Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 182 I am a strong girl
"Why, your happiness is happiness. But other people's happiness is not happiness?"

Ai Quma looked sideways at Hinazuki Kana.

As an adult, she was aloof.

There was meanness in his words.

"Do they really think that their current happiness is happiness?"

Hinazuki Kana was bullied, so Xia Tingfei had to step forward as a matter of course.

He won't be confused by Kana Ai's sophistry skills like he was by Hinazuki Kana.

What sophists are best at is confusing the original concept, and then using other completely contrary evidence to confuse your logic.

"They must think they are happy." Qu Jianai said, pointing to the girls: "If you don't believe it, you can ask them."

The maids all smiled: "Of course we are happy. Very happy."

"The so-called happiness is a human being with an independent and complete personality who sighs after feeling satisfied at a certain moment. It is a nap with cicadas chirping under the afternoon sun. It is the red leaves falling in the palm of the hand in autumn. It is the heavy snow falling outside the window. , time to be alone." Xia Tingfei looked at Qu Jianai: "Those guys are just fakes."

"It's a meaningless air vibration emitted by a controlled puppet."

"Exactly!" Qujian Ai clapped her hands happily like a child watching a wonderful performance: "It's a fake, it's false, it's the sigh of a puppet."

She didn't quibble, but said it openly.

This made Xia Tingfei feel even more troubled.

"But, aren't fakes bad?" She asked the question openly.

"Could it be that since it is a fake, do we still need to praise it?" Hinazuki Kana held the knife. She hated fakes.

——That way it’s like your old self.

Embracing the illusion of light—she hated it.

"Of course you can praise it." Qu Jianai folded her left leg on top of her right leg and swayed her calf: "Isn't that what faith is? The so-called heaven, isn't it the same thing that no one has ever touched a counterfeit?"

"However, this kind of thing is believed by everyone. Everyone thinks that these things are symbols of beauty."

"However, faith will not make people commit suicide." Xia Tingfei will not be deceived by Qu Jianai at all.

"This is just a noble sacrifice, and it is also a part of happiness." Qu Jianai looked at Xia Tingfei: "They are people who cannot live in society. Everyone has experienced more suffering than The flat-chested lady next to you is countless times taller."

"If it weren't for me, they would have died long ago." Qu Jianai drank wine: "What I did was just to do the same job as a priest. Before they die, give them happiness and peace." It’s just peace.”

"What's wrong with this?"

She asked the two of them, this kind of thing confused Hinazuki Kana.

Hinazuki Kana was a little confused: "If you can get them out of their previous difficulties, why do you still let them die?"

But as soon as she asked this question, she said sadly: "I'm sorry."

Qujian Ai has no reason to save these girls, even if she has the ability.

It can even be said that it is good that she can make these girls immersed in illusory happiness.

"You don't have to apologize, Kana." Xia Tingfei looked at Qu Jianai: "Lies like yours can only deceive a guy like this who has no experience in the world."

"Pastors don't kill people after praying for them. Maybe your method really helped them. But that's not the reason for you to kill them."

"Your twisted reason is only based on the condition that they will still choose to commit suicide after they achieve happiness. But the real situation is definitely not like this. Guys who eat other people's suffering and take pleasure in it should not be hypocritical. You are pretending to be a good person."

"That's really ugly to say." Qu Jianai tilted her head and looked at Xia Tingfei, "Are you that stupid, rotten, so-called righteous fanatic?"

"No matter what - at least I did something good."

"Ha, none of this matters!" Xia Tingfei stared at Qu Jian Ai and laughed disdainfully:

"You're a little ridiculous."

"You ramble on and say such noble words."

"It's nothing more than a social issue."

"But as long as a person abandons society, he can show his freest self - that is a wild beast."

"And what controls this wild beast is not love, let alone evil."

"It's not some ridiculous hate, pain, or sorrow that doesn't matter."

"What controls this wild beast is desire!"

"I! I'm just a wild beast dominated by desire!"

"Good and evil don't matter to me!"

Tiger Eye·Meteor!

Faster than the wind, faster than light.

Before those girls could react, the knife in Xia Tingfei's hand had already fallen.

The sharp sword struck at Qu Jian Ai's hand.

The long hair that looked like the deep sea and the long black hair of the girl standing in front of her were falling down one after another.

A trace of it, like a broken spider web.

"Don't take action against Nishinomiya Liuli." Xia Tingfei looked at Qu Jianai: "Otherwise, even after you die, the girl in the cafe or other people controlled by you will commit suicide. I will also It doesn’t matter.”

He will definitely do it, and his words are full of such gloom.

"As expected, there is no difference between us." Qu Jianai stroked the cracks on the table and the broken strands of hair: "Then, let's make a bet."

"Let Nishimiya Ruri and another girl here choose."

"The happiness you think you have or the happiness defined by others."

"Let them make their own choice. If you win, I won't trouble the people around you."

"If I win, I will still welcome you to continue your efforts."

"What a stupid suggestion." Xia Tingfei looked at Qu Jianai: "The puppet you have here? You can't call it a girl at all."

"That's really mean." Qu Jianai teased her short sideburns: "What I can guarantee is that she must be a girl. Maybe you know her too."

She smiled slyly.

Xia Tingfei glanced at Qu Jianai: "Boring."

He hates trouble, most of all.

Today, I just give Qujian Ai a warning.

If an all-out war really breaks out, God knows how many people Qu Jian Ai will control.

"You are really ready to hold them tightly in your hands."

Xia Tingfei paused as he teased her during the song.

"A man who has the courage to be what others have been is a truly mature adult."

As she said this, Xia Tingfei didn't respond. He just dropped the girl in his hands and walked out of the coffee shop.

Seeing Xia Tingfei like this, Qu Jianai narrowed her eyes and called out to Hinazuki Kana.

"Girl, you made him weak." She seemed to remind her kindly, but these words were like a knife piercing Hinazuki Kana's heart.

Looking at Xia Tingfei's back as he walked out of the door, Hinazuki Kana turned around and looked at Qujian Ai: "There is no need to sow discord between me and him. The bond between him and me is deeper than you imagine."

"I have never provoked your relationship." Qu Jianai didn't take it seriously: "What I said is the truth."

"Think about it, the Xia Tingjun you met at that time. And then there is the Xia Tingjun now. Do you think it has changed?"

"So, what do you want to say?" She looked at Qu Jianai indifferently.

"Is this a good change?" Ai Quma teased Hinazuki Kana.

"You don't need to comment on this kind of thing." The girl said this. She would not be afraid of the woman in front of her.

"It's so funny." Qujian Ai knocked on the table, and the thumping sound seemed to hit Hinazuki Kana's heart.

It made her a little upset.

"You came to me today, isn't it because you don't recognize their own choice of happiness? You use your standards to demand others, but why are you so angry when I do the same thing as you?"

Ai Quma is secretly changing the concept again - she compares the happiness those girls think they have after being manipulated with the happiness choices made by Hinazuki Kana and others by themselves.

On top of autonomy, it’s a far cry.

But she mixed it up and polluted Hinazuki Kana's logic.

Perhaps - it's because Hinazuki Kana cares too much about Xia Tingfei.

Therefore, she will become unable to be reserved and calm.

She was obviously panicked and could not refute Qu Jianai's words.

"He - became weak because of you."

"If it weren't for you, the knife he just struck would have hit my neck directly. Just like his appearance at the beginning, as the first girl, you should have seen his appearance at the beginning. He Do you still remember what his initial personality was like?" Qu Jianai squinted his eyes: "I have said it before. He and I are the same kind of people, and neither of us has been controlled by this society. "

"Just like heavy rains, meteorites, and earthquakes." Ai Quma looked at Hinazuki Kana: "Just like the three major disasters that Third New Tokyo has encountered, we are violent and unique after all."

"Once upon a time, he was also unique. But because of you, he became weaker. Like a big tree entangled and imprisoned by dodder, it was deprived of its nutrients, and in the end, it only withered and died."

"You are his ankle that has not been dipped in the River Styx, and you are his maple leaf that has not been dipped in the dragon's blood."

"Think about it, he gave you his general's strength, his never giving up to Nishimiya Ruri, and his resistance to the sea tide. So - what is left of him now?"

"Your shining comes at the expense of having his light taken away."

"Do you think I would believe this?" Hinazuki Kana said in a low voice.

"I don't believe it. I absolutely don't believe such a thing."

"Such words are lies, falsehoods, and fakes."

"Such words were said by the Qujian Ai in front of me in order to deceive me."

"I do not believe."

Hinazuki Kana grabbed the knife in her hand, trembling, and the tip of the knife clicked on the ground.

"If you didn't believe it - you wouldn't have said that, would you?" Qu Jianai tilted her head, and her long, deep blue hair, as long as the abyss, slipped from her shoulders, almost entangled in it. On Hinazuki Kana's neck.

Take her breath away.

There was a sudden burning in her eyes, and Hinazuki Kana felt pain in her eyes. She closed her eyes and opened them again.

Ai Quma was still sitting at the bar, but Kana Hinazuki looked very tired.

It's like his physical strength has been exhausted.

Hinazuki Kana came back to her senses and turned around to leave.

As if escaping from something unacceptable, she fled the cafe.

Qujian Ai looked at her back: "It's the same phenomenon as Nishinomiya Liuli, like something has taken away their will. Is it Xia Ting? What did he do? Can he control other people remotely?"

Hinazuki Kana walked out of the cafe door and stood in the sun.

To be honest, the weather today is very good.

The heavy rain washed the sky into an almost freezing lake, and thin clouds clung to the blue sky.There was also a moist and cool breeze passing through the gaps between the hair strands.

It's obviously just a cool breeze, but it makes people feel trembling all over.

She looked up and felt her eyes sting.

"I feel dizzy. I just feel that this kind of weather is perfect for an outing. I sit on a picnic cloth and spend the afternoon doing nothing."

"However, this sunshine makes me dizzy. My heart beats like a classic, but also like a rusty car, as if it will stop beating at the next moment."

"Maybe it's not because of the weather."

"I understand. It's despicable to blame everything on the weather."

"But, I don't want to believe Naqujian Ai's words."

"——That's ridiculous. They actually said that we took away the light of Xia Ting."

"I don't want to believe it - but Xia Ting is indeed changing."

"——But, it has definitely not become weaker."

"But - it's because of me."

"But - I'm not confident that it's getting better."

"I don't have such confidence."

"I--I almost want to faint."

"But, I can't do this. Because, I am "strong"."

"Let's go to the dessert shop and sit down for a while." Hinazuki Kana smiled bitterly.

"Okay." Xia Tingfei looked at Hinazuki Kana like this and asked calmly: "Did something happen? Or did Qu Jianai say something to you?"

"I will not tell him such a conversation."

"It's nothing." Hinazuki Kana patted Xia Tingfei on the shoulder dissatisfiedly: "I'm not a child anymore, so there's no need to worry so much."

"I'm already a strong girl."

Her eyelids were lowered, making it difficult to see her expression clearly.

"I noticed something was wrong with her, but I couldn't ask."

"This is her will."

"It's her choice."

"Wanting to be strong, wanting to take responsibility for oneself - that's not a mistake."

"Oh, really?"

Xia Tingfei patted her shoulder: "That's good."

In the end, he just said this dryly.

(End of this chapter)