Da Qin: The First Emperor wanted to train me to be the empress

Xu Man sniffed and smiled: "Yeah, I didn't expect that either."

She really didn't expect that most of the palace servants and maids who could stay by her side and persist silently for several years were arranged by her mother.

It seems that after returning from this trip, I have to have a serious chat with Xue Niang.

Back then, my mother passed away less than two hours after I was born. I had no idea what her old man's plans were for me.

"It's okay. Let's go back and check with the old man in Huazhang Palace."

Ying Zheng gently held his daughter's head with his big hand and comforted her softly, "It's my fault that I didn't take good care of you mother and daughter."

"Father, I don't blame you."

Xu Man lay on his father's lap and said in a muffled voice, "You were doing it for the sake of the world and at the critical moment of the unification of China, it was normal for you not to care about our mother and daughter."

I just feel sorry for my mother.

My mother must have been very scared at that time. She died so silently that even her burial place was not revealed until today.

As an emperor, Ying Zheng is undoubtedly qualified, but as a husband and father, he is too unqualified.

Although she comforted her father and said she didn't blame him, her heartache for her mother was real.

The princess of a small country that was destroyed was so terrified in Qin's harem that she could count on one hand the number of times she could see her man.

She had risked her life to give birth to her child. How could she not force herself to make the best arrangements for her daughter at the end of her life? What was that like?

Just thinking about it makes me so heartbroken that I can't breathe.

Xu Man thought of this, and Ying Zheng probably understood it.

But the matter has come to this, all he can do is to give her the most decent status, and also to build confidence for Jiu Dainu, the princess.

The father and daughter left Xianyang in such sadness, nostalgia and guilt, and drove towards the mountain closest to Lishan Mountain in the northwest.

Strictly speaking, this is the secondary mountain of Lishan Mountain and is within the protection scope of the sergeant.

This mountain is the burial place of harem ladies who have no status.     Bleak and lonely.

After passing the perimeter guard, the identity was checked and released.

Xu Man opened the car curtain and looked out, and saw a few tombs scattered on this small hillside, and he didn't know which one belonged to his mother.

The emperor's chariot stopped at the foot of the mountain. Ying Zheng led his daughter to the ground and looked up at the tomb on the hillside with a complicated expression.

He knew that this was the destination of the women in his harem.

Thinking of these women who were sent to the palace far away from their hometown, some did not even leave a son and a half daughters behind, and some even left a son and a half daughters behind, but they did not live long.

Especially Xu'er's mother, who passed away after giving birth to her child and learning that King Qin had named her daughter. She was the most miserable woman.

After a brief silence, Ying Zheng gave the order: "Come and lead the way."

"only."

Several men with solemn faces came out of the crowd and walked at the front, while Ying Zheng held Xu Man's little hand and followed up the mountain step by step.

Everyone stopped in front of the tomb closest to the foot of the mountain: "Your Majesty, Your Royal Highness, this is the tomb of the Queen's mother, Mrs. Liang."

Xu Man: "..." It's really perfunctory.

Ying Zheng's pupils narrowed sharply. He looked at the locations of the other tombs in the distance, and then looked at the shabby, small and overgrown tomb in front of him. His mood was extremely complicated.

I want to vent my inner anger, but I can't find the source of venting.

All of this was caused by her own lack of attention. The main fault was that she didn't pay enough attention to these women.

What can he do to himself? Let someone give you a slap in the face?

Xu Man let go of his father's big hand and took heavy steps to kneel down in front of his mother's grave: "Mother, Xu'er is here to see you."