Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 364 Xue Xizi straightened her arms
After giving Xue Xizi two bills, the group of people parted ways.

Xia Tingfei and his group were going back to the hotel to take a rest. After walking for a day, the girls were all very tired.

Especially Nishimiya Ruri, who is relatively weak, even needs the support of her sister to be able to walk.

Originally, Xia Tingfei could carry her on his back.

But Nishimiya Ruri refused.

There was really no way she could show such weakness in front of other girls.

He is Nishimiya Ruri.

Like other girls, she is a complete person.

It is not a valuable instrument that needs constant care from others.

Several girls were discussing about Yukiko, and even the girls in her family were shocked.

It was as if a real world had opened a corner of the curtain towards them, and they could smell the stench emanating from it.

See the dark palm extending from inside.

Like a water ghost looking for someone to die for.

But the girls were not afraid, they were just worried about how to pull Yukiko out of this stinking quagmire.

But Xue Xizi didn't seem to be very cooperative. She stood in the mire.

Raise your hands upward.

It's like pleading, or embracing the clear sky for the last time before being pulled into the abyss.

If you can't muster the courage, then no matter how worried others are, they can't change the reality.

If you have given up hope, how can you expect others to lend a hand?

The girls more or less thought of themselves.

In their memories, at a certain moment.

It was Xia Tingfei who broke into their lives like a comet, and destroyed all their lives at that time like a meteorite.

They built a new, tall palace on top of the ruins.

At this time, they immediately thought of what Xia Tingfei had done before.

Haichao Zaochi said a little irritably: "We might as well send her parents to the police station."

"For what reason?"

Aoi asked back.

"Children's Counseling Center." Hai Tide Algae responded immediately. She was somewhat familiar with this kind of thing.

"According to their approach, as long as we find the person in charge of the child consultation center, we can use domestic violence, or question whether they are qualified to raise children properly, so that Xue Xizi can be separated from this home."

"Then what?" Aoi asked, "It's just that this condition is a bit impossible. Because the fat woman just now also said that this town is old and old, and the children's counseling center and the police station here are both. It’s assimilation into this small town.”

"Even if we go there, we won't be able to get help." Aoi said: "Otherwise, for such an obvious thing in a small town, Xue Xizi would have already received help."

A group of girls were discussing and couldn't stop sighing.

After all, just by walking along the river, they had already met quite a few people.

He also has a good understanding of the atmosphere of the town.

As the porcelain shop owner said, this town is really old and old.

Numbness and decay appeared in everyone's eyes.

In fact, only the few young people I met that day were somewhat energetic.

The girls felt that they had stepped into an abyss.

Regarding Xue Xi's situation, they already felt at a loss and didn't even have a good solution.

Ichinose Qingyue said softly: "Maybe, just relying on us, there is no good way."

But Tsurumi Qianna had a different view. She said, "Did we really achieve nothing? Do we really have to trouble our seniors with everything?"

The girls were all silent.

Finally, Aoi said: "We always have to try, no matter what happens."

The girls had no objections to this.

He could only sigh slightly: "However, that Xuexizhong is really much better than us before."

Several girls were slightly impressed by this: "I heard that she has a lot of friends in school and is the most popular person. Just like Ueno."

Ichinose Qingyue lowered her eyelids, "For me, most of the time, school is a hell even more miserable than hell. The innocence and fearlessness of those classmates are particularly cruel to me. They can They came up with all kinds of punishments and did all kinds of things. What they are better at than studying is destroying a person's self-esteem. Watch her dripping wet and crying on the bathroom floor."

"And they will stand by and laugh without any scruples."

Tsurumi Qianna said: "But this is not the case with Xue Xi."

The girls didn't speak anymore, they were all thinking about what to do and what to do.

Xue Xizi put the banknotes in her pocket and walked slowly towards the school.

In fact, she rarely has the opportunity to have so much money.

Even if it’s only 20,000 yen.

In normal times, her parents would never give her money.

Even the lunch box was just dug out of the trash at the convenience store the night before.

Every time a lunch box is handed to him, his mother always says that people in convenience stores are idiots.

These bento boxes have just expired, not broken.

But this kind of lunch box is often unpopular, and it is a junk lunch box that cannot be sold after the big sale of 50% off, 30% off, or even 10% off at night.

And this kind of bento would be fine in winter.

But in spring, or on a summer day like this.

After leaving it overnight, an annoying sour smell often develops.

The girl's home was not even willing to buy a complete refrigerator.

At home, they had an old refrigerator that others had not wanted, which they had picked up from a garbage dump.

The outside was repainted with a nice coat of white paint, and it looked shiny as if it was a new refrigerator bought from a big shopping mall, complete with wooden box and red cloth strips.

But this refrigerator was never connected to electricity and was just used as a decoration.

It's like a vase placed on an exhibition shelf, just for others to see.

The only difference is that this refrigerator is placed in the corner.

Only when guests come to the house will the power be plugged in and let it buzz.

There is always a strange smell lingering inside.

It smelled like some kind of rust mixed with the stench, and there was also the disgusting smell of sour and running water from the bento piled inside.

Fortunately, most of the girls working in convenience stores are her friends.

They would secretly take out the intact bento from the convenience store and give it to Yuki Yuko.

"Of course, there are some boys who like me."

When Xue Xizi talked about these boys, there was no joy or unnecessary emotion on her face.

When these boys go to work in convenience stores, they will give Yuki Yuko expensive and luxurious lunch boxes.

Sometimes some stupid boys are caught by the store manager and kicked out.

But there are still many boys who happily go there to work just to have a word with Xue Xizi.

In order not to be kicked out by the store manager, they bought the bento with their own money, and then told Yuki Yuko that the bento was stolen.

They thought they were hiding well.

But Xue Xizi had known about this kind of thing for a long time, but she pretended to know nothing.

Still the same as always. Of course, Xue Xizi never said anything more to them.

Not even physical contact.

Most of them just said - thank you, you are such a good person.

Occasionally, I still shed tears in a false way.

Xue Xizi's mother, the big-wave woman, didn't express anything about this.

Xue Xi felt that even if she starved to death, her mother would not say anything or even know.

——Because she no longer lives at home.

Walking in the evening, her steps were slow.

Along the way, I occasionally met many classmates.

Xue Xi smiled brightly at them, shook her forearms, and asked kindly: "Are you going somewhere to play?"

Sometimes, these girls would blush with embarrassment and run away quickly, their skirts trembling like flowers in the wind.

Sometimes, these girls would smile at Xue Xi and remain silent.

During the holidays, there are still guards at the school.

They need to monitor the safety of the school during holidays and prevent students from the dilemma of having to go into the school to do errands but the school is empty at certain times.

Xue Xi came to the school with ease.

She has not lived at home since elementary school.

In the beginning, I lived with my grandmother.

It was an old-fashioned Japanese garden, not too big.

But it was also the best paradise in my childhood. The deep forest, the flying beetles, and the wet smell of accumulated leaves and slight fermentation are so deep in my memory.

Xue Xi still remembered her grandmother's kind appearance, although she often told herself stories that were not interesting and did not have a happy ending.

But in her heart, her deceased grandma is still the only good memory in her childhood.

She still remembers that her hands were like dry chicken feet, with wrinkled skin that would hurt when scraped.

However, every time I see her, she hugs herself tightly.

Then she told the story that she had told thousands of times but seemed to never get tired of telling.

——A man from a small town, after moving out of the town, his body was gone and he died in a foreign land.

To this day, Xue Xi still remembers that her grandmother often said those gloomy words like a vulture after telling her the solution to the story. ,

——"Xue Xi, one can never abandon one's hometown, otherwise there will be no good end."

When Xue Xi came to her senses, she was already in the school doctor's office.

Since elementary school, she often returned to school at night.

In the deep silence, accompanied by darkness.

The first time she entered the school for the night, she was caught by the school nurse the next day.

But the school doctor was a good woman and she let Xue Xi go.

And he handed the key to the school doctor's office to Xue Xi.

She attends school during the day and sleeps in the school doctor's office at night.

Only occasionally would she return to her home during the day.

During the day, no one was at home.

Her father would go out early in the day to drink or gamble.

It's not until very late that I get home.

Xue Xi had never met him at home.

She not only rested in the school doctor's office, but also rested in the small dark room of the distribution box on the playground.

It was not only dark, but dreary.

There is countless dust floating in the space, and you can't help coughing just by entering it.

Xue Xi would untie the bow on her chest, wrap it around her face, and then sleep against the wall.

In fact, whether you are sleeping on a bed with crisp white sheets and soft thin cups in the school doctor's room, or sleeping in a dark school doctor's room.

For Xue Xizi, there is no big difference.

The only worry is probably that my clothes will get stained after sleeping in a dark room.

She often had to borrow other girls' school uniforms so she could change clothes.

Xue Xizi used her own key to open the door of the school doctor's office.

Place two bills in a slightly worn cloth bag with an elastic cord.

Then he hung the bag around his neck and stuffed it into his clothes.

Lying on the bed, she folded her hands on her chest.

Like a corpse, his legs are tightly together.

The only difference is that her eyes are open.

The only advantage of sleeping in such an awkward position is that when you wake up tomorrow, you can tidy up the sheets as quickly as possible.

Don't shake the quilt completely, but only open it a little.

It's like a long wooden board pressed against him, so that when he wakes up tomorrow, he can arrange the quilt in just one minute.

On the pillow, she would grab a corner of the curtain next to her and lay it on top.

This will prevent your pillow from getting stained.

And her toiletries are also hidden here.

Lying down on the bed, Xue Xizi thought as if she was a corpse.

When I was a child, maybe my mother sometimes thought that I would definitely get lost.

In this way, she has one less burden.

In this way, she doesn't have to pay tuition.

Perhaps, this way she can get divorced calmly and without fear.

Without children involved, even people in the small town couldn't comment on her divorce.

When Xue Xizi thought of this, she couldn't help but smile.

She straightened her arms and raised them high.

His palms were held in vain in the air.

But it was so hard that you could even see the thin meridians stretching on the back of your hand.

It's like it's holding on to something.

So hard, so tough.

It's like the water ghost caught the person who fell into the water and wanted to use it as a scapegoat.

It's like a person in quicksand, grabbing other people and trying to make them support him.

It's like the people in the swamp caught other people and let them fall into the abyss together.

She looked at her arms raised in the air, her pink lips pursed into a mean line.

The lively and cheerful ponytail that was originally tied up has spread out like petals, and her whole body's temperament has also changed slightly.

It was like sinking from the sparkling sea into the dark abyss.

Extremely deep and extremely terrifying.

(End of this chapter)