Uncle Huang loves me to the bone

Jiuwan was stunned, not knowing how to react.

Bai Li's hug was very measured.

The limit of comfort is not exceeded.

"If you don't want to talk about it, then don't talk about it."

Jiu Wan slowly raised her head and plunged into his arms, her head resting on his chest, tears falling like rain.

She burst into tears: "I was only seven years old at the time, but I killed people without mercy at all."

"I didn't even know I had that much strength when I held the pillow against his face."

"I knew he was going to die, and I also knew that I wanted him to die. The killing that time was not my response in panic, but my real intention to kill."

"Afterwards, I calmly cleaned up the scene and left quietly. Some people also came to check on me, but they couldn't prove it was me."

"I wasn't afraid, but I couldn't sleep that night because I felt sick. I jumped into the river and washed myself over and over again, but I still felt sick."

"I didn't tell my mother and brother because I didn't want them to worry, and I didn't want them to know that there was a devil living in my heart."

"Since then, I seemed to have opened some taboo mechanism. I killed one person after another, one after another who bullied my mother and me."

"Because I was still young, no one knew that I did it. Only I knew that my hands were already full of blood."

After a pause, Jiuwan continued:

"Because of killing, my heart became darker and more twisted. I began to realize that just killing people would not solve the problem. I wanted to be a better person."

"Only when we stand higher and climb farther, no one dares to bully us. To achieve my goal, I will do whatever it takes, and I even leaked my brother's horoscope."

"It's my fault that Feng Xia came to me. I know all this... Because I know it, I can't face it. I can only hide my guilt through hatred." Bai Li took out the handkerchief and gently kissed Jiu Wan. Wipe away tears.

He said nothing, silently listening to Jiu Wan's story.

Jiu Wan sobbed a few times and continued:

"My life under Hong Jiang was worse than death, but I didn't give up. I stepped on one life after another to walk in front of Hong Jiang and become her apprentice."

"Later, I got involved with the fate master again. I didn't want to be manipulated by others anymore, let alone be their pawn. I wanted to get away from Feng Xia and Hong Jiang."

"So I took refuge in the fortune teller, but in the end I just jumped from one fire pit to another."

"Even Xiao Qian, that little crybaby who's so weak that she can't stop crying, can ride on my head. What does my struggle all these years mean?"

The more Jiuwan talked, the more excited he became:

"That's all for Xiao Qian. Later, Lu Mingyu, who looks very similar to me, came along. How proud she is! Not only does Chang Sun Tao regard her as his life, but countless people hold her in their hands."

"She is like a moon among all the stars. Compared with her, I pale in comparison! So I hate Xiao Qian who stepped on my head, and I hate Lu Mingyu even more!"

"The most ridiculous thing is that my brother actually has such thoughts for Lu Mingyu and protects her at all times so that I can't hurt her!"

Speaking of this, Jiuwan suddenly pushed Bai Li away:

"It's you, don't you also have that intention? Isn't your kindness to Xiaolanhua and your kindness to me now because of my face?"

"No matter how humble I, Jiuwan, am, no matter how abominable, no matter how disgusting I am, I am not willing to be someone else's substitute."

"Bai Li, I want you to see clearly what kind of person I am in front of you, and I also want you to tell me clearly whether you care about me as a person or this picture of me and Lu Mingyu. His face!" (End of chapter)