Farm widows have space, pick up a treasure on the way to escape

Chapter 240 Let him live in endless self-blame all his life
There was a bang in Lu Baichuan's mind. He went out as a escort the day after his wedding. That means he became a father on the night of his wedding.

He had a son, but now his son's name also appears on the death register.

This is the fourth year. Not only has he failed to be a good son and husband, he has also failed to be a good father.

He opened a gambling house in Nantai and was enjoying great success as Mr. Sun, but his family was suffering from drought.

When he was improving in martial arts and was praised by his superiors, his whole family, even his son who was less than three years old, died at the hands of rogue bandits.

His original intention was to create a new world and let the whole family live a good life, but what about the reality?
His family members suffered disasters and died tragically on the way to escape, but he could do nothing.

Is this the good life he's always wanted?

It was really relaxing to be alone.

In order to come back to Nantai, his body was seriously injured. After returning, he was not able to recover, and he embarked on the road to find his relatives with all the pain.

After traveling so many places, he discovered that all his family members had died in Changzhou!
He grabbed the county magistrate and asked with red eyes: "Are you sure the body and the name match?"

The county magistrate said tremblingly: "Your Excellency, most of the people in the Lujia Village died outside Liujia Town, and their bodies were piled up like a hill. There was a riot in Changzhou at that time, and there was no one to manage it for a long time. When I collected their bodies, I found that some of the body patches they were wearing were missing, leaving only their bones. By comparing the names of everyone in the Lu family, I could identify them one by one..."

"grown ups!"

"master!"

Lu Baichuan couldn't hear anything. He only felt that his vision went dark and he lost consciousness. After running all the way to find his family, his body had already reached its limit.

Lou Chong hurriedly stepped forward to support him and shouted to the county magistrate: "Go to the doctor quickly!"

The county magistrate didn't know what relationship this gentleman had with the Lu family, but seeing him like this, he felt anxious. This was a high-ranking official from the capital, and a close confidant of King Chen. If something happened to him, he would be really worried. I can’t eat and walk around!
When he woke up again, it was already the night of the second day. They lived in the county government office. With his physical condition, Lou Chong did not dare to take him to live elsewhere.

"Master, your body is very exhausted. Please take a good rest for a few days."

Lou Chong saw that he was about to get up as soon as he woke up, and hurriedly stepped forward to help him.

But Lu Baichuan insisted on getting up and said, "Let's go."

Lou Chong was puzzled: "Where to go?"

"Go back to Jingzhou."

He pursed his lips. There was a taste of blood in his mouth and his body felt uncomfortable, but he didn't allow himself to stay.

Wasn't he eager to make achievements in the first place?Wouldn't it be easier for him to realize his dream now that he has no worries?
Lu Baichuan smiled self-deprecatingly, feeling that he was such a despicable person that he could think of his selfish desires so magnificently.

Therefore, every day he lives in the future, he has to live in the honor he has worked so hard for, with the regret and unwillingness of the whole family, so that he can live in endless self-blame all his life, so that he can relieve his hatred!
"Master, if you want to leave, don't be in a hurry. Eat something first!"

When Lu Baichuan was unconscious, Lou Chong took off his mask. Now looking at the many wrinkles on his face and his body that couldn't stand straight at all, the tough man couldn't help but feel hot in his eyes.

His journey as a master has been really difficult.After following him for many years, Lou Chong knew what kind of person he was, and he even saved his own life.

He had saved so many people and done so many good things outside, but his whole family died so miserably, no one else would be able to bear it.

Lu Baichuan couldn't listen to the advice at all. What qualifications did a person like him have to eat to heal his injuries?It's better to go back to the battlefield and kill a few more enemies for fun!

Even though it was very late, at Lu Baichuan's insistence, the two of them left the county government office.

Lou Chong was going to prepare a carriage for him, but he didn't need that thing at all. He jumped out as soon as he got on the horse, and his movements were even more agile than Lou Chong's.

Lou Chong knew that he couldn't accept the fact that his family was gone, so he wanted to seek spiritual sustenance by torturing himself. He was afraid that he would really ruin him, so he followed him in a hurry.

The county magistrate and several of his subordinates stood at the door to see each other off. They were a little confused about the behavior of the master and servant, but they were not interested in asking more questions. After all, these two people didn't do anything even when they came. They just checked the death register. Then just stayed here for one day.

The magistrate yawned and went back to sleep without saying a word.

Being an official in this damn place, if he wanted to be promoted in the future, he would have to put in a lot of effort. He had to catch up on all his sleep while he had nothing to do now, otherwise he would be too busy to sleep after a while. It's luxury.

He Jiuniang has already received a reply from her family. What her family means is that they don't know much about cooperating with others. Everything is up to He Jiuniang. As long as she thinks it's appropriate, her family will also think it's appropriate.

So, He Jiuniang met with Cheng Xuewei several times to finalize the cooperation and signed a contract.

Cheng Xuewei previously gave a ratio of [-] to [-] points, but He Jiuniang still didn't want to take advantage of others. After all, Cheng Xuewei meant to open it not only in Fucheng, but also in surrounding counties. The money spent in this can be imagined. And you know, it’s not easy to get your money back.

To be fair, [-]-[-] is more convenient.

Cheng Xuewei didn't expect that she would be so generous, so she happily agreed. She just thought that she must find someone to run the shop well and make more money for the Lu family when the dividends are distributed at the end of the year.

Because He Jiuniang missed her son so much and wanted to go home for two days, she remembered what Qin Jian had asked her to do and wanted to follow her to visit her home. However, when she sent someone to look for her, she was told that Qin Jian had gone out to do business and had not been here for the past day or two. Will be back.

He Jiuniang went back by herself. Anyway, there will be many opportunities in the future. If it doesn't work this time, it will work next time.

When she was about to set off, she saw a familiar carriage coming towards her. There were wind chimes hanging on the carriage, which made a tinkling sound when the wind blew.

He Jiuniang got out of the car and waited for them to come over. Seeing Ling Yue and Lingxue helping Jiang Ruoya get out of the car, she also went up to help her and asked with concern: "Is Madam feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"

"No, I'm here to see Jiu'er!"

Under He Jiuniang's treatment, Jiang Ruoya's condition has improved greatly. She can sleep without taking medicine these days. Her complexion has improved a lot, but her spirit has not returned to normal. She likes to hold her hand when talking. He even likes to pinch her face as if he were a child.

However, He Jiuniang does not reject such contact.

Ling Yue said: "Ms. He, my wife heard that you were going home for two days, and she felt reluctant to leave, so she wanted to see you off. She also brought you some cakes for you to eat on the way."

Ling Xue added on the side: "This is made by our wife herself!"

(End of this chapter)