Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 87 I don’t understand, I don’t understand at all! 【Please order first! 】

"The change in the weather is really strange. It was clear that it was sunny just now, but now it's suddenly snowing heavily."

"It's really weird, really weird."

Hinazuki Kana put on the shoes she had taken off and stood under the entrance.

He held the strap of his backpack with his thin palms, trying to pick up his schoolbag.
However, no matter how hard I tried, the schoolbag was as heavy as a stone and motionless.

With a trembling body, he used all his strength to finally put the schoolbag on his shoulders with trembling hands.

Her shoulders were shaking and her hair was flowing.

He lowered his head and turned his cheek.

Her expression could not be seen clearly. She moved slowly, as if she had touched the threshold.

It was obviously only a short distance of one and a half meters, but to the girl, it was like a mountain of knives covered with thorns.

She could barely lift her legs.

Perhaps, deep down in her heart, she was still longing for some kind of miracle.

"God, if you can hear my past wishes, please help me."

"Is it going like this?"

Xia Tingfei said this, his voice containing complex emotions that were difficult to distinguish.

"Don't you want to ask me why?"

"Can you explain?" Hinazuki Kana asked quietly.

There was despair and hope in her voice.

"If, if it's my fault, I will correct it."

"As long as, as long as..."

The girl thought so.

"Of course I will." Xia Tingfei looked at the number above Hinazuki Kana's head that was less than a day old.

Hinazuki Kana lowered her head, wanting to stand like this and retain her dignity.

But he couldn't help turning around and looking at the wooden floor in the entrance hall.

"Because you are too weak, you cannot be called strong." Xia Tingfei said as he looked at Kana Hinazuki, who had his head lowered and his hair covered his face.

"Is that so?"

Hinazuki Kana clenched her fists: "Is this the reason?"

"Well, I hate weak girls." Xia Tingfei said: "Even if I treat girls like this and don't even dare to ask for reasons, I hate them."

Hinazuki Kana slowly raised her head, her eyes were red, as if she was crying.

"I don't understand?" Her voice was small.

"I don't understand!!" she said loudly.

"I don't understand." She murmured.

Her moist eyes that looked like she was about to shed tears looked at Xia Tingfei, as if she was suppressing her grievances: "I don't understand what you said, Mr. Shanshu!"

"I don't understand!"

"I just don't understand!" Hinazuki Kana wanted to tilt her head, but tears fell faster than her movements.

Grievances erupted like a torrent.

"I don't understand!"

"Just for this reason, kick me out
"Just because of this reason, everything we have lived together before has to be denied? I don't understand! Is that wrong? I don't understand!"

The girl cried, tears flowing down her cheeks.

Her chest heaved violently, almost to the point of being aggrieved and unable to control herself.

"Are all the happy times between us fake? Are all the meals we cook together fake?"

"Can just one word of weakness erase everything?"

Where is the word "strong" better? "

"Is it okay to be weak? Is it wrong for me to rely on Sugi-kun?"

"Why!"

"Is it wrong that I like Sugi-kun? Can't I do this?"

"Why on earth! Tell me!"

"Can't a girl like me like Sugi-kun?"

"What is being strong? What does it mean to be strong?" "I've reached the point where I can wave my fists at others? Isn't that enough?"

"Why exactly?"

"I don't like doing that at all, I just feel like my mother. But isn't this enough? Why!"

"You said you have to rely on your own strength, what do you mean? I don't understand it at all."

"Why on earth did I have to be strong? Why on earth did I do that?"

"I don't understand, I don't understand at all!"

"What do you mean by those things you wrote on my back?"

"If you don't explain the content clearly, I don't understand what it means!"

"If you want to tell others, please explain it clearly, Sugi-kun!"

"Even if you explain it in other languages."

"I don't understand adults or anything, violence or anything like that! I don't understand it at all!"

"Please tell me in a way I can understand!"

"A one-sentence explanation will only make me even more confused!"

"Please!"

"Don't quote the words of other famous people that you have never heard of. If you use the words of someone you don't know, I have no idea what you are trying to express!"

"I don't understand, I don't understand at all!"

"Speak in your own words!"

"Please say it in words I can understand!"

"What is strong?"

"What you said, Mr. Sugi, from before to now, I don't understand at all!"

"I can't even understand a word of it, not at all!"

Hinazuki Kana roared at the top of her lungs, clutching her chest sadly.

Almost out of breath.

Her legs were almost trembling and her body was shaking as she leaned against the wall.

The beautiful flaxen hair is now dull.

Tears flowed down her face like a stream

Her sadness was more than tears, and the weight of grief bent her back.

Even though the girl roared in anger and sorrow, even though the girl shed tears in such pain, even though the girl seemed to be begging bitterly.

But Xia Tingfei was still extremely indifferent as he looked at Hinazuki Kana.

"Be angry, hate me. If it makes you strong, then hate me."

"Cry, shed tears. If this can prevent you from crying again, then cry, but I hope this is the last time for you."

Xia Tingfei's appearance made Hinazuki Kana feel aggrieved and despaired.

"If that's the case, don't be so gentle to me in the first place!"

The girl tried her best to shout to Xia Tingfei.

"Suguki-kun! I hate you!"

“I hate water that thinks it can boil.”

"I hate a fire that I think will never go out."

"I hate the seasons that I think will turn around."

"I hate the sun that thinks it will rise!"

"Suguki-kun, I hate you!"

"I hate you!"

"I hate you! Sugi-kun!"

Hinazuki Kana stumbled into the snowy night, like an elf on a snowy night, returning to the snow.

The snowflakes outside were blowing like a strong wind, making people almost unable to open their eyes.

Hinazuki Kana's body staggered.

　There will be more in a while.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)