Dashan Orchard 1988

Chapter 188 I am already a useless person

"Fifth brother, Xiaofeng, why did you pull me out? I haven't had enough fun yet. Just let me go in and play. I don't have anywhere to go anyway."

After Li Muyun came out, he was leaning crookedly and could not stand firmly.

He kept chattering nonsense, and his behavior made Li Muyang and Li Mu very angry.

"Brother Six, what are you talking nonsense about? What are you playing for? What can you do here and what can you do?
Look at you, what's it like inside the house where you play this game?Sixth sister-in-law is angry with you, and the children are not at home. You still want to play?
How could you be like this?Didn't we say it before, don't play anymore. "

"It's okay, I didn't play much. It's just a little hobby. It's not murder and arson. Why does anyone want to control me?"

"Fifth brother, do you listen to what he said?"

Li Muyang looked at Li Muyun and didn't say much. He just pushed the car forward.

"Let's go, go back first, let's talk when we go back."

"If I don't go back, where can I go? There's no one at home, so I don't want to go back."

"I said go back."

Li Muyang increased his voice.

He glanced at his brother coldly again, his eyes like a knife, which made the drunken and confused Li Muyun wake up.

Li Mufeng was also shocked and said nothing.

Li Muyun became better behaved this time. Although he still walked unsteadily, he became much more honest.

The three brothers returned to Li Muyun's home in silence.

As soon as he got home, Li Muyun collapsed on the steps in front of his room, like a puddle of mud, breathing heavily.

Li Muyang left the car beside him, sat down next to him, and fell into silence.

Li Mufeng saw his two brothers sitting and followed him.

The three people stood like three stone tablets at the door of the room.

I didn't speak for a long time.

I don't know how long it took, but the sky slowly turned dark, and Li Muyang sighed softly.

"Mu Yun, if I ask a question, can you answer me properly?"

"What, brother, you can ask if you want. If you know, I will tell you. If you don't know, I can't help you. Is that true? Xiaofeng, can you tell Fifth Brother?"

"Fifth Brother asked you to answer, just answer. Why are you so verbose? Can you pay more attention to your image?"

"Image, I want a shitty image. Can I have a full belly and warm clothes? Anyway, I have nothing now. My wife doesn't want me, and my children don't call me daddy. What do I want that image for? Here it is. Who sees it? Who cares?"

"you……"

Li Mufeng was going to be pissed to death by Li Muyun.

He clenched his fist so tightly that if Li Muyang wasn't right next to him, he would definitely go up and beat Li Muyun.

Relatively speaking, Li Muyang slowly calmed down.

"Mu Yun, I am your brother. Logically speaking, I should and should not take care of this kind of thing.

I should take care of it because I am your brother, and I can’t bear to see you like this, right?

How could a young man degenerate into this state?Will this be the case for the rest of my life?
But if you are in charge, after all, we have a mother, an eldest brother and two brothers, they can take care of it. Besides, you have a family and a career, and you have your own life.

Although we come from the same family, we are now two families. Sometimes I feel that I may have talked too much.

After all, everyone has to live their own life. It’s not the same thing to always rely on others or to interfere with others, don’t you think? "

Li Muyun remained silent and did not speak.

"So, this is the last time I talk to you like this. Talking too much will hurt my feelings.

I know that it is not easy to give up the habit of gambling. If everyone can control themselves, then we will all be successful.

But having said that, things always have a priority.There is always something, we need to know what consequences it will bring?
Eating, drinking, whoring, gambling, etc. are all bad habits.

Our parents have taught us since childhood that we should behave in an upright manner and not be contaminated by these things.Look at the rest of our family, aren’t they all like this?

Also, you know that Liu Xiaogang and Qinqin ended up like that because they like to gamble. So now they have only one option: divorce, right?

And you?Now you have made Xiaoyu and the children go back to their parents' home.

If you don’t know how to restrain yourself and continue to indulge, what do you think the consequences will be?He will definitely end up like Liu Xiaogang.

When Liu Xiao first came to the door, you didn't have a strong opinion of him and gave him a beating.

what about now?How did you become like him?Have you ever thought about how you would explain it if Xiaoyu's parents came over, or whether they would be beaten by others?

Since we hate those things, then we shouldn’t do them ourselves. "

"That's right, Brother Six, you are really confused.

The last time we were at home, we said not to be contaminated with these things again. You also promised it to your sixth sister-in-law and other brothers and sisters-in-law.If you say you won’t get infected, why would you want to play?

I just don't understand what's so fun about that thing.

Apart from ruining your family, what can he bring to you?

You want to make other people’s money, so who doesn’t want to make money from that?
Are you better than others?
If you don't take a look, who are the people playing with those things?
Look at that bald head. Don’t we know who the bald head is?
Who is he not smarter than?Can you win his money?If everyone wants to win money, who will be the unlucky guy who loses money? "

Li Mufeng also hated the fact that iron cannot become steel.

Li Muyun still didn't speak.

There was no brilliance in his eyes, which were half-open and half-closed, as if he was looking ahead or looking in mid-air.The brothers and sisters around him said a lot, but none of them seemed to reach his heart.

"Muyun, you are still young now, and you still have a lot of time. You can live a better life.

Think about it, many people your age don't even have a wife.You have a wife, children, and a craft that can make you money. This has made many people envious.

Having said that, we men must have our own responsibilities, right?
Mother's body looks like that. We children should take good care of her and be filial to her.Haven't you always said that you are a very filial person?If my mother knew about this kind of thing, she would be so sad that she would die..."

When Li Muyun mentioned his mother, his eyes finally showed guilt.

Everyone in the Li family is like this.No matter what his personality is, he is very filial deep down, and the same goes for Li Muyun.

Although he can't control himself.But deep down in my heart, I also know that my mother is good, and I also want to be a filial child. "Fifth brother, why are you talking about this? I'm so fucked up, and I can't control myself, just like you said. I can't help it. Sometimes I think about saying I won't play anymore, I won't play anymore , but what should I do if I want to go when someone calls me?

I work in this street, and those people always come to me.I won’t go today and I won’t go tomorrow, but I couldn’t bear it and they kept shouting.

If you don’t play this, you don’t know. As long as you have played it, you will always want to play. When you win, you want to win more. When you lose, you want to make back your money. It’s really addictive..."

"Brother knows he is addicted. Otherwise, how could there be so many people who, once they get involved, can never get away from it.

But we humans are alive, and we cannot let these addictions... control us.

I know those people will often come to you, so why do you think they are?Isn't it just because they know that they can always make money from you, so they regard you as their biggest scapegoat?You know this, but you still jump in again and again. Isn't this a big loss? "

"Brother, I understand all the principles. What's the use of telling me these principles? You're not me.

I know that you can control yourself and you are a good person, but I am not.

It’s not like you don’t understand me. I’ve been like this since I was a child and have never been able to take care of myself. If I were like you, I would definitely have a better life.

People are different. Don’t always ask me to do it with your demands. I can’t do it.The two of us are really, really different, really different..."

Li Muyun said it three times in a row.

Li Muyang keenly heard the helplessness and pain in his brother's tone, and he also had mixed feelings in his heart.

When his brother spoke like this, he really didn't know what to say anymore.

There are nine children in their family, and the five sons have very different personalities.

He has lived for so long, and of course he knows that people cannot impose their ideas on others.

He is not that kind of psychologist, nor is he good at comforting people.

But this was his biological brother in front of him, and he couldn't just watch him fall like this.So he could only do it this way.I hope to use my emotions and sincere words to make my brother restrain himself.

"Besides, brother, it's already too late. Qian Xiaoyu and her baby have returned to her parents' home.

Just like you said, she wants to divorce me, she says she doesn't want to live with me anymore, she says she has no hope and no hope in being with me.I haven’t seen the yard for so long, and I haven’t saved any money.The baby is still young in the past two years, and the cost of going to school will increase, and life will be even more difficult.

Brother, actually I know what she said is right. I am not a fool. Although I am confused, my brain is fine.

Instead of dragging her to suffer all the time.Then it's better to let her find someone else. Maybe she will live a better life with someone else. "

"What are you talking about, Brother Six?!"

"I'm not talking nonsense, this is what I think, anyway, I am a bad person.

Isn’t the saying right?Mud cannot hold up a wall.

I know that you are good to me, but I can't help it anyway.

Even if I promise you today, you can't stay by my side and keep looking at me. When you leave, I may become like this again.

is not it?
Brother, Xiaofeng.It makes no sense, just let me fend for myself. "

Li Muyang looked at his brother quietly, thinking that maybe this situation was not unique to his family.

If he left like this tonight.Then he believed that Li Muyun would never stand up again, and he might really be confused for the rest of his life.

But how to save him...how to save him?
What Li Muyun said is right. They each have their own lives, and they can't keep Li Muyun tied to their side and watching him...

Tie to your side...

An idea suddenly popped into Li Muyang's mind.

Why can't I take her with me?
Anyway, the land as big as my orchard needs a lot of people to take care of it.

Since Li Muyun made a little money here and lost it all when he changed hands, he might as well work in the orchard with him.

At home, I won't come into contact with these messy people on the street.It just blocks the possibility of things developing from another level.

Besides, they don’t have a yard in the town anyway.It's not the same thing to rent someone else's house all the time. After returning home, you can get a base for installation in the village.

Wouldn't it be possible to live a good life by slowly building a yard with your own hard-working hands?

If this idea can really be realized, wouldn't it be a double benefit?

Now he only has Mi Dama to help him. Wang Tianxiao is still waiting in the air, and he doesn't know if he can agree.

It is impossible to grow an 80-acre orchard. It needs some people anyway. His initial estimate is that in addition to himself, at least five people will be needed.

"Mu Yun, didn't you say that I can't keep watching you? Is this okay? You don't want to hang out in this town anymore. The other owner of your shop doesn't want you anyway. Come back to the village with me. "

Li Muyun was stunned, "Why go back to the village? What can I do when I go back? Haven't I given all the land I have to my second brother and the others to plant it?"

"Of course I have to go back. Didn't I contract the orchard? I need some help. You can go back and work with me.

Didn't I have 30 acres before? Later, because they wanted to build the power distribution station to the west of our house, they compensated me for another 50 acres. Now I have 80 acres of orchards.

The orchard requires people to work, and the family has only hired one person, which is far from enough manpower. I thought about it, instead of looking for someone outside, we might as well do it together. "

"Orchard?"

Li Muyun said mockingly, "I don't understand the orchard, what can I do when I go back? Brother, I know you just want to give me a job, right? Don't worry about it, I won't change it if I do it." "

"You haven't done it yet, how do you know you can't do it?

You see, after Xiaoyu comes back, you two can stay at home with your children. We will find a team to approve a farm base, and you will build another yard.

Anyway, the eldest brother, the second brother, my mother, and I are all at home. If anything happens, we can discuss it together and take care of each other. Isn’t this great?
It's better than being in this town forever, don't you think? "

"Ha ha,"

Li Muyun laughed and said: "Fifth brother, listen to what you are saying? You are still going back with Qian Xiaoyu. She has gone back to her parents' home long ago. She doesn't want me anymore. I don't have a wife anymore."

How could she follow me back?Besides, she is not the kind of person who wants to stay in the countryside. I know you do it for my own good, but you really think too much. "

"It all depends on people. As long as you are willing to change your ways and live a good life with a clean slate. I believe Xiaoyu will follow you no matter where you are.

Um.As for her going back to her parents' home now, that's okay.We can go to your mother-in-law's house and talk to them properly. I believe that you have been together for so many years and have two children, so you must still have feelings. "

"Brother, you really don't want to die until you reach the Yellow River. Okay, if you say so. If you can help me find my wife, I promise you won't be a cook in the town, and I will go back with you to work hard. "

(End of this chapter)