I'm on the peninsula, and I start living with my aunt and my teammates.

Chapter 32 Aunt Taeyeon, I’m here.

so tired.

I am pretty tired.

Kim Taeyeon huddled on the sofa, and there seemed to be countless voices whispering in her ears, making her upset.

She felt like her stomach was on fire. Kim Taeyeon couldn't remember exactly when she started to have stomach problems. She would often accumulate food after eating just a little bit.

That feeling is very annoying.

Kim Taeyeon went to the hospital and the doctor said it was a neurological problem, not a stomach problem.

Haha, am I mentally ill?
Alcohol made Kim Taeyeon's thinking become chaotic. She was obviously tired both physically and mentally, but she couldn't fall asleep at all.

Oh, so it doesn’t work even if you’re drunk?

In the past few months, she would often wake up inexplicably, and then she would never be able to sleep again. She could only sit on the window sill and look at the moon, counting the countless stars one by one.

Then, when the sun rises, I hide under the quilt as if I was isolated from the world.

Kim Taeyeon doesn't want to see anyone at all. She would rather be immersed in the world of the game and make money alone. Those characters are far cuter than the guys on the Internet who don't know whether they are human or ghost.

However, Kim Taeyeon is an artist.

An artist who can't escape being in the spotlight.

She wants to appear on the show, she wants to release an album, and she wants to hold a concert.

Her life is not her own, it belongs to SM, her management team, and her fans...

Only it’s not your own.

The love and expectations, slander and attacks from the crowd are all accumulated in Kim Taeyeon's heart, which cannot be resolved or eliminated.

There used to be eight people who could help her, but now Kim Taeyeon only has herself.

"Where have you all been?"

Kim Taeyeon whispered softly.

Her mind still replayed the previous scene where everyone drank together. Choi Soo-young secretly poured out the wine. Kim Hyo-yeon wanted to drink all the remaining wine, but was discovered by Kwon Yuri. Lee Soon-kyu smiled and talked to Huang Miying on the tablet. What, Xu Xian quietly tasted the dishes on the table.

How lively.

It seems that only on such occasions can Kim Taeyeon feel less lonely.

However, in the blink of an eye, she was alone in the huge house again, and the huge feeling of loneliness and powerlessness kept attacking her.

Kim Taeyeon's shoulders shrugged feebly, as if she wanted to vent all the emotions in her heart at once, but she was stuck in the middle.

A certain darkness keeps sinking, seeming to want to crush Kim Taeyeon.

She wanted to ask for help, but she didn't know what to do.

help me.

Can anyone help me?
Suddenly, a warm embrace pulled her into his arms.

……

Lin Yan in the kitchen frowned in confusion. Did he just...did he hear wrongly?
"Aunt Taeyeon?"

Lin Yan called out tentatively. He had to confirm whether he was hallucinating.

Although the boy didn't drink tonight, it's not surprising that he had auditory hallucinations after being yelled at by those from Girls' Generation all night long.

There was no movement in the living room, and Kim Taeyeon still maintained that posture, with her long hair hanging down, covering her face, making it difficult to see what was going on.

Lin Yan wiped his hands and had to step out to check the situation.

"Aunt Taeyeon?" Lin Yan came to Jin Taeyeon's side and called again with a slightly higher volume.

"Woooo..."

He heard clearly now that this aunt was indeed crying.

Is it because...you're drunk?
Kim Taeyeon didn't seem to hear Lin Yan's words and still buried her head in her knees. She didn't seem to have any intention of raising her head to answer the question.Lin Yan was still hesitating about what to do. After all, he didn't have much experience when facing this kind of thing.

Yes, Huang Meiying was drunk too, but she was his aunt, so she could just do whatever she wanted. It was normal for her to curse in a hurry, and it didn't matter if she got started.

Lin Yan and Kim Taeyeon had only known each other for a few days.

This aunt wouldn't be so drunk that she would dislike her for being nosy. Not everyone likes to have their embarrassed side seen by others.

"help me……"

However, Kim Taeyeon's murmur awakened Lin Yan from deep thought.

Kim Taeyeon is asking for help.

But isn't she sitting in front of him properly?

Lin Yan subconsciously recalled what Huang Meiying had said to her. Her aunt said that Kim Taeyeon's mental condition was not stable, which made her very worried. She hoped that her nephew could take more care of her friend during this time.

Mental instability...

Could it be that this is the situation in front of us?

Lin Yan didn't think too much about it. No matter what the reason was, at least Kim Taeyeon's situation was obviously not right at this time. She still had to help if she could.

What's more, Kim Taeyeon at this time is indeed quite distressing.

This aunt is obviously right next to her, but she seems to have isolated herself in another world. There seems to be a huge gap between the two people.

Lin Yan hesitated for a moment, but finally offered his shoulder.

He felt that Kim Taeyeon might want to lean on her. Although she didn't say it, she couldn't feel his presence. She was just embarrassed.

However, Kim Taeyeon still didn't move, and her tears were getting more and more violent.

The sobs in Lin Yan's ears became increasingly clear.

"Aunt Taeyeon?"

Lin Yan panicked a little. He had never encountered such a situation before.

Kim Taeyeon's words "Help me" just now kept echoing in his ears. Although it was very slight, Lin Yan was sure that he heard it correctly.

I should do something!
Although Lin Yan didn't know what happened to Kim Taeyeon, he knew that something was wrong with this aunt at this time.

The boy hesitated for a moment, but finally gritted his teeth, gently hugged Kim Taeyeon's thin shoulders, and held the little one tightly in his arms: "Aunt Taeyeon, I'm here."

Kim Taeyeon struggled a few times at first, but quickly calmed down.

Lin Yan could feel that his chest was soaked with tears, but as long as Kim Taeyeon could get better, the rest wouldn't matter.

At least it can show that his behavior is not to take advantage of others' danger, but to be a good person and do good deeds.

Girls' Generation should at least give themselves a good citizen award.

……

So warm.

This is Kim Taeyeon's only feeling.

When she was surrounded by that huge loneliness and darkness, a hug appeared and pulled her out of that sinking situation.

Kim Taeyeon opened her eyes vaguely and looked at the boy in front of her through eyelashes covered by tears.

She opened her mouth.

The voice was very soft and a bit hoarse.

"Little words?"

"Yes, Aunt Taeyeon, I'm here."

(End of this chapter)