Song Yuxi raised her head and looked at Gu Yuebai's firm eyes. She was moved beyond words.She knew that Gu Yuebai really wanted to take care of her and accompany her, but she couldn't drag him down.

"Ayu, I know you need time to think about it now, but I want you to know that no matter what decision you make, I will respect it." Gu Yuebai said softly.

Song Yuxi nodded slightly. She knew that Gu Yuebai was sincerely good to her, but she couldn't be selfish and couldn't let him give up a better future because of her.

From that day on, Song Yuxi disliked talking less and less and often stayed alone in a daze.

Gu Yuebai never gave up.He massages her hands and feet every day to make her feel more comfortable.

That night, when Gu Yuebai was massaging Song Yuxi, he noticed that her fingers were shaking slightly.He immediately stopped what he was doing and looked at her nervously.

"Ayu, what's wrong with you?" he asked worriedly.

Song Yuxi smiled slightly, "It's okay, I'm just a little tired."

Gu Yuebai immediately stood up and prepared to take her to the hospital.

"Ayu, you rest for a while, I'll drive." He said softly.

Song Yuxi nodded slightly. Although she was very tired, she didn't want Gu Yuebai to worry, so she waited for him quietly.

Gu Yuebai came back soon. He carefully carried the thin Song Yuxi into the car, covered him with a fleece blanket, and then drove away from home.

The hospital lights illuminated the dark night. Gu Yuebai took Song Yuxi to the emergency room, and the doctors immediately began to examine her body.

Gu Yuebai looked at Song Yuxi nervously, his heart full of worry. He held her hand and felt her fingers trembling slightly, and there was a pain in his heart.

"Doctor, how's it going?" he asked anxiously.

The doctors looked at the examination report, and their heavy expressions made Gu Yuebai's heart sink.

"Ayu..." Gu Yuebai called Song Yuxi's name softly. At this time, she had fallen into a coma. He regretted why he didn't find out that she was uncomfortable earlier and take her to the hospital earlier.

"Ms. Song was bedridden for a long time and her immunity was weakened due to her weak body. She was infected with pneumonia and needed immediate hospitalization."

Gu Yuebai blamed himself very much. He still didn't care enough about Song Yuxi, otherwise he wouldn't have noticed that she was sick.

It had been such a long time since the car accident, and Song Yuxi still couldn't get out of it. Gu Yuebai tried every means to cheer her up, but nothing worked. Her time seemed to have stopped when the car accident happened.

Song Yuxi rejected everything, including him.

Although she didn't say anything or did anything extreme, her depression and silence clearly told the people around her.

Until now, she has not let her parents know about her physical condition. Occasionally, she will call her parents and just say that she is very busy at work and can't go home. Gu Yuebai often sends money to her parents so that they can make money. They are reassured.

When Song Yuxi woke up again, it was already dark.

She didn't make any sound, and stared blankly at Gu Yuebai's back standing in front of the window in the darkness. She didn't know since when, he became thinner and thinner, and became more and more silent.

Except when he is in front of himself, he looks very sunny. When he is alone, he is very depressed.Song Yuxi looked at Gu Yuebai quietly, her heart filled with gratitude and pain.She knew that he had been paying for her, but she could not repay him.

At this moment, she suddenly realized that she had never really understood Gu Yuebai. His heart was full of sadness and loneliness. He had been guarding her silently, but she could not respond to his feelings.

Song Yuxi began to think about what she should do. She could not let Gu Yuebai give up his future for her, nor could she let him suffer for her.

Slowly she began to gain strength. She knew she would never recover, but she wanted to give up.

She knew this was difficult for Gu Yuebai to accept, but she was in too much pain and didn't want him to be so sad for her again.

Gu Yuebai felt Song Yuxi wake up, and he turned to look at her, his eyes full of tenderness and concern.

He came over and gently touched her face, "Ayu, you're awake."

Song Yuxi nodded slightly. She wanted to say something, but found that her throat could not make a sound.

Gu Yuebai looked at her painful look and felt a pain in his heart, "Ayu, you are sick and your throat is a little inflamed, so you can't speak for the time being. I know what you want to say, but don't be afraid, I'm always here. "

Song Yuxi looked at his firm eyes and felt more and more sad. She knew that she had not seen the wrong person or loved the wrong person, but she could not go on like this. It would not be good for herself or him.

In the following days, Song Yuxi became more and more silent. Anyway, her voice was not strong enough to speak. She was planning how to leave this world without others being so sad.

Gu Yuebai seemed to feel the changes in her, and he became more and more worried that she would do something extreme, but he knew that she needed time to think, so he could only guard her silently, hoping that she could figure it out.

Finally, one night, Song Yuxi made up her mind. She did not let Gu Yuebai know his thoughts because he would definitely stop her. Although this decision was difficult, she knew that it was to free herself and for Gu Yuebai. good.

Gu Yuebai guarded Song Yuxi almost every step of the way. He seemed to be very scared.

In the evening, Song Yuxi said in a hoarse voice: "Yu Bai, please take me out for a walk." Her voice was very low, but Gu Yuebai's eyes lit up. In his opinion, this was a step taken by Song Yuxi. Stride.

In fact, he didn't know that Song Yuxi was ready to die.

Gu Yuebai took Song Yuxi out in surprise. Although her body was very weak, her eyes were extremely firm.

Gu Yuebai pushed Song Yuxi on the quiet path. Song Yuxi held on to the armrest of the wheelchair tightly. Although she looked calm on the outside, her heart was full of complex emotions.

Gu Yuebai took her to a beautiful sea of ​​flowers. Flowers of various colors looked particularly bright under the sunset.

"Ayu, do you like it here?" he asked gently.

Song Yuxi nodded slightly, took a deep breath, and then spoke slowly: "Yu Bai, I want to be with you."

A hint of surprise flashed in Gu Yuebai's eyes, and he held her hand tightly, "Ayu, I've been waiting for you."

Their hands were clasped together as tightly as their hearts.

However, Song Yuxi's heart was full of pain and struggle. She knew about her physical condition, but she didn't want Gu Yuebai to know what she was thinking.


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