Dressed as a widow, raising cubs, farming and building infrastructure in Ming Dynasty

Not everyone will fall in love with someone else and choose someone else for a house worth 500 million.

In this world, there are always those foolish fools who stick to their original aspirations and remain determined.

On the contrary, every time because of survival and circumstances, I drift like a duckweed. In panic, I choose someone I think is right to catch.

Up to now, people have not grown old, but their hearts have gone through vicissitudes of life.

At this moment, she tried to deny it with reason and thought that Zhu Yue belonged to the dead Liu Xuejiang, but she could no longer deceive herself.

Even though Zhu Yue was so special to her because of Liu Xuejiang, she still fell hopelessly in love with Zhu Yue.

This long-suppressed feeling that she never dared or wanted to admit, once confirmed, immediately flooded her like a torrential flood.

She didn't have much contact with Zhu Yue, and she didn't even get along with Yang Shen as long as she did.

Perhaps, from the first time he saw him in Yanzi Tower, he had been deeply etched into his heart.

This is a natural appreciation and desire between men and women, and has nothing to do with status.

Instead, because of the gap in status, she has been reminding herself to be rational and keep a distance from Zhu Yue.

At this moment, she is already a wife and has long lost the qualification to express love to others.

But when there was no one else around, facing the unconscious Zhu Yue alone, she still chose to hold his cold hand tightly.

Zhu Yue's hands are not smooth and soft. Instead, they may have a thick layer of calluses due to years of sword practice.

Qin Liu slowly touched every line on his palm, letting tears fall.

She never did anything for him.

He has never made any demands on himself, except that time in Snow Nest, where he said he wanted to go to the south together.

The warm and stable south is a beautiful dream, a place that can never be reached.

When there were footsteps at the door, Qin Liu let go and put Zhu Yue's hand into the quilt.

She was about to get up and leave, but found that her hand was held tightly by Zhu Yue.

Qin Liu's tears flowed down again unsatisfactorily.

……

Half a month later, the Tatar soldiers retreated, and the martial law in Xuanfu and Datong was lifted.

Ma Ang came to Xuanfu to take Qin Liu back to Datong.

Zhu Yue has recovered and can get out of bed and move around.Because the antidote was taken promptly and was symptomatic, the poison caused by the arrow wound was limited this time.

On the third day after he woke up, Qin Liu left the original Baoguo Gongfu Villa, now the Funing Houfu Villa, and stayed at Ma Yuekai's inn.

She didn't have anything to do in the inn, she just spent the day in a daze.

Every step she took, every fork in her choice, was the best choice she could make under the circumstances.

Even the impulsive marriage to Ma Ang was the product of the state of mind and rational decision at the time.

No matter how good Zhu Yue is, she doesn't dare to think about marrying him.After experiencing the marriage change with Bals and the hatred she had accumulated over the past two lifetimes, she chose Ma Ang without hesitation.

Ma Ang is a good husband, affectionate and righteous, very kind to her, and very considerate of his family.

She could have spent her whole life with him.

If not for this incident.

If the last layer of reason is not torn apart, the brightest and most naked heart inside is revealed.

She can also live in a state of self-deception.

How does she face Ma Ang now?

Seeing Qin Liu stunned, Ma Ang said many words of relief.His mood was extremely complicated.

When the troops in Datong City came to the city, he was on guard day and night and could not go home.Unexpectedly, in the huge city of Datong, only his home was looted by Tatar soldiers. He lost all his money and his wife was kidnapped.

Maang immediately realized whose work it was.

Bals, who was once a young man in Yanzilou, is now the great Jinong who controls the entire Mongolian right wing, and this time the leader of [-] Tatar cavalry, he is still obsessed with her!
Ma Ang was angry and sad, filled with frustration.

Qin Liu treats him well and can be called a model wife.But she has always refused to have children, so they can never be like a real family, connected by blood.

Now there is Bals trying to steal her with great force, and it is really depressing that he can't protect her.

Ma Yue and Sister Ma Feng finally came over.

Sister Ma Feng has long been angry.I heard that this sister-in-law has lived in Xuanfu for a long time, but she has never wanted to see Ma Yue and her family. What a big deal!

In front of Qin Liu, Sister Ma Feng said angrily: "Brother, you don't know, do you? My sister-in-law has a wide range of ways! The young man from Funinghou Mansion comes here to look for her every now and then! It seems that she has caught the eye of the noble!"

Ma Ang looked at Qin Liu, who was stunned, with complicated eyes, asking her to give a reasonable explanation, so as to prevent the matter from getting darker and darker.

Qin Liu said numbly: "Zhu Yue was injured and poisoned, all because of me..." As he spoke, his eyes became moist.

What Zhu Yue did was like digging a big hole in her heart, making her feel like she was leaking air everywhere and losing her soul.

Even facing her husband Ma Ang, whom she has been with for several years, she cannot calm down.

Sister Ma Feng pursed her lips, but ultimately said nothing more.

She later wore the set of clothes Qin Liu gave her to Jinxiufang.As a result, the boss was extremely enthusiastic about her and regarded her as a noble person of the Baoguo Palace.

Only then did she know that the clothes were bought by the Xuanhe Baoguo Duke's Mansion.

This little widow is very capable, but after snatching Bals away, she is still involved with the Baoguo Duke's government!

But she finally married her eldest brother.

It's like a broken shoe that goes around in a circle and no one wants to give it to the big brother again.

The same goes for my eldest brother. When he got married, he didn't even call them. He just held the wedding banquet at his hometown in Shabaozi Town and ignored his mother, second brother and me!

After several years of marriage, she has never come to see her, her former neighbor and good sister. She is even more alienated than a stranger!
How does this make her angry?
New hatred and old hatred came to my heart together.

After the whole family had dinner, Ma Ang and Qin Liu returned to the inn.

After disappearing for more than 20 days, he thought about the various treatments she would receive.

He could understand the helplessness of a weak woman with no strength in her hands facing the Tatar cavalry.

Seeing Qin Liu's dazed look, he just said with relief: "It's all over, it's okay. Let's go back to Datong and live a good life."

Qin Liu looked at him blankly, and his eyes seemed to be looking elsewhere through him.

Yes, she should go back to Datong and live a good life.

What can she do?

She can't do anything.

She could only bury her head in the sand like an ostrich and let the big hole in her heart leak.

Datong and Xuanfu are hundreds of miles apart, and they are independent border towns.

Once she leaves, it will be difficult to have any news about Zhu Yue.

Well, that's fine too.

After returning to Datong, Ma Ang found that Qin Liu was in a very bad mental state.

She was no longer busy cooking, cleaning the house, or doing needlework, but was in a daze all day long.

Sometimes when I return home after dark, the house is deserted, the stove is cold, and there is no smoke at all.

Aunt Ma sighed.The daughter-in-law seems to have changed. She is no longer filial to her and has to do all the housework every day.