Dragons: Reboot the New World

Chapter 197 Scene 142 Chu Zihang wakes up!Xia Mi takes action!

"Because that thing must be sent away, and if you sacrifice it for this, Yamahiko may not be able to escape." Menike said, "Now that thing is safe, I will come back to you to ask for my friend's life. This is our usual style. , you have to get used to it.”

"Do I need to get used to it?"

"Because I know it is difficult to kill you completely, so you will be resurrected countless times in the future. At that time, there will be a group called the Lion Heart Society to kill you. Their style will be a bit like ours." Mene Grams said, "We are Lionhearts, a group of human beings."

"Human power?"

"Yes, I can last for about an hour after the blood burst, but I'm too tired now. I'm afraid I can't do it anymore. Let's start as soon as possible," Menike said. "Before we start, I want to ask your name. ."

"Wei Ming Wuyue, or... Li Wuyue."

"Wei Ming and Li are both Xixia surnames. Do you know Li Yuanhao? Or...Wei Ming Wei Li Wu Zhu."

"He is my brother." The dragon raised his head and looked at the rain in the sky silently.

"What's the name of your dragon family?" Menek asked.

"I forgot, I have forgotten for many years," the dragon said softly, "For me, the name is not important."

"Aren't you curious why I didn't try to seize the Black King's egg and instead waited for you here?" he asked.

"It's very curious."

"Because it doesn't matter whose hands it is in. Black King Ned Hogg, he is the supreme, powerful and virtuous existence. No one can advance or delay his awakening, and he cannot be destroyed. One day you will understand this, all struggles are futile, the only one who can kill the black king is the new black king... or the black king himself."

The wind was violent and the rain was fierce. Behind the dragons and Menike, the same iron-green membrane wings opened like a fan. The ancient dragon race and the strongest human race roared and collided in the air.

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"Want to live for yourself again?" Lu Mang asked.

"..." Chu Zihang was silent.

"Why the blood?"

"Only in this way can I be myself."

"Can't you be yourself without bursting with blood?"

"If I hadn't come to Kassel, I would have nothing. Only by killing dragons can I feel alive."

"What about them?" Lu Mang pointed at the people around him, "With them here, how can you say you have nothing?"

"..." Chu Zihang was silent.

"It's the so-called sense of alienation again, right?" Lu Mang sighed, "Actually, it's just your wishful thinking. If you think you are incompatible with this world, then you will be incompatible with this world."

"You killed the dragon by exploding blood and were praised by the academy. Are you happy?"

"Be happy." Chu Zihang thought for a while and then said, "But I'm not happy either."

"Then which side is the real feeling?" Lu Mang asked.

"I don't know, either side feels real to me."

"Is that why you keep bursting with blood?"

"En." Chu Zihang nodded.

"You're going to die, do you know that?"

"Yes." Chu Zihang nodded again, "But I can only feel myself when my blood bursts."

"But your bloodline will gradually get out of control, and you will no longer be you." Lu Mang said seriously, "The real you will disappear without a trace."

"It doesn't matter..." Chu Zihang said softly.

"After listening to what I told you before, do you still think it doesn't matter?" Lu Mang frowned, his expression exactly the same as Chu Zihang's, "So many people care about you."

"Right." Chu Zihang said.

"What are you afraid of?"

"rain."

"What do you like?"

"together with friends."

"If you don't explode, you will lose everything around you?"

"Ah."

"In the end, you still live for others." Lu Mang seemed not to want to say any more.

"How to live for yourself?" Chu Zihang asked softly.

"Before asking this question, you must first understand what you are."

"What am I?"

"Didn't I tell you before? The perception of you by the people around you constitutes you and Chu Zihang as a person."

"But they don't really understand me."

"Don't I know you?" Lu Mingfei said.

"I also know you very well, senior brother. If there is anyone in this world who knows you best, it would be me." Xia Mi said with a smile.

"Why do I still feel not enough..." Chu Zihang lowered his head.

"Of course it won't be enough, that's natural." Lu Mang patted his shoulder, "Because you are the only one who knows you best, and others cannot fully understand you."

"The only one who can comfort and understand you is yourself."

"So cherish yourself."

"What should I do?" Chu Zihang asked.

"Make peace with the world." Lu Mang said, "Make peace with yourself."

"Why reconcile with the world?"

"Because if there is no existence outside of you, you will not know your own form. People in the world can help you see yourself clearly,"

"Can you know your own form only by seeing other people's forms..."

"Yes, only when you see the barrier between yourself and others, or the "Blood Sorrow", can you imagine your own form. Without others, you can't see yourself. "

"Is "Bloodmourne" also a part of me? "

"Yes, so you have to accept "Blood Mourning". "

"Because mixed breeds have "Blood Sorrow", the mixed race itself can exist, right? If there is no "Blood Sorrow", the mixed race cannot be called a mixed race, so a person will still be the same person no matter where he goes. "

"Yes, only by truly understanding the gap between hybrids and humans can we shape ourselves."

“But isn’t the essence of ‘Blood Mourning’ loneliness? "

"It depends on how you characterize it." Lu Mang shrugged, "From a human perspective, it is indeed loneliness, but from a hybrid perspective, "Blood Sorrow" brings hybrids together. , even if it is called a bond between mixed species, it is not an exaggeration. "

"So I'm half-breed."

"So you're a half-breed."

"Why do I feel pain? Because I always think of myself as a human being."

"I didn't say you can't regard yourself as a human being, but you have to understand that you and humans are no longer the same species."

"Then what can I have as a hybrid? What can I have as a human?"

"There are many, many." Lu Mang turned around, and a large piece of light appeared in the darkness.

……

The four aunt-level women giggled. Each of them was wearing silk nightgowns. They were drinking black tea to hangover after getting up from last night. They were all unkempt, and they didn’t even wash their hair or take off their makeup. The makeup was still there. His face was a mess.

"Ah, Zihang is here!" Aunt Anne screamed, and then three women surrounded him.Glancing at his mother, who was curled up in the corner of the sofa wrapped in a thin blanket, Chu Zihang shook his head, "The air conditioner is turned on too much. The indoor temperature is about 20 degrees. No wonder you feel cold."

He grabbed the air conditioner remote control and started to adjust it, "It's dry in the air-conditioned room. Drink more water."

Then he walked to a window and closed the curtains, "This side faces the public walkway outside. People outside can see you dressed like this."

"Zihang is getting more and more verbose now." Su Xiaoyan jumped up from the sofa and messed up Chu Zihang's hair with both hands.

Long-winded?Maybe it's that man's genetic inheritance?Chu Zihang let her finish, then jumped back to the sofa and curled up, arranging his hair with both hands.

Now, he probably understood why the man kept thinking about the little thing of "drinking milk". It was probably because he knew that what he had lost would never come back, so he didn't dare to ask for it. He just wanted to do something to show that the things in the past were not his. It's illusory. I still have a connection with the past, right?
It is a long, dense thread leading to past memories. It seems that as long as it continues, there will be no despair, and you can still not give up.

Chu Zihang gently closed the door behind him to separate the woman's noise from him.

……

"The best ending does not belong to ordinary people. It always requires you to fight your way through thousands of armies. The last dog, passing through the fire of countless dragon riders, makes a move that changes the situation of the battle when the last drop of blood is left. Claw! If you die on the way, it's natural. But a dog that doesn't rush into gunfire is not a good dog!"

At Six Flags Amusement Park, Lu Mingfei's face was full of justice.

"I have never played StarCraft." Chu Zihang said.

"Dizzy." Lu Mingfei raised his forehead, "I'm just making a metaphor. It doesn't matter whether you have played StarCraft or not."

"I know." Chu Zihang nodded lightly, "But I really don't like Xia Mi... I just feel very ashamed."

"Oh no matter what he likes to feel guilty about." Lu Mingfei pushed Chu Zihang forward hard, "Let's go first!"

Sitting on the merry-go-round, the lights of the carousel reflected Xia Mi's body in a beautiful rose red color, and her hair rose and fell in the wind, like a butterfly flying.

Chu Zihang stared straight ahead, motionless, and sat upright. The girl hugged Chu Zihang tightly from behind and pressed her face against his broad back.

Now, he seemed to understand what Lu Mingfei meant when he said that.

Loving someone is a very courageous thing.

Chu Zihang jumped off the wooden horse and gently held the camera floating in the air. Inside was a photo of them.

……

Chu Zihang ran aimlessly and unknowingly arrived near the girls' dormitory. He wiped the rain off his face and was about to call Xia Mi again.

"Brother!" someone shouted.

He looked at the source of the sound as if he was electrocuted. He saw the girl wearing a small sling, making a small tent above her head with her hands, and running towards him with squeaky slippers on her feet.

Chu Zihang shook his head slightly and ran towards her.

The two hugged each other in the pouring rain. He lowered his head and said, "Where have you been?"

The girl didn't speak, she just raised her head and looked at him with her watery eyes.

What to do at this time?The girl you like tilts her head and looks at you in your arms, her eyes are like a stream of autumn water, and like the raindrops pouring down around them at this time.

Junior brother said that this is a girl asking for a kiss.

In fact, Xia Mi didn't need Chu Zihang to get closer at all. As soon as Chu Zihang's eyes showed that he was ready to get closer, Xia Mi kissed him gently on the lips.

The girl's lips were slightly cold, as if there was a cold wind blowing on the way back, and her breath carried an erratic body fragrance, covering him overwhelmingly.

When the kiss ended, the rain stopped for some reason, leaving only sparse water droplets, and their eyes met each other soaked.

"I'm sleeping in the dormitory." The girl stuck out her tongue and said with a smile, "I'm sorry, senior brother, for making you anxious."

"I slept so deeply..." Chu Zihang muttered to himself.

"Then...I'll go back if nothing happens?" Xia Mi took a few steps back.

"Yeah." Chu Zihang said.

Xia Mi suddenly seemed to remember something, and walked forward quickly, stood on tiptoes and kissed his face gently, "Good night, senior brother."

After doing all this, she ran away quickly.

Chu Zihang stood there, watching Xia Mi disappear into the dormitory building, and then touched the place where she had just kissed him.

"Good night." He turned and walked back.

……

"Is it beautiful?" Lu Mang asked.

"wonderful."

"Want to protect these moments?"

"think."

"Have you seen your own heart clearly?"

"Different ways of accepting it will produce completely different results." Chu Zihang said calmly.

"That's right." Lu Mang sighed, "If you don't accept the "Blood Sorrow", then you are a human being. If you accept the "Blood Sorrow", then you are a hybrid. "

"Human reality is nothing more than this, so we want to know the deeper truth, which is the inner truth."

"You as a human and you as a hybrid exist at the same time."

"I... seem to understand."

"Let Chu Zihang be you, instead of you being Chu Zihang."

"I am the senior brother of Lu Mingfei, the junior brother of Fingel, the student of Professor Schneider, the junior of Principal Ange, the son of Chu Tianjiao and Su Xiaoyan, and the lover of Xia Mi."

"I am Chu Zihang, and I want to be myself." Chu Zihang and Lu Mang said together.

The darkness dispersed, and Chu Zihang stood in a blue sky and white clouds, surrounded by people, and applause rang out.

"Congratulations." Everyone said in unison.

"I can do anything now." Chu Zihang clenched his fists, "I want to live for myself, and I want to move forward for my own wishes, not the wishes imposed on me by the outside world."

"I no longer treat my mother well out of guilt, I no longer live to kill Odin, and I no longer make promises to Xia Mi out of the so-called sense of responsibility."

"I want to give everyone a better future, from the bottom of my heart, my heart's desire, my own wish."

"So you can do anything now." Lu Mang smiled and clapped, "This is... the power of the mind."

"Can I go out?" Chu Zihang asked.

"of course."

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"This wave..." the dragon fighting Menike muttered to himself, "What is it?"

"Don't dragons know that you can't just look around when fighting?" Menike seized the opportunity and slashed with Atkan's long knife, cutting a bloody mark on the scales on the dragon's chest.

"Go away! I don't have time to play with you, this bug!" The dragon roared angrily, and the broken wings on his back instantly grew out. He flapped his wings, and the cross figure stood in mid-air with his back to the moon.

"Have you been conserving your strength before...?" Menike looked up and muttered to himself.

"Is it that hybrid?!" The dragon looked at Chu Zihang lying on the ground, with a trace of panic in his golden eyes, "No, we have to deal with him!"

It dived quickly towards Chu Zihang.

But was stopped.

The dragon looked at the figure blocking Chu Zihang in confusion.

"Did you ask me before touching my boyfriend?"

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