After reading the mind of the villain, the God of Science cried and begged me to like him

Cheng Jinbai lowered his eyes and looked at the diary on the table.

The diary is very old, and you can tell at a glance that it has been used for many, many years.

After pondering for a moment, Cheng Jinbai reached out and opened the diary.

The paper is yellowed, silently telling the traces left by the years.

On the title page were two lines of elegant and unrestrained words. Cheng Jinbai could recognize that they were written by her young pen——

"I would like to use this diary to commemorate the love of my life——"

"Su Huai."

Turn the page, and next is the text of the diary——

"2019, August 8, Qing. I confess, my sister is mine."

"August 2020, 8, yin. Lost my love forever. Zhizhi and I were separated by a wall. How painful and helpless she was at that time."

"September 2020, 9, sunny. It's so dark underground. Don't be afraid, Zhizhi. I'll be with you right away."

"..."

"2010, April 4, Qing. How come I didn't die, but was reborn and returned to the past. This diary has also come back... Then this time, I want to protect Zhizhi. Today is Zhizhi's birthday, what happened to Zhizhi? It’s different from before. Do you love motorcycles? Do you love wearing dreadlocks? Don’t you like painting anymore? Don’t you want to be a portrait artist? Forget it, as long as Zhizhi is still here.”

"September 2010, 9, Yin. Zhizhi is not really Zhizhi! She is a bad guy who has taken over Zhizhi's body! Where is my Zhizhi, where has my Zhizhi gone!"

"Yin, April 2019, 4. She is not really Zhizhi, she has fallen in love with someone else... When can my Zhizhi come back... Zhizhi... I miss you so much."

"..."

"March 2007, 3. I killed her and saw the system from her body. The world collapsed and I was reborn. It turned out that this world became a novel world. My Zhizhi did not die, she died What the system calls the real world. Zhizhi...she can come back, right?"

"March 2007, 3. The plot of the book begins. I was abducted by Su Jianguo and became his adopted son."

"September 2017, 9. I saw Zhizhi again. She is still so beautiful. No, no, this is not Zhizhi."

"October 2023, 10. How could she ruin Zhizhi's body for Huo Yu! How could she!"

"May 2024, 5. She died in prison. Before she died, I peeled off the system from her body. In order to save her life, the system promised to help me get Zhizhi back. But the price is that I have to restart the world with my life every time. It’s just death, as long as my Gardenia comes back, it will be worth it no matter how many times it takes.”

"..."

"September 2017, 9. The world is restarted for the 1th time, and my Gardenia is back. No, let's change the name, only. I want her to be only mine."         " 90, October 2020 . She just... fell ill and left... The system said this was the price I paid for forcing her back into this world. No, this is her home, why can't she go home! I won't accept it!"

"..."

"2010, March 3. I restarted the world again. In order to go home and stay smoothly, I used the experience left over from the previous 7 reincarnations to create the organization IAD and devote myself to developing drugs. As long as you are not here I cry in my dreams because I can’t hold you.”

"September 2018, 9. The world was restarted for the hundredth time, and I only came back. I can read minds and hear everything about you. Have you forgotten the past? It doesn't matter. It's okay not to remember. , as long as she comes back. Welcome home, my little moon."

"September 2018, 9. Only live broadcasting games? I went to the live broadcast room under the pseudonym Dan Weijun to support her."

"September 2018, 9. She only saw my paintings. The last painting was the one I painted at the beginning, and I copied it. She still didn't seem to remember... and she was the same in this life. It seems that you don’t want to be a portraitist, so let me do it, I want to help you fulfill your original wish.”

"January 2020, 1. I went to W City and got sick again... I will definitely be able to save her this time, but you just need to wait and wait for me."

"January 2020, 1. I did it! I did it! I just survived!"

"April 2020, 4. It's just an adult ceremony. I'm still solving troubles abroad and can't meet in person, but I gave her a gift. She must look good in it. The red bean dice is my heart..."

"July 2020, 7. The Lord God found out that I was the one who restarted the world, and more and more people were sent to kill me. I can't die, what will happen to my animal if I die? I miss you so much, I miss you so much Hug her..."

"..."

Reading through the diary one by one, the young man's words ranged from serious to disorganized, angry, hesitant, confused, wronged... His emotions can be seen between the lines.

Cheng Jinbai held the diary and cried unknowingly.

She remembered...she remembered everything...

It turned out that Su Huai had endured so much without knowing it.

"What about you, Suisui? Where did you get the diary? You..." Cheng Jinbai wiped away his tears and looked sideways at Huo Sui'an.

"It was sent to me by Su Huai and asked me to forward it to you." Huo Sian'an took out a tissue and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. "As you think, I am also a reborn person."

She has been reincarnated less often than Su Huai, but she was indeed helped by Cheng Jinbai, so she is willing to cooperate with Su Huai and willingly be reborn again and again to bring Cheng Jinbai back.

Where Cheng Jinbai couldn't see it, Su Huai was always helping Cheng Jinbai solve the problem. Liang Zhi, A Qing... whoever bullied Cheng Jinbai didn't need Cheng Jinbai to take action. Su Huai was the first one who couldn't stand it, someone bullied his little moon.

"Where is he? Is he still in country M? I want to find him." Cheng Jinbai couldn't control his tears again. He wiped away his tears and immediately took out his mobile phone with choked sobs, preparing to book a flight to country M.