Sheng Qingtang smiled helplessly, "I'm not angry, and you're not a child. You naturally have some considerations when making decisions."

As for swearing, she didn't want to hear any promises.

Not interesting.

No matter what kind of men they are, they always like to say nonsense. If the same thing happens next time, they might still make the same decision.

Even, in the name of love!
Gu Yanli was very sensitive to people's emotions. There was no resentment in Sheng Qingtang's words, but he could hear a hint of abandonment in them.

It was as if he had been abandoned in her life.

"Madam?" Is it just because of this one thing?

"Qingtang, if I did something wrong, can you just tell me?" Gu Yanli felt as if his heart was being stabbed with a needle.

But he has never had such an experience, and he doesn't know what to do now to bring the two of them back to the past.

"I didn't get along with many people in my previous life. I didn't know how to treat people well, and I didn't discuss my plans with them. I haven't reacted in this life."

"You are the most important person in my life. I don't want you to get hurt because of me, so I subconsciously want to avoid you. If you don't want me to do this, I won't hide anything from you in the future, and I will also talk to you. You discuss it.”

His eyes were reddish, filled with paranoia and sadness that Sheng Qingtang had never seen before, "But please, don't give up on me, okay?"

He grabbed her hand, and even though he didn't want her to break away, he didn't dare to use any strength, "I have nothing in this world, if..."

If you don't want me anymore, then what's the point of living for me?

Sheng Qingtang actually never thought about forcing Gu Yanli to do anything, but she just figured it out. She was different from women of this era and would not live dependent on men.

"Gu Yanli, I don't mean to abandon you, I just... I just want to live on my own. Before I got married, I lived on my own. After I got married, you have always been by my side, so I seem to rely on you for everything. But this time you left, I realized that you can’t be by my side all the time.”

Sheng Qingtang's thoughts were very confused now, and she didn't know what to say, but she had never regretted her decision.

She couldn't do it. While Gu Yanli was struggling outside, she sat at home waiting for news from him like a woman of this era.

Even this news was a white lie on his part.

Whether it's love or marriage, the breakdown of trust between two people comes from unequal information, and she doesn't want to be a canary.

"Besides, Gu Yanli, please touch your heart and say, are you really making this decision without consulting me to prevent me from getting hurt?"

"You are not with me, but in your plan. Your plan is not guaranteed to succeed, you may also be injured, and the plan may not keep up with the changes and fail; do you think I can be happy when you are in danger? Life? Won’t I worry?”

Gu Yanli held her hand, clenched it unconsciously, and then immediately loosened it a little. He really didn't expect that he would end up with such a tragic outcome just by making such a small decision.

"Madam, it's my fault for not thinking carefully. I made you worry, but you can't draw a clear line with me just because of this."

Seeing Gu Yanli's appearance, she felt uncomfortable, but, "Gu Yanli, I have not drawn a clear line with you. We are still a married couple. This is no different from before."

Gu Yanli shook his head, there was a difference, of course there was a difference. The two people who were once loving each other became respectful to each other. This was the biggest punishment for him.

He hoped that she could still smile at him and make trouble with him without any scruples as before.

I would lie on his chest at night and talk to him about all kinds of weird things in the notebooks, commenting on the author's improper thoughts. "Hey, Gu Yanli, you didn't discuss it with me because you didn't want me to have an accident, and also because I'm a woman, right? It's okay for me to mess around at home, but you always feel that I don't care about things outside. I understand, so you don’t need to tell me, right?”

"It's true that I'm not as smart as you, but as a wife, I at least have the right to know. I can't even imagine that I don't know what you are doing outside, and then one day someone comes to me to ask for an explanation. I am confused. You know, some things even need to be known from outsiders’ mouths.”

"Would you be happy if I did this to you?"

Gu Yanli shook his head, "Madam, I have never looked down on you because you are a woman."

"You just think that the conspiracy outside is inherently a battlefield for men. You are protecting me, but you didn't ask me if I needed such protection, so you easily made the decision for me."

Gu Yanli couldn't refute this. He did subconsciously protect Qingtang under his wings and give her the best.

But she forgot to ask if the things he gave her were what she wanted.

"My lady, I'm sorry."

Sheng Qingtang shook his head. In fact, she also wanted to thank him for taking the initiative this time. If it hadn't been for this incident, she might have sunk deeper.

One day in the future, like women in this world, she will stay at home and wait for news about her husband, handle the family's property, take care of the children, and be a good wife and mother.

Maybe one day Gu Yanli will become the master of this world, and then there will be countless people in the court who may not like her, the only favorite queen.

Although Gu Yanli would not betray her because of the contract, she did not want to suffer the infamy and persecution.

She even ended up being a virtuous queen for the sake of face.

This kind of life may seem good to countless people. After all, the queen is inferior to one person and superior to ten thousand people, but this kind of life is what she once rejected the most.

She never wanted to be the woman behind a successful man.

Rather than adding chips to men, she is more willing to add power to herself.

She hopes that one day when people mention Sheng Qingtang, she has a good child and a devoted husband.

It's about what contribution Sheng Qingtang has made to the world. The history books have a separate preface for her, not someone else's subordinate.

"Madam, I will tell you everything from now on. Can we still be the same as before?"

In fact, Sheng Qingtang didn't know how to answer this question.

If it were another situation, she might have agreed without hesitation, but now that she wanted to compete in the world, what should she do after agreeing to him.

He was a descendant of the royal family, and people in ancient times attached great importance to blood clans. She was not sure that her status in his heart would not be shaken when she faced these, and he would not even be alienated at all.

"I do not know either."

Sheng Qingtang is a very loyal person, she can say whatever she thinks, "I don't know now, maybe I can give you the answer one day in the future, but Gu Yanli, let me say this solemnly, I always feel that women and men Same."

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