Xingyue: The protagonist I recommended died again

Chapter 111 Chapter [-]: From life to death, from death to life

"Although I don't know what Mash Kyrielet went through, but since he is a demon, he must have been treated in some inhumane way. However, there should be many similar situations in the world, right?"

Looking at the confused Jian Yi, Leif couldn't figure out for a moment what the other party wanted to say or what he wanted to express. He just looked down at the other party with a frown and confusion.

"Look, maybe in your eyes, Matthew Kyrielet's experience is very miserable, but in this world, aren't such personal tragedies everywhere?
I won't talk about the evil things that everyone knows about the devil. I will only talk about the various wars launched without authorization for profit. They have caused more personal tragedies, right?
There are all kinds of tragic massacres in the world. It is not breast milk that greets newborns, but the mother's hot blood. There are countless tragedies like this caused by wars for selfish interests.

I'm just confused, why do you feel that there is hope for mankind when you face those things, but only when you face Mash Kyrielight, do you feel that mankind and the world are hopeless?
Could it be that, in your eyes, those are not tragedies?Not shocked by those tragedies at all?Not even touched at all?Are you also a double standard? "

Leif was obviously stunned by Jian Jian's question.

And couldn't help but start thinking.

Yes, why did I not lose hope in humanity when faced with those tragedies, but why did I feel that humanity had no hope when faced with the tragedy of Matthew Kyrielet?
Could it be that I haven't realized the tragedies this kid mentioned all this time?
No, it’s not like that. The news media reports it every day, and I often see it in the morning newspaper, but why exactly?Why have I always turned a blind eye to those things?

Although suffering cannot be compared, those tragedies are not necessarily inferior to the tragedy of Matthew Kyrielet, right?

Why didn't I despair of human beings when I faced those?Why is all this happening?
Leif, who couldn't figure it out anyway, didn't dwell too much on this kind of thing and said: "This kind of question is meaningless. Everything doesn't matter now! Because ugly humans are destined to perish!"

Jian Jian shook his head, and his eyes became extremely serious: "No, for the dead little girl, the truth, or this answer, is meaningful."

"Stop being so naive. She is already dead. What's the point of the truth and answers?"

"Of course! It is meaningful to her, who still regards you as the person she respects the most at the last moment of her life, and to you, who has no answer for yourself!"

"Then why do you say?"

Looking at Leif who was a bit impatient and had a look on his face like "I don't even know the answer myself, how can you, a person who doesn't know me at all, have anything to say about it?", he simply shook his head.

"Admittedly, I don't know you, but..."

"There are obviously so many tragedies in the world, but you turn a blind eye. Only because of her tragedy, you have lost hope in the world and humanity, and even want to destroy the world."

At this point, Jian Yan looked up at Leif.

While his eyes showed some complicated emotions, his tone also softened.

"Mr. Leif, there is only one possibility left now, that is, that girl is the unique and most important existence to you."

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Don't you admit it yet? What I mean is that her weight in your heart is far greater than that of other human beings in this world! Even if there are similar tragedies, it is only her tragedy that you can't bear!
Am I wrong?You know best whether your hatred for Miss Olga includes this, and whether it includes the uncontrollable anger and hatred related to Matthew. "

Leif didn't answer immediately. He frowned and looked like he was thinking in an orderly manner. In fact, his heart was completely confused and his thoughts were in a mess, unable to be sorted out.

"Mr. Leif has never fallen in love with a person of the opposite sex in a sexual sense, right? Therefore, he never realized that he fell in love with that strong, simple little girl..."

"Stop talking nonsense to me! How could I have such feelings for Mash Kyrielet! Absolutely impossible! That kind of special emotion is just sympathy at best!"

"Then why, in the same tragedy, only sympathy for her is so heavy that it makes you give up hope in the world?"

Faced with Jian Jian's serious rhetorical question and the sharp look in the other person's eyes that looked straight at him as if he was "seeking an explanation for that girl," Leif was speechless for a moment.

"This is the truth, but because you have never fallen in love with someone, you don't know that feeling is love! You mistook it for sympathy! But, no! Absolutely not!
I have a partner, so I understand that feeling!When I see her in distress, I want to help her at all costs. When I see her in pain, I feel that the world is dark. This is love! "

Artoria, who thought she was talking about herself, was suddenly moved. She took the initiative to hold Jian Yi's hand tightly, interlocking his fingers, and then took a step forward.

"The princess is right, that feeling is undoubtedly love."

"What do you know, Cricket Servant! No!"

At this time, Leif was completely messed up.

So that feeling was actually love?

Did he actually fall in love with Mash Kyrielight?
"Then tell me, if not, why do you feel sad for her? Why do you regret it now? And why do you feel uneasy thinking about her?"

Faced with three simple questions, Leif was speechless again.

"Mr. Leif, I really have no other intention. I just want to ask you for a trivial explanation for the little girl who was still chanting your name at the last moment of her life."

"You..." Leif's eyes finally fluctuated.

"People cannot be resurrected. I just hope you can admit this feeling and the importance of her in your heart."

correct!Resurrection!
Leif, who was feeling numb, heard the words "resurrection", and the complex emotions that could not be resolved and were indescribable surged through him as if he had found some outlet.Need the Holy Grail!
Looking at the Holy Grail (diamond-shaped magic block) being used to open the passage between here and Chaldea, Leif subconsciously wanted to take back the Holy Grail and use the power of the Holy Grail to resurrect Mashu.

However, at this moment, Olga Marie, who had been silent from beginning to end, suddenly laughed like crazy.

"Hahaha, Leif, this is your retribution! You don't know what love is, and you kill the person you love most with your own hands! Hahaha!"

Director, you really know how to choose the right time to taunt!

Jian Yi complained in her heart. It was obvious that the other party was completely deceived and her mind was filled with things about Matthew. Suddenly such a sentence was full of hatred. Could this girl have cerebral palsy?

"Mr. Leif, all I want is for you to admit your love for that little girl. In this way, you can comfort the soul of that simple, kind-hearted little girl."

The simple words were like a temporary rescue, causing Leif to shift his attention from Olga Marie to Matthew's matter.

"That...that's definitely not love!"

Leif said harshly, but at that moment he closed the passage without any delay, and the action of recovering the Holy Grail betrayed his heart.

"I will never admit that it is love!"

He said he was arrogant and refused to admit it, but in fact, in his heart, Leif couldn't bear to wait for even one second... no, half a second!
Ignoring Olga Marie, who was completely unconcerned and doing free-falling movements, Leif was busy and focused on searching for Mashu's whereabouts with the Holy Grail.

In the end, through the weak connection between Jian Yi and that world, he was connected to Jian Yi's original world through the Holy Grail.

At the same time, under the simple instructions, Arturia also caught Olga Marie and immediately covered the other person's mouth to prevent the other party from saying stupid words without thinking.

……

In another world, due to the suggestion of the store manager Yan, Lin and others have just returned to Jian Yi's home with Jian Yi's body.

However, just as they entered the door, everyone saw a sudden distortion of time and space in the sky above the backyard, and then, it seemed as if someone had torn a crack open!
The scorching breath and the concentration of magic elements are much higher than in the real world, as if the air of the Gods' Age is pouring in from the rift in time and space.

"that is…"

The Goddess Ba who came out in a hurry, wearing an apron and holding a spatula, frowned, and then saw another freezing device flying out of the backyard and being sucked into the rift in time and space.

Looking at the sky that returned to normal in an instant, Goddess Ba became more and more curious about what Jian Yi did at singular point F.

However, another sudden change in time and space did not give Goddess Ba time to think. She immediately threw eight formation diagrams and shrouded the sky above the mansion.

【Queen of the Wind!What's going on? ! 】

Goddess Ba sent out a sound transmission, and he could feel that not only here, but the entire Fuyuki time and space was being pulled uncontrollably by something.

[The closing of the world line is left to the defense of the eight formations...]

The sound of the wind in the courtyard reached the ears of the goddess Ba.

Just half of the words...

【wrong!There are other thrusts besides that beast!Someone who was secretly paying attention to the divinity took advantage of this moment to take action!

Princess, get ready!We (the world) are going to be bound to the singularity where the little master is now! 】

……

Arturia was completely stunned when she saw Mash, who suddenly appeared and then suddenly resurrected for some unknown reason, and turned into a sub-servant, holding an unusually familiar large shield.

After a while, he looked at Jian Yi.

He was present at the time when the princess almost deceived the Ichiki Servant (Kojiro) to death. Although it was outrageous, it was still acceptable.

But isn’t it too outrageous to go from being fooled from death to life?
Of course, even Jian Jian did not expect this.

I just want Leif to transfer his hatred for Olga Marie elsewhere, let the director live for a little longer, and incidentally make Leif, who doesn't understand love at all, have self-doubt and trick him. , but unexpectedly got an unexpected harvest!

By the way, the Holy Grail can even do things like resurrect from the dead?That shouldn't work, right?
The next second, Leif's soliloquy made Jian Jian find the answer.

"It seems that he is not completely dead. Is it because the spirit base of the heroic spirit in his body is holding his last breath of life?"

(End of this chapter)