheng touched his nose: "No, he is my assistant candidate."

"Which one are you going to choose?" Fan Tiesheng asked doubtfully.

"Prepare... to choose a more creative assistant." While Chen Pingsheng spoke, he was thinking about his future.

Because what he really lacks is a photo album and book that is truly his own.

All of his current shootings are following the same old path. Although it is a completely unopened new path in this world, it is easy to deceive others but very difficult to deceive oneself.

Chen Pingsheng is not a person who only wants to live in the shadow of others. While delivering these works to the world, he also hopes that he can express himself.

So he finally found the answer to what he had been confused about for a while. He needed to shoot a work that he thought about, planned by himself, and created by himself.

For this reason, he needs creativity and inspiration.

It requires different ideas to collide and look at problems.

Huang Liao is not necessarily the best candidate, but he only has this choice at the moment, so Chen Pingsheng no longer hesitates.

Of course, the completion of this work may not be smooth sailing, and it may take several years.

Only when you truly imagine the birth of a work from scratch can you understand how difficult it is.

New ideas, new shooting methods, and countless unknown journeys.

But I have to say that when he figured everything out, Chen Pingsheng felt unprecedentedly happy.

It was even more exciting than when he won the qualifying award.

He has begun to look forward to this unknown journey, no matter how many setbacks and sufferings he has to face ahead.

However, Chen Pingsheng does not intend to completely give up the filming of other works. For now, his more plans this year are to complete the filming of the original album.

Then travel to other countries, expand your horizons, and look for inspiration for new works.

Chen Pingsheng wants to shoot works that belong to the future, but one step ahead is a genius, and a hundred steps ahead is a madman.

At this time, the photography world has not yet come out of its outdated thinking, and the cobwebs of restraint still trap it in place, unable to move.

It also takes time for them to realize the infinite possibilities of photography.

Just after Chen Pingsheng thought about all this, Fan Tiesheng had already got down from the table.

His face was covered in sweat, and even the indoor air conditioner couldn't blow away the heat.

"Why are you sweating so much?" Gai Tuowen asked a little strangely.

He felt good when he came down. Maybe it was because he had the habit of meditating. For him, 10 minutes was just a simple morning exercise.

"That chair is too hard. It hurts my butt when I sit up! I'm about to get hemorrhoids." Fan Tiesheng sighed several times.

"If you have hemorrhoids, it doesn't mean you are old. It means you will definitely keep growing." Gai Tuowen joked with a smile.

"I'd rather not have sex than have hemorrhoids." Fan Tiesheng sighed again, looking like he was really tortured by this disease.

Chen Pingsheng couldn't help but touch his lower back, thinking that he probably wouldn't have hemorrhoids.

(End of this chapter)