Uncle Huang loves me to the bone

Jiuwan's performance made Bai Li quite helpless.

The contrast between before and after made him miss the innocent little orchid even more.

This kind of nostalgia was not obvious at first, like a wisp of cool wind blowing on my face.

But when he was anxious because of Jiu Wan, the wind became particularly refreshing, and then penetrated deep into his bones.

He looked deeply at Jiu Wan, as if he was looking through Jiu Wan at the former little orchid.

Jiuwan, who was originally stubborn and angry, was stung by Bai Li's eyes.

There was a flash of grievance on her face, but soon it turned into endless anger.

"What do you mean?!"

Bai Li sighed, and then apologized to Jiuwan: "I'm sorry, I once said that the little orchid is Jiuwan, and Jiuwan is the little orchid, but now, there is something wrong with my attitude."

Bai Li's sudden apology made Jiu Wan stunned and at a loss on the spot.

She gritted her teeth, pursed her lips, and looked at Bai Li like this.

Those eyes were filled with too many emotions.

She was suddenly filled with tears, and her grievances came like a tide: "What did you say?"

Bai Li looked at her and apologized sincerely: "I'm sorry, you are Jiuwan and also Xiaolanhua. I should accept your Jiuwan side."

Jiu Wan turned away, tears were about to fall, and her voice was stubborn and choked: "I forgive you!"

Now Bai Li was a little stunned.

Jiuwan quickly wiped away her tears and then sat down.

After a long time, she spoke slowly: "Little Orchid only lived to be eight years old... At that time, she had a mother and an older brother, and was protected and taken care of, so she could be innocent and carefree."

"But Jiuwan is different...Jiuwan has experienced inhuman torture. She will do whatever it takes to live. If she doesn't change, she will only die." "But I just met my eldest brother, and he treats me so much." He is so disgusted, as if he and I have a natural hatred."

"Later I discovered that what he loved and wanted to protect was the little orchid that left him when he was eight years old, not the little orchid that had become Jiu Wan."

"I don't want to be like this, but I have to be like this, otherwise I would have died in the hands of Hong Jiang and the crazy Emperor Shitian!"

Speaking of this, Jiu Wan seemed to have endless bitterness:

"Why I was ordered by a fortune teller? That's because when I was about to die, the fortune teller gave me a chance to live."

"What does right and wrong, good and evil, mean in the face of survival? I do all this just to survive. I just want to survive..."

"If I die, then there will be nothing. I don't want to die, I don't want to... I really don't want to."

Bai Li listened to her quietly, then remained silent for a moment before speaking: "You can doubt everyone's feelings for you, but I think you can't doubt Yun Fei's."

Jiuwan didn't speak immediately, and spoke after a long time: "I don't doubt his kindness to me, but I don't want him to be so kind to me."

"Because as I said, he takes care of Little Orchid, not Jiuwan. The better he treats me, the more uncomfortable I feel. I want him to look at me and accept the reality instead of treating me as a fantasy. that person."

Bai Li took a deep look at Jiu Wan: "Give him some time."

Jiuwan asked back: "What about you?"

Bai Li said without thinking, "Give me some time too."

Jiuwan asked: "Why?"

Bai Li answered seriously: "Xiao Lanhua and Jiu Wan are indeed the same person, but they are very different."

"Having seen how good Xiaolanhua is, it's hard to accept her disappearance. Jiuwan, although you can no longer be like Xiaolanhua, I still want to tell you that Jiuwan was a very lovely person in the past."

"I hope you can remember the days when you turned back into Little Orchid. And I will also get myself used to Jiuwan and the grown-up Little Orchid as soon as possible." (End of Chapter)