Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 323 It’s terrible

The howling wind flowed across the platform.

The girl's hair was blown by the wind, even at this moment.

There was only complete peace in the girl's heart.

Maybe, he will be pulled in the next moment.

Perhaps, the next moment, it will stop in mid-air.

Just like before, just like countless times in the past.

Before the train roars, you will be caught.

She felt so peaceful in her heart, and the previous anxiety and pain seemed to have been soothed.

However, this is only temporary.

The girl understood that even at this moment she was completely calm.

But, apart from this moment.

The annoyances in your heart will swarm out like weeds.

Ordinary days make people think wildly and make them unable to control their minds.

She could feel Xia Tingfei's strong palm on her shoulder.

She could feel the wind whistling past her ears.

The skirt is flying like a butterfly, and the white skirt is swept and trembled in the wind.

boom.

The two people fell heavily on the railway tracks, although they were protected by Xia Tingfei.

But the gravel still scratched the girl's thin stockings, and there were several red scars on the greasy white calves.

The most painful thing was the heavy impact on my shoulder on the railway track.

She felt excruciating pain.

She blinked, trying to open her eyes.

"Don't open your eyes."

Although Xia Tingfei did not open his eyes, he seemed to have already guessed what the girl would do, so he immediately stopped the girl's action.

The girl was very obedient and gave up trying to open her eyes to see what was going on.

Instead, he kept his eyes closed.

She originally thought that Xia Tingfei would take other actions, but Xia Tingfei just said that and remained silent.

Her originally calm heart became anxious again.

But this anxiety and worry gradually disappeared in the long silence.

——Because she could feel the strength of his palm on her shoulder.

——Because she can feel that he is beside her.

Lying on the cold, rusty rails is really not a good experience.

But——the girl's heart became calmer and calmer.

She could smell the rusty iron on the rails and the fresh smell of the grass nearby.

Can smell the dust on the gravel.

Can smell the dew.

She could hear the wind and the sound of tiny insects jumping around.

Their neighing sound is very pleasant, and they make a slight clicking sound when they land on the rails.

"It's like falling to the bottom of the lake, like breaking through the water."

"It's like breaking the barrier between worlds."

The girl thought so in her heart.

At this moment, she actually clearly felt part of the world.

What used to be like a mirror-like existence becomes so clear after closing your eyes.

The smell of rusty iron is so real.

Even if you close your eyes, you can clearly describe the surrounding situation.

This railway track seems to be engraved in my heart, and the chirping of weeds and insects here seems to be engraved in my heart.

It was as if there was a palm that wiped away all the hazy sand and dust in the past.

In this moment, she found peace.

She closed her eyes, wondering how much time had passed.

——Maybe a minute, maybe an hour.

The girl didn't know the exact time, but she felt that this period of time was so long.

It is even longer than the first half of his life, as if time has stopped at this moment.

However, she felt that this period of time was too short.

It was short-lived, and she was even a little worried that this peace would disappear in the next moment.

My mood also became tense at this moment.

She looked forward to it, hoping that such a peaceful time would never end.

Perhaps he really heard her prayer, but Xia Tingfei didn't make any move or say any words.

The girl's mood also changed from worry to peace. She listened to the vibrations on the railway tracks with interest.

Feel the bugs constantly jumping on the rails.

This slight vibration made her feel happy.

She thinks it's great now.

If it continues like this, it will be fine.

The evening wind blew gently, blowing away the intense heat of the day.

It's almost late June now, and the weather is getting hotter than ever.

The wind in the evening is excellent.

The girl was lying on the railroad tracks, blowing in the wind.

What Xia Tingfei said just now came to mind - we will die together.

"If you really die, it's probably a great thing."

I thought so in my heart, but I still felt a little pity.

"If I had died, I probably wouldn't have been able to sense this wonderful fun as I do now."

This kind of loneliness and self-pleasure.

She didn't know how much time had passed before she felt the vibration of the railroad tracks.

It was a slight vibration at first, but this vibration became more and more obvious.

You can even hear the faint clicking sound of the rails being crushed by heavy objects.

The girl understood what this was almost instantly.

——It's a tram, a heavy tram.

The huge, heavy steel beast is approaching.

This discovery stunned the girl.

She pursed her lips and closed her eyes tightly.

Because she was afraid that she would be unable to help opening her eyes and look around at the next moment.

——This is not allowed by Xia Tingfei.

The girl was still lying on the railway track with her eyes closed.

At this moment, her heart seemed to be pulled.

Because, no matter what.

It is absolutely impossible to survive after being run over on the railroad tracks.

She could even imagine what she would look like after being run over by a tram - her body broken in half, and the fracture was a bloody mess.

Even after breaking, he might not die.

Perhaps, he will still cry.

"Even I can't maintain my dignity under severe pain."

The girl thought so in her heart, she thought that she was not a powerful person.

"Even in ordinary life, you can push yourself to the point of helplessness. What's more, it's such a painful consequence."

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but laugh at herself.

"Obviously, he is a weak guy. But he is constantly seeking death."

She almost wanted to laugh at herself, but she couldn't.

"Why did I choose that way?"

The girl questioned herself and her former self.

The answer is already very simple and clear.

The past days are still vivid in my mind, the suffocating feeling like hell.

If you let yourself go through it again, what will happen to you?

The girl asked herself this question.

"Perhaps, even half the time before, I couldn't persevere." "Then what about me now? What about me now?"

Listening to the rumble of the approaching tram, she asked herself this.

"Are you still willing to die now? Do you still want to die?"

The girl was silent in her heart.

Even I can't give my own answer to this kind of question.

"Maybe we will really die today."

The girl said so.

She asked Xia Tingfei, wanting to know what Xia Tingfei thought.

She put the choice in Xia Tingfei's hands.

No matter what Xia Tingfei chooses, she will follow it.

Even if Xia Tingfei chooses to die, she will not hesitate.

"If he dies, Hinazuki and the others might go crazy."

The girl couldn't help but laugh at herself.

"If they die, they will be very sad, and they will even remember it in their hearts for the rest of their lives. This kind of thing is of course true."

"But if Xia Tingfei dies, they will become crazy, even like the store manager."

She thought so.

Many times before, Xia Tingfei had threatened the girl with his own death.

However, the girl did not dissuade her this time.

She was already tired.

She thought - this is not bad, having someone accompany her to death.

"What happens if you really die?"

Xia Tingfei said so.

He didn't open his eyes and couldn't see the girl's expression clearly.

However, he was extremely calm.

Even though he may die, he is extremely calm.

"Hinayuki will probably be heartbroken." The girl said, "There are also Haishio and the others."

Just as she was talking, the girl felt that it was a bit uninteresting for her to mention other girls at this time.

So, she fell silent again.

"This is an apology."

Xia Tingfei said softly: "In the beginning, maybe I shouldn't have stopped you."

"If, if you could be satisfied at the beginning, maybe you wouldn't have to go through the hardships you are experiencing now."

He said this and said sincerely: "I'm sorry, Qingyue."

But the girl couldn't help but laugh: "It's really strange. This is the first time I heard that the rescuer apologized to the rescued."

Xia Tingfei said: "If you have done something wrong, you must apologize."

The girl was silent again.

But Xia Tingfei said: "If, if I give you another choice, will your choice change?"

The girl answered softly: "No, there won't be any change. No matter what, there won't be any change."

"I know." Xia Tingfei said.

The two of them seemed to have said all they could, and seemed to have said everything.

Although it was just a few words, both of them seemed to understand what each other was thinking.

"The tram is coming soon."

The two of them said this sentence at the same time, and laughed out loud in unison.

"We are really going to die together." The girl said, "It's incredible."

"Not together, I will die a second after you die." Xia Tingfei said.

"According to the speed of the tram, it probably won't last more than a second." The girl said seriously.

It was obvious that they were going to die, but the two people started arguing over such a small issue.

"Moreover, even if we are run over, we can still survive for a few minutes." The girl said: "You might die in front of us."

"If you really have to die within one second, then you should sleep on the railroad tracks."

The girl said so.

They were now lying on their shoulders on the tracks.

After hearing the girl's words, Xia Tingfei also leaned down and rested his head on the rails.

This is very troublesome because the rails are constantly vibrating.

It's hard to sleep on.

So the two of them rested on it, facing the sky.

But even at this moment, the two of them did not open their eyes.

The vibrations became more and more obvious, and the girl almost heard the hum of the tram.

"In this way, we will probably die in the same time."

She said so.

Very calm, with a bit of relief.

Xia Tingfei said: "Isn't it natural? This is also my apology to you."

The girl said: "I don't resent you, at least at this moment, I have peace."

"The only doubt is probably why we close our eyes."

"Because, when we die, our expressions will not be too embarrassed." Xia Tingfei said lightly.

"Our heads will be crushed into pieces by the tram, and we will still have expressions." The girl joked.

She laughed cheerfully, and her clear laughter echoed for a long time in the summer night. Even the grasshoppers on the leaves raised their heads.

The ear-piercing roar of the tram came.

"coming."

She thought so, and her heart was filled with tranquility.

My thoughts will fall into silence in the next moment.

The girl's heartbeat was beating like a drum, and she suddenly discovered that there was a brief memory in her heart.

She found that the time after she met Xia Tingfei became full of color in the past.

Today's time is the best, and it can be called a memory.

When he was about to die, all the memories in his mind were of the time after meeting Xia Tingfei.

And the more than ten years I spent before were actually not as good as these short few months.

"It's so bad. It's so ridiculous."

The girl laughed in her heart at her previous misfortune.

"It would probably be better if, if - if we could have known each other from the beginning."

"If we knew each other from the beginning. Maybe everything would be different."

The girl finally said these words at the last moment before she died.

After all, she was just waiting for her own death.

The roar of the tram came in an instant, and the rails were almost vibrated by the shock.

The girl's heart almost stopped beating.

——However, the rumbling sound kept resounding above.

But she didn't feel any pain.

If she hadn't been holding Xia Tingfei's hand, the girl would have almost felt that she was dead.

Her eyelashes fluttered as she tried to open her eyes.

But he saw a dazzling starry sky dotted with stars.

Shining with different lights.

The tram, on the other hand, passes on the bridge above.

It turns out - it's all fake.

The starry sky dazzled her.

The girl turned her head and looked at Xia Tingfei.

Xia Tingfei also opened his eyes: "Welcome back to the world of the living, the girl who once died."

He said this and then asked: "How does it feel to die?"

"Awful."

The girl held his hand tightly, her eyes moist.

(End of this chapter)