Dragons: Reboot the New World

Chapter 123 No.70 I can do it for you and me
"That's not necessary." Nono sipped the beer, "Just give me some time to relax. What's more, you owe it to that girl. You can't be so selfish."

"..." Lu Mingfei was silent for a while, "Why does Senior Sister think I am selfish?"

"You deprived that girl of her right to know you. Isn't that selfish?"

"Why can't she get to know you this time?"

"I just think... if she gets to know me, she might like me again, but I can't be with her, right? So... it will make her sad again, and I don't want to make her sad."

"Why does she like you?" Nono asked.

"Maybe... that hug under the sea?" Lu Mingfei said uncertainly, "It should be that time."

"You yourself said it was a hug under the sea, so wouldn't it be fine if you didn't hug her this time?"

"I'm afraid that she will be like you, senior sister... and regain her memory. If that's the case, then I really don't know what to do."

"Oh." Nono stopped talking.

Lu Mingfei thought that this matter could be kept secret for a long time, at least he didn't have to face it now, and he would talk to his senior sister about it properly when he got to Japan.

But tonight Nuonuo asked about it unexpectedly, not even giving Lu Mingfei a way out. In this small glass attic, he had nowhere to escape, and he had to listen whether he wanted to or not.

"Speaking of which, I should have treated you very badly in my last life, right?" Nono smiled coldly, "Otherwise you wouldn't have regarded her as me, and you wouldn't have interacted with that girl."

"No...you are overthinking...it has nothing to do with you." The more Lu Mingfei spoke, the more clumsy he felt.

"You don't have to speak for me. I know what kind of person I am. I've never been as good as you think."

"I have a primary school classmate. He has been looking for me for more than ten years. I have occasionally responded to him. I mean before I met you, but now I have no contact. Don't get me wrong."

"Do you think I don't know what he thinks about me?"

Lu Mingfei shook his head.

"If I'm really as good as you think, I should delete his entry in my phone's address book, and I won't hang on to him for more than ten years."

"This will save me a lot of trouble. He may be sad for a while, but no one can be sad for a lifetime. After being sad, he is a good man again and is good to him and me. But why haven't I broken up with him yet? connection?"

Lu Mingfei could only shake his head.

"Because I am a person who is very afraid of being alone. If one more person likes me, I will feel more secure."

"I hope there is someone who can appear when I have nightmares, and when I have nightmares, my vision goes dark and I don't want to shout out his name."

"Actually, I talked a lot with Susie on the phone before, about her and Chu Zihang."

"I asked her, do you like Chu Zihang because Chu Zihang is a good man suitable to be with? Or is it because he is very mysterious and elegant, always silent, hiding everything in his heart, even if he is You have enough energy to express your concern for girls, but you can only reach out and shake your hand?"

"She said it's more of the latter."

"So I told her a theory, my own reading theory. When you like a person the most, it is often when you know him least. For example, you like Chu Zihang."

"He has always had that paralyzed face. You don't know when he is happy or sad. He is like a book whose cover has not been opened to you, but you still want to look at him, eager to open his cover. Read this book and read what is written in it.”

"But after one year, two years, five years, ten years, after you have finished reading that book and memorized every line and every word, will you still want to read it over and over again? Or, you will put it back in the envelope and put it away Put it on the bookshelf? Books put on the bookshelf are rarely opened again. "

"But I will never get tired of reading your book, because when I have nightmares, I will naturally call out your name. Only you can make me do this, and no one else can."

"So you have become the only book I can read. No matter what, I will continue to read. Without you, I have no choice."

"If that current elementary school classmate sends me a text message again, I will delete it without hesitation."

"..." Lu Mingfei was silent for a while, "Senior sister, I don't quite understand what you mean by these words."

"You don't understand normal." Nono shrugged, "It's the first time I tell people this, so maybe my words don't convey what I mean."

"I want to tell you that I have always been this kind of person. I don't want you to think too well of me."

"Why do you think of yourself as a bad girl?" Lu Mingfei really couldn't understand, "I never think you are so bad, senior sister."

"I am willful, heartless, and do whatever I want. I fish for men, and after I find a boyfriend, I delete all the men who like me." Nono said softly, "Isn't this not bad? ?”

"Senior sister, I think..." Lu Mingfei weighed his words, "You just lack a sense of security. This is not your fault. If you want to blame it, you can only blame the environmental factors around you."

"Then you can give me a sense of security, right?" Nono suddenly turned her head and looked at him.

"Well, I can do anything for you." Lu Mingfei solemnly promised.

"I actually have the idea of ​​marrying you." Nono thought for a while, "Speaking of which, I used to think that getting married was super ridiculous, because marrying someone is different from falling in love."

"When we first fell in love, it was because you were attracted to him, liked him, were curious about him, and wanted to get to know him."

"But getting married is another thing. It means swearing to be with him for the rest of your life and to stay with you for a long, long time. When you need someone the most, you can't find anyone but you can find him."

"But you appeared and made me believe that the person in my life really exists. I want to marry you, no matter what, otherwise my life will be meaningless."

"Having said all that, I'm still worried about you being snatched away." Nono smiled self-deprecatingly, "I wasn't very kind to you in my last life, but that girl really paid so much for you."

"..." Lu Mingfei opened his mouth and tried to say something.

"You don't need to say it." Nono stretched out a finger to press his lips, "I know what you want to say, but if you say it, the girl will be sad, but what I ask from you has to make her sad. So I can’t let you say it.”

"Then what should we do..." Lu Mingfei murmured to himself. "Yeah, what should I do?" Nono was a little lost. "To be honest, I don't know what to do, because I can empathize with that girl. She must have had the same tragic experience as me."

"But it's impossible for me to give you up to her."

"Then I can only take a gamble that she won't recover her memory." Lu Mingfei said awkwardly, "Maybe not everyone will recover their memory."

"I hope so." Nono stood up and stuffed the blanket into Lu Mingfei's arms, "I'm going to bed. If you want to stay here for a while, just put on the blanket. There seems to be something wrong with the heating. It’s a little cold in the house.”

"Oh, this hotel is quite luxurious. I didn't expect the heating to be so rubbish..." Lu Mingfei smiled sarcastically, "How about I call someone to come up and fix it?"

"No, the temperature is fine. Maybe I'm a little afraid of the cold recently." She took a few steps and turned back, "Actually, I am the same in this life as I was in the previous life, but maybe..."

"In my previous life, I was a bit unable to express myself. I didn't know what I wanted, and I wasn't willing to face my heart."

"It really doesn't make me sad." Lu Mingfei said the words against his will without changing his face, "I can do anything for you, senior sister."

"When you become a sister, you should protect her well and make up for everything you owed her in your previous life." Nono waved her hand with her back to him, "It's time to go to bed. Oh, just a reminder, you can only go to bed after taking a shower."

She lay on the luxurious velvet bed, without taking off her clothes, and pulled the quilt over herself.

Lu Mingfei scratched her head and decided to go to the bathroom and take a shower before going to bed as Nono said. However, she didn't take off her clothes either. Was this a double standard?
He stood under the shower head, pushing his hair up, letting the water hit his face, and kept thinking about what Nono had said to him today.

Lu Mingfei actually didn't quite understand about the complex psychology of his senior sister, but if he couldn't understand it, he couldn't understand it. It didn't matter. He was a man and he really couldn't understand women, but he could feel Nono's love for him.

After taking a shower, he was just thinking about it. When he returned to the room, he found that Nono was still in the same posture. He took a few sips of the remaining can of beer that Nono had drunk before. After admiring the hot bath for a while, he added Cold beer is just cool.

Then Lu Mingfei climbed onto the bed gently, lay next to Nono, and looked at Nono's sleeping profile.

Her jaw is small and pointed, probably due to the temperature, her face is a little pale, and there are a few small freckles on the tip of her nose.

Lu Mingfei suddenly felt that she no longer looked like a cat. Nono looked like a little fox, not a raccoon or a kitten, but a thin and alert little fox.

Lu Mingfei closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep when he suddenly noticed something. The breathing sounds of the people around him were uneven and did not sound like the breathing sounds of a sleeping person.

It was as if she was waiting for him to say or do something to her.

He laughed silently and leaned into Nono's ear to talk to her, "Senior sister, actually you don't need to tell me so much. I already know what kind of person you are."

"Then will you unswervingly choose me this time?" Nono was indeed awake. She closed her eyes and sighed softly, "I finally asked this question. I didn't want to say it at first."

"Because I admit that I am not a little worried, but very worried, and because I feel that girl has paid much more for you than me."

"Didn't we all agree to be my sister?" Lu Mingfei held her hand under the quilt, a little coldly, "I will choose you, senior sister."

"Then can you please stop linking the me in the previous life with the me now? I'm afraid that the me in the previous life will make a bad impression on you and you will dislike me."

"No." Lu Mingfei shook his head firmly.

"Why?" Nono opened her eyes and turned her head to look at him, "Wouldn't it be better to just let your impression of me stay in this lifetime: I love you?"

"Because I love you, every one of you." Lu Mingfei also turned his head and looked at Nuonuo's dark red pupils, "No matter when I was you, I love you deeply, no matter good or bad, no matter what outsiders say, Let them judge you, the fact that I love you will never change.”

"...I feel like I'm a little green tea again. I don't want you to say anything that hurts that girl, but I'm also eager to hear the answer from your mouth."

"How can this be called green tea?" Lu Mingfei gently stroked the side of her face and said sternly, "Senior sister, you are a girl with strong empathy, so you will inevitably feel sad for her, but in You can’t give in on the standpoint of love, right?”

"Well...that's pretty much what you said."

"So, this is not called green tea. Senior sister, you just said everything on your mind." Lu Mingfei smiled, "Don't belittle yourself."

"Oh." Nuonuo responded softly, slowly closing her eyes, her long and beautiful eyelashes trembling slightly, "I'm going to bed, you should go to bed early too."

Lu Mingfei moved closer to her, put his arms around the girl's slender waist, "Sleep well, good night."

"Good night. Also, your arm is a little bruised, but it's okay and you can bear it."

A cell phone ring suddenly rang, sweeping away Lu Mingfei's newly brewing sleepiness. He cursed and reached out to touch the cell phone on the bedside table, "Who is calling in the middle of the night?"

Until he saw the three words "Chu Zihang" displayed on the screen, he fell silent.

"Who is it?" Nono asked.

"It's senior brother." Lu Mingfei muttered, "It's strange, it's already past twelve o'clock, why did you call me now? Wouldn't you have called me earlier?"

"It's up to you if you can." Nono lightly bumped his shoulder with her head.

"Hello, senior brother." Lu Mingfei answered the phone, "Where are you?"

"Senior Brother Lu! You finally answered the phone!" It was Xia Mi's voice on the other end of the phone, "But we are so anxious. Do you know that I have been unable to get through when calling you before, and it showed that it is not in the service area."

"Junior sister, so you and your senior brother live together?" Lu Mingfei snorted and smiled narrowly, "Would you like to sleep on the same bed?"

"No!" Xia Mi said loudly, and her embarrassment could be heard through the screen, "We rented a double room! It's true, we were all attacked today, and Senior Brother Lu is still in the mood to joke."

"What kind of attack?" Lu Mingfei asked knowingly.

"We were attacked by several dragon-shaped deadpools. Fortunately, we were not injured." The voice on the phone suddenly changed to Chu Zihang's voice again, "Where are you now? Have you found that Holmes?"

"I've found him. I've gone to Northern Ireland with him now. I'll meet you tomorrow."

　Sorry, it was always 39 degrees yesterday. Today, the fever hasn’t gone down much yet. I’m typing slowly.
　　
　
(End of this chapter)