Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 335 Longing for color and sparkle

The practice of seaweed crumbs quickly spread among the girls.

She seems to have become unpopular with others.

——But fortunately, most of these girls have been bullied, so they will not bully Hai Tide Algae just because of this.

Just a little dissatisfied, very dissatisfied.

——Because they are friends.

They are hard-earned friends.

Although, very angry.

——But that’s all.

When Hinazuki Kana saw the seaweed chips, although her expression was very cold, she still said hello as usual.

When Tsurumi Qianna saw the tidal algae debris, she went a little too far.

She sometimes gets a little sarcastic, but not too much.

When I arrive every day, I will bring a lunch box containing seaweed crumbs.

——As for Ichinose Qingyue, she is no different from before.

She talked to Tidalweed the day after it happened.

Because the house in Tidalweed was burned down by fire, and it will take a long time to rebuild.

Therefore, the tide algae debris can only live in the cafe for the time being.

——Originally, she was planning to live in Xia Tingfei's home.

However, Xia Tingkui objected.

Hai Chao Zao Zuan knew that she had gone too far, but she did not regret it.

Therefore, there was no quarrel with Xia Tingkui.

She just moved quietly to the coffee shop, dragging a small box with her, and that was all her belongings.

Ichinose Qingyue lived in the same room with her, sleeping on bunk beds.

At night, there was some sighing of sea tide algae.

But Ichinose Qingyue invited her: "Would you like to go have a drink."

Hai Tide Zaochi did not have any intention of refusing, and simply agreed to such a request.

They also naturally talked about what Tide Algae had done.

This is what the girl said to the tide and algae: "This kind of thing is indeed too much, but I really can't accuse you justly."

"Because I have indeed done this kind of thing."

Ichinose Qingyue was sitting next to the bar and told Haishio what he said.

Hai Chao Algae was very surprised: "So, Sister Qingyue, you have also done this kind of thing."

"Of course, of course I have done this kind of thing." Ichinose Qingyue nodded with a smile: "And it was not long before you."

Hai Tide Algae blinked: "How cunning!"

She didn't know whether to praise or condemn.

"There's nothing we can do about it." Ichinose Qingyue took a sip of wine and sighed.

"Doesn't it matter if you drink?" Hai Chao Zao Xian was holding a Pocari mineral water bottle in his hand.

"This kind of thing." Ichinose Qingyue raised the wine glass: "It doesn't matter. Although I'm not 22 years old, it doesn't matter."

"Oh." Haishio Zaozhan looked at Ichinose Qingyue who was drinking heavily, and was really a little confused.

"I'm just wondering why I suddenly drank."

Ichinose Qingyue saw the doubts in Hai Tide Algae, and she asked gently.

Hai Chao Zao Zuo nodded: "Because, Sister Qingyue is a good student."

The girl pinched her blue hair with her fingers and tilted her head: "A good student should have nothing to do with this kind of thing."

Ichinose Qingyue didn't care much about the girl's doubts: "Look at the female doctor, she is a better student than me, but now she is drunk all day long."

Hai Chao Zao Xian thought about the female doctor and couldn't help but nodded.

Even if it is Tide Algae, we have to admit that female doctors have very high academic qualifications.

Shaking the ice cubes in his glass, Ichinose Qingyue brought the topic back to the right track: "Guess, why did I do that? Do something dangerous. You should be able to understand."

"I think -" Hai Tide Algae thought carefully: "Maybe it's because of fear."

Ichinose Qingyue's eyes lit up: "Yes, it's just because of fear."

She raised her neck and looked at the sparkling crystal chandeliers on the ceiling.

"In our memories - of course the girls we are familiar with, in those memories. We all have the same characteristics, that is, most of the colors in life are dark. This kind of darkness even makes us think today. When I wake up, I feel terrified and scared. It even makes my body tremble."

"But, he - Xia Tingfei. is the light in our lives, just like a comet cutting through the dark sky. Our originally dark life has become shining and colorful."

"Although - when we met him, and even when we got together early, the darkness in our lives did not weaken, and sometimes, it even increased. However, in the end, we still made our lives full of color. This It’s not our own credit—it’s Xia Ting’s credit.”

Umikazuchi did not object to what Ichinose Kiyosuki said.

She even added: "Yes, I still remember that day to this day."

"I remember that stormy night, even every lightning strike, clearly."

"That panic, that fear."

"There was also the physical collapse and the trembling of the soul after that. I remember them all clearly."

Tide and Algae covered his chest, "I will never forget that night for almost the rest of my life."

"Yes, that is our treasure, that is our treasure." Ichinose Qingyue's eyes were a little hazy: "Each of us has such a treasure. Everyone hides it deep inside."

Umi Tide was silent, Ichinose Qingyue's approach of opening up her heart.

It reminded her of Xia Ting.

"But why would we do something like that?" Ichinose Qingyue held the wine glass tightly and looked at the seaweed chips.

The color that flickered in her pupils was pain.

It was even very moist, almost like tears.

"Because we are greedy monsters." Ichinose Kiyuki said this softly.

As if she had spoken some terrible spell, her face was almost as pale as snow.

Only the lips are as pink and moist as ever.

"Even if we get a beam of light, the moment of brilliance is not enough. There is too much greed in our hearts, which almost drowns our hearts and minds."

“More – more – more, there’s something inside us that screams like this, deep down, every moment.”

"That's our own soul, our greedy soul."

"We want to hold on to that warmth for a long time, and we want our lives to be as colorful as that moment. We long for happiness, and we long for being as bright as the stars."

"We're afraid, we're afraid of losing him at some point."

"And it's not unforeseeable. Although Hinyue is a good girl, she has always occupied the summer court. They are engaged, and maybe they will get married after high school."

"And what about after we get married? What are we going to do? Do we have to stay by her side like fools all the time?"

"Even if we are shameless, how long can we stay? One year, two years?"

Ichinose Qingyue said in a low voice, "What happens after this? They will probably live happily together forever." "And what about us?"

She almost gritted her teeth and said these words: "What will our lives be like? Will the color and sparkle we have now disappear?"

This sentence is about the sea tide algae.

Her face also became very gloomy: "It will probably disappear."

"Yes, he will probably disappear." Ichinose Qingyue said: "We are able to shine because of him. If he leaves, the happiness we have will probably disappear."

"What will happen to us after we disappear?"

"It will probably become the same as before - we will go back to that horrible, gray world."

"I never want to be like this, I definitely don't want to be like this."

Ichinose Qingyue said this, she said: "I am afraid of this, I am afraid of my previous life."

"That's why I would do something like that."

"No matter what, no matter what, it's okay. I want to hold on to that glimmer of hope, I want to hold on to this light."

"——Because I'm too scared."

"So, we are the ones who will use this method, so we are the ones who will use this despicable and dangerous method."

She said this in a low voice.

After that, there was a deep and long silence.

This silence even affected the tidal algae debris next to it.

She hugged her Pocari and pursed her lips tightly.

The huge terror swept through her heart like a monster.

She was frightened by what Ichinose Kiyuki said.

After Ichinose Qingyue took a sip of wine, she saw the panic of the tide algae.

She said like a sister: "Although before, we were indeed the most backward."

"——But now, haven't we succeeded now?"

"Although despicable, although dangerous. But this is the easiest way to succeed, isn't it?"

Although her smile was a little sour, there was light in her eyes: "At least, we have successfully set an anchor now, haven't we?"

Hai Chao Zao Xian thought of her love letter and smiled sweetly: "Yes, that's right."

Ichinose Qingyue drank a glass of wine and stood up.

Patting her shoulder: "We are greedy monsters, just like black holes, hungry for color and shine."

"So, no matter what happens, we must try our best."

The two girls talked to each other on this night and prepared to form an alliance.

The two returned to the dormitory and climbed into their respective beds.

"Xia Tingkui will probably be very angry tomorrow."

Hai Tide Algae huddled in the quilt, laughing at himself.

"Aoi, she hasn't been with us for a long time. And she is out of place. She is not even in the same age group as us. Although she looks like a girl, she is still a real adult."

Ichinose Qingyue said, comforting.

"Even if she is angry, she will forget it soon."

"How long will it take?" Hai Tide Algae was a little silent.

"If you don't forget tomorrow, then wait until next month. If you don't forget next month, then wait until next year. If life goes on like this, one day, she will forget." Ichinose Qingyue said With.

"But it will take a long time."

Hai Chao said earlier.

Ichinose Qingyue did not answer the girl's question, but said softly "Good night."

At Xia Ting's house, it was still a bit lively.

——Mainly because Kui was vaguely complaining about Xia Tingfei's indulgence in seaweed and algae debris, which resulted in her doing wrong things without any punishment.

And this time, Hinazuki Kana has no desire to cover up the tide, nor does she have any desire to save Xia Tingfei from Aoi's blame.

The two girls rarely became angry over this matter.

This caused Xia Tingfei to retreat step by step.

It wasn't until the last moment that Xia Tingfei said, "I will only do this kind of thing if I am sure of it."

He said so, frowning.

He tapped his fingers on the table.

"No matter what, nothing like what you think will happen to me. I will never die!"

Xia Tingfei emphasized again.

Hinazuki Kana and Aoi looked at each other.

They would not doubt Xia Tingfei's words.

"But, those who are good at swimming always drown." Hinazuki Kana said, "I don't want you to always do this kind of thing."

As she spoke, she took out a thick envelope.

"——This is my salary, which is enough to support our consumption during school. Fei, you don't need to do dangerous things all the time."

Hinazuki Kana said: "My salary is enough to support you. Even if you have some expensive expenses, there will be no problem."

She put her money in front of Xia Tingfei and showed it.

Xia Tingfei looked at the money.

Have I become a freeloader?

Hinazuki Kana looked at Xia Tingfei and said, "Fei, you won't refuse."

"No matter before or now, I will never refuse to live a carefree life." Xia Tingfei said, "However, there are always things that cannot be left alone."

"Eh!" Xia Tingkui looked sideways at Xia Tingfei.

She said unceremoniously: "It's because of your thoughts that that little girl took advantage of you."

When talking about this, Aoi said again: "I wonder if Ichinose Qingyue also used this method."

This young-looking guy said his conjecture to Hinazuki Kana: "Ichinose and Umi are the best, and Ichinose Kiyuki is used to doing this kind of thing. Moreover, what happened just now Things haven't been dealt with yet, and Tide Algae Seeds took the opportunity."

"There must be a connection between this. It must be because Ichinose Qingyue told the secrets to Haishio Algae."

She spoke confidently, with a somewhat contemptuous tone.

Xia Tingfei looked at the two of them and could only say: "I'm going to bed."

Hinazuki Kana immediately stood up and followed.

And Aoi - she could only watch Hinazuki Kana, who had the same hatred as her just now, walk up the stairs.

She angrily returned to her room and threw herself on the bed.

"It's--it's really embarrassing for me."

(End of this chapter)