Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 203 An empty shell like rotten grass
That night, the two people tried their best, but there was no solution.

The companions who were originally able to laugh and laugh together turned out to be so fragile and gloomy, leaving both Ichinose Kiyosuki and Sakuma Seimei speechless.

I can only lament secretly.

But these girls screamed from time to time.

Or a loud wail.

It seemed like he was being chased by something.

I shed tears from time to time, or cry bitterly.

The two of them couldn't sleep a wink all night, their energy was constantly being consumed.

By the next day, there were already heavy dark circles on their faces, looking tired.

Yawning again and again.

And Sakuma Seimei finally took care of the matter, found a vehicle from the nursing home, and put all the girls on the vehicle.

"Where is that sanatorium?"

Nishimiya Ruri asked, facing Sakuma Seimei's eyes, she whispered: "I just want to see them sometimes."

"Green Forest Sanatorium." Sakuma Seimei said, "As a sanatorium that cooperates with the Public Security Bureau, it is located in the mountains near Harukawa. It has a quiet environment and is a good place to treat psychological trauma."

Even after she said this, Nishimiya Ruri had no choice but to say anything else.

Besides, I was just questioning Sakuma Kiyome.

So, she could only say: "Okay, thank you."

As an adult, Sakuma Seimei naturally didn't know how to take the two girls seriously, so she just waved her hand to let them go.

"Don't leave Qingchuan during this period."

She just explained this, because Nishimiya Ruri is a girl in this friendly mutual aid club, and she needs to be asked about the friendly mutual aid club frequently.

Nishimiya Ruri just nodded and left with Ichinose Kiyuki.

Sakuma Seimei took a deep breath and went to the office.

When old man Sakuma was unable to lead the Public Security Bureau due to injury, she, Sakuma, was needed to appear.

"If we really can't suppress them, then the old man's shooting of innocent people, attacking innocent girls, and letting the criminals go will be completely exposed."

The woman smiled: "I have lived for most of my life, and it would be really ridiculous if I fell into trouble with what happened last night."

She opened the door and walked into the office.

The security guards on both sides glanced at him sternly and smashed the suitcase on the table.

"boom!!!"

The loud sound almost startled the other security officers.

Ding.

Before the other security guards could ask questions, she threw away a lighter, lit a cigarette and smoked it.

Nakamura, who was originally a bit aggressive, could not help but look a little complicated now.

"It's just like Sakuma-senpai. She truly deserves to be his daughter."

Thinking like this, he originally wanted to find trouble, but in the end he didn't say anything.

The meeting ended perfectly under the control of Sakuma Kiyome.

At the meeting, it was simply informed that old man Sakuma would need a long period of recuperation, and during this time she would be needed as the acting sheriff.
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After Nishimiya Ruri returned home, she fell asleep.

Nishimiya Yuko looked at her sister with a worried look on her face. She had no idea what was happening.

Whether it was the Friendship Club or other things, she had no idea.

However, she couldn't ask.

"If my sister wants to tell me, she will definitely tell me."

With this thought, Nishimiya Yuko just silently poured a cup of tea and placed it on Nishimiya Ruri's bedside, waiting for her to drink it after she woke up.

Ichinose Qingyue did not go home directly, but came directly to her small park.

Sitting on the swing and swaying, she thought about her future and ideals.

"In the end, I don't understand anything at all. I don't understand what these things are."

"It's just Xia Tingfei who made me think of an ideal."

She originally didn't care about Xia Tingfei's request, but the appearance of those girls last night scared her.

She can accept death, but she cannot cause such a big change in the people close to her.

It was as if someone had taken out the courage and beauty from their bodies, leaving them with only a mess of empty shells.

Or - they are a mess as they are, but others have injected courage and beauty into their bodies.

She was a little afraid to accept such a thing.

"What about me, what about me."

Even though she refused to think about it in her heart, she still couldn't help asking: "Am I the same? Will I become as bad as that?"

The kind that is as empty as a messy rotten grass.

Will I become like that too?

In just a few hours, they turned into rotten grass like shining stars of happiness.

"That's not the case."

A female voice appeared in Ichinose Qingyue's ears, making her startled.

When he turned around to look, he was shocked and speechless.

"boss!"

She almost fell off the swing after shouting like this.

"Why are you so surprised?" Qu Jianai sat on another swing, lying on the iron chain with his arms sideways.

His eyes were wandering, and his hair was as long as clouds: "Didn't we meet every day before?"

"But, boss, you are wanted now." Ichinose Qingyue replied, but she felt that her tone was a bit harsh, and she apologized softly: "I'm sorry."

"After being wanted, am I not the same person as before?" Qu Jianai smiled: "Whether I am wanted or not, I am still the same person as before."

"Qingyue, you are a little troubled."

"Because of Natsumi and the others." Ichinose Qingyue looked at Quma Ai: "What happened to them?"

"They will become like that after they leave the club." Qu Jianai said: "They are all children who have no way to survive outside. Only through me can they achieve happiness."

This statement sounded a bit arrogant, but Ichinose Kiyuki did not refute it.

Because that's the truth. When Qu Jian Ai was around, those girls didn't behave in any weird way.

They all looked very happy.

Ichinose Qingyue didn't say anything for a while, just silent.

"But you are different."

Qu Jianai looked at the girl seriously and said such embarrassing words.

But Ichinose Qingyue only frowned slightly and did not object.

She - that's the kind of girl she is.

I consider myself mature, and even if I am praised by others, I am not as shy as other children.

"You definitely won't become a rotten grass like them." Qu Jianai's red eyes seemed to be bleeding: "But, don't you want to save them?"

"In that case, aren't they all your friends? Aren't they all your dearest sisters?"

"Of course I want to save him!" Ichinose Qingyue retorted subconsciously: "Don't let what I say sound like an ungrateful person."

"But I don't know how to save them."

The girl shook her head, her long hair swaying.

She lowered her eyes, acting as if it was not her fault. "I know." Qu Jianai smiled: "But if I tell you, will you really do it?"

"I will definitely do it! I will definitely do it!" Ichinose Qingyue said, looking confident.

But Qu Jianai didn't believe it: "The reason why they are like this is because the Friendship Mutual Aid Club has broken up. If you can continue to implement the regulations of the Friendship Mutual Aid Club, then they will definitely recover one after another."

"Go on - isn't that..."

Ichinose Qingyue murmured, her fingers caressing her neck involuntarily.

She hesitated, hesitated.

"Come on, if it were later, they might not be able to bear this kind of world, as if they were human beings separated from the air. Without the package of happiness, it would be very difficult for them to even breathe. "

After saying that, the woman with blue hair and red eyes skipped like a little girl and left the park.

Ichinose Qingyue could no longer pay attention to such things, she stroked her neck.

"If, if my death can really save them."

"If I···"

She gritted her teeth and gradually placed her two palms on her neck.

She wanted to gradually exert more force, but there seemed to be another consciousness in her body, making her unable to close her palms.

He gritted his teeth, but his arms just shook.

I tried dozens of times, and each time I let go tremblingly.

"I - I have indeed become greedy for life and afraid of death."

Ichinose Qingyue lowered her head.

"I discovered it when I was next to Lake Ashi."

"In my heart, I no longer have the same thoughts as before."

"Am I afraid? Do I want to escape?"

"What's so scary about that kind of thing!"

"Obviously, there are many more terrible things in the world than death."

Ichinose Qingyue was swaying on the swing dejectedly.

Although, there are many things in the world that are more terrifying than death.

However, Ichinose Qingyue now understands that there are other happy things in the world.

It's not despair, it's not despair.

Above this world, there was still a faint fire that kept her warm.

"Am I really going to die?"

She couldn't help but murmur.

But in fact, once this question is asked, it means that something has an answer.

She didn't want to die or leave.

However, she couldn't watch her former sisters and friends turn into that rotten state.

Guilt - heavy guilt weighed on her.

Even in the park, she couldn't relax.

The exhaustion in her body surged up like a tide, and she felt unstoppably sleepy.

"go home."

Saying this to myself feels like I am finally free.

Ichinose Qingyue was somewhat relieved: "I will consider other things when I wake up."

Because there is no way to make a decision, we can only weakly postpone it.

Ichinose Qingyue is very clear about this kind of thing.

But she just pretended not to know.

It seems that when she wakes up, she will definitely take action that can save other people.

However, even Ichinose Kiyuki himself understands.

There was absolutely no way she could do it.

They just use various reasons to delay again and again.

It's neither giving up nor taking action.

Just in the middle state between the two.

It is neither selfish resignation nor fearless action.

She is like this, always trying to preserve her face.

Maybe it's because no one in school or family respects her.

Therefore, she cares very much about things like face.

When she returned to Xia Tingfei's house, she whispered: "I'm back."

It's about six or seven in the morning, and no one has woken up yet.

Ichinose Qingyue breathed a sigh of relief.

To be honest, she didn't implement hate dealing.

Especially with Xia Tingfei and the others - obviously in the beginning, I and he were able to communicate on an equal footing.

But now, living under others, I always seem to be weaker in everything.

Ichinose Qingyue hates this, doesn't like this.

She quietly returned to her room, took off her clothes and fell asleep peacefully.

Xia Tingfei got up early and was reviewing his high school homework.

During the holidays, his day is very regular.

Review your homework, then exercise, and go deal with things with Hinazuki Kana.

——Because Hinazuki Kana is also a member of the security guard and needs to deal with various things.

Therefore, she also got up very early.

After washing, she changed her clothes.

"What we have to do today is probably about Hazelnut." Hinazuki Kana said to Xia Tingfei: "They seem to have recorded a video of Hazelnut's mother beating Hazelnut. So we need to deal with it."

"Are you paying attention?" Xia Tingfei looked at Hinazuki Kana and asked.

But he said to himself: "This must be your attention."

Hinazuki Kana did not answer, but just said: "Isn't it good? After all, it can be regarded as rescuing the girl."

Xia Tingfei didn't say anything, he just followed Hinazuki Kana to the hospital.

Outside the room where the two girls lived, there was a nurse walking back and forth from time to time.

After seeing the two coming, I immediately became a little wary.

"What are you doing here?"

"Security officer, dealing with Hazel's domestic violence."

Hearing this, the nurse obviously breathed a sigh of relief: "It's finally here. I really don't know what happened to her parents, who beat their own child so fiercely."

The young female nurse was very dissatisfied: "Those people from the Child Protection Association haven't come yet. I really need to complain to them."

After entering, the two of them saw the appearance of the two girls.

The girl with the earrings hung her arms high, looking even worse than before.

The nurse whispered: "Her arm was broken before. Before the recovery was completed, it was broken again by a vicious beating. It may be left disabled in the future."

(End of this chapter)