half demon glass

Chapter 798 I feel guilty

It's a pity that he didn't express his love for me before we broke up, or he didn't understand what love meant at that time.

He had always believed that there was still a lot of time between him and me, and that some things could be brought up in time until he had completely solved the internal and external troubles in the underworld and removed all obstacles.

So when he finished dealing with the underworld and met me again, he found that there was someone else beside me, and he was still the little fox I once thought about so much. That’s why he was so resentful, like a mute, holding back and unable to bear it. I want to say.

I don’t know if Ye Jinli has figured out in the long 1000 years since my death why I kept a distance from him and why I refused to say a single request to him even though I lived in such embarrassment. Character.

But now I understand.

I have always felt guilty about him.

I also know what betraying Southern Xinjiang really means.

I already knew my ending and knew that I was likely to die. From the beginning to the end, I didn’t want to drag him into the water.

Later, why did I choose Feng Jiuqing?

There was something about the little fox, but at the time, I didn’t know the true identity of the little fox. Although he was important to me, it couldn’t be considered a love between a man and a woman.

It's more about trust and dependence. It's hard to find something that can completely belong to me and can be possessed by me openly.

It's just that this kind of dependence has more of a selfish component.

The second time I met Feng Jiuqing was when he finally recovered from his injuries and returned to his human form. I was tricked by Yun Moyi and almost cooked a meal with Qian Xianling. In the end, I jumped directly from the temple and fell. The night we arrived at the hot springs.

I was drugged, and something indescribable happened to Feng Jiuqing.

At that time, he did not have the memory of those years when he turned into a little fox beside me after being beaten back to his original form.

I didn't even know that the man in front of me was the little fox I had been with day and night and whom I longed for.

That night, Feng Jiuqing clearly knew from my mouth that I was the saint of southern Xinjiang, but she didn't use it as a despicable way to blackmail me into helping him.

On the contrary, after what happened, he wanted to erase my memory of him, and even warned me not to break into his arms next time.

Yun Moyi and Qian Xianling did not dare to say anything about drugging me, and they were even more afraid that something would happen to me and I would be implicated.

They ran down the mountain and searched for me all night.

Before Feng Jiuqing left, they finally found me.

Yun Moyi knew that I lost my virginity unexpectedly and didn't even know who the man was. She was so excited that she could hardly close her mouth from ear to ear.

Qian Xianling wanted to press him like crazy, but he had no position at all.

As for me, since I came back from my experience in the mortal world, I have already made up my mind that I don’t want to marry Qian Xianjing. I am even more upset about losing my virginity. Regardless of Qian Xianling and Yun Moyi, I want the lion to open his mouth. What kind of conditions are they offering to make me compromise before they are willing to keep silent? I will respond directly.

"This matter was plotted against me by the two of you. Do you really think that if it comes out, I will be punished instead of you?"

The two of them shut up instantly.

After all, my status in southern Xinjiang is well known to everyone.

My mother had fled southern Xinjiang for so long to regret her marriage, so blatantly, in front of all the people in southern Xinjiang, she cuckolded Yuntian Jue, and Yuntian Jue married her.

What about Qian Xianjing?

How would he choose?

(End of this chapter)