The short-lived ghost of the Xie family has lived a long life

Chapter 728 Memories ([-])

Yuanfeng 31st year, April [-]th.

The drum beat at midnight, I put down my medical books and prepared to fall asleep.

Mr. Liang came suddenly and was very aggressive.

Su Zhi followed her and blinked hard at me.

I didn't know what Su Zhi meant, so I bowed lightly.

Mrs. Liang sneered: "Shen Duruo, are you satisfied?"

Me: "What am I satisfied with?"

Mrs. Liang: "The prince is satisfied that he hates me."

Me: "That's his business and has nothing to do with me."

Mrs. Liang: "We have been married for more than [-] years, and he sleeps in my room every first and fifteenth day of the Lunar New Year. It's because of you..."

I have heard about this before.

The prince has not entered Liang's room for four consecutive months, which makes her a joke in the prince's house.

"Reflect on yourself."

"Don't put the blame on others."

"Or do you think I'm easy to bully and want to bully me again?"

If the child hadn't followed her in the future, my words would have been even more unpleasant.

Mrs. Liang gritted his teeth: "Who dares to bully you? Even he gave you three points!"

I sneered.

Liang: "You're just pretending."

I shook my head: "I never pretend. A smile is a smile, an anger is an anger, if you want it, if you don't, you don't want it. It's too tiring to pretend. I wear a mask all day long, and I'm not an actor."

These words hurt her somewhere, and Mrs. Liang suddenly covered her handkerchief and started crying.

She cried and said:

"I had a good plan and wanted to please him. How did I know you would be such a person? If I had known you were such a person, why would I have done this."

"This is called self-inflicted crime, you can't live."

When Mrs. Liang heard this, she cried even harder.

I picked up the medical book and ignored her.

She cried for a while and suddenly stared at me.

After reading for a while, when he saw no response from me, he took the medical book from my hand and said, "Shen Duruo, are you a woman?"

I looked at her coldly.

"She's a woman, how could she not like him? How could she not want to stay with him?"

Mrs. Liang slapped the small table loudly.

"He will be the emperor in the future, and he will have everything including your glory and wealth, the glory and wealth of your Shen family..."

I couldn't explain it to her, so I simply didn't say anything.

Mrs. Liang herself felt bored and left.

The next day, he came again at three o'clock. He didn't even bring Su Zhi with him, and he didn't care whether I was annoyed or not. He just talked there by himself.

She said that when she was very young, she knew that she was the future princess.

Empress Xiaoren was in charge of this marriage, and Empress Xiaoren liked her very much.

In order to live up to the Queen's love, she began to learn court etiquette and the ways of being a wife from her nanny at the age of five.

Mammy told her that as a prince's wife, in addition to being knowledgeable and courteous and understanding the rules, the most important thing is to regard the prince as your god.

Whatever the prince loves, you love;
If the prince doesn't love anything, you won't love anything.

When she was a little older, her aunt taught her how to be a good wife to the prince, how to win over the prince's people, how to manage the family, and how to discipline the concubines in the harem.

After getting her hair done, her nanny taught her how to please the prince in bed, how to posture, how to scream, and even what to say afterwards.

For ten years, her life had only one focus: to marry the crown prince and become a qualified crown princess that was praised by everyone.

She said that after she married the prince, she did everything her grandma said, but the prince just didn't like her.

Not only do I not like her, I also find her boring.

She was very wronged.

After two or three years of stumbling, the days got worse and worse. Queen Xiaoren couldn't stand it any longer, so she called her into the palace and warned her.

Only then did she understand that if she wanted to live a good life with the prince, it would be useless to just rely on her mother's teachings. You had to make the prince rely on you.

Just like the prince treating his husband Tang Qiling.

It was Tang Qiling who spent all his efforts on the prince without any secret. It took more than ten years to earn the prince's deep dependence on him.Finally, Emperor Xiaoren patted her back and said sincerely:

"Son, men are actually very easy to coax. Just treat him like a child. Wherever his eyes look, that's where your thoughts will go."

From then on, her eyes never moved an inch to accommodate other people or other things.

She followed Tang Qiling's example and put all her efforts into the man beside her pillow.

He is happy, she is happy;
He is sad, she is sad;
Wherever his eyes looked, that was where her heart went.

Later, as long as the prince coughed slightly, she could tell what this cough meant and what the other cough meant.

Day by day, year by year, the prince became more and more dependent on her.

She said that relying on this thoughtfulness, she and the prince were on equal terms. Even if the heir was not born for a long time, the status of the prince's concubine would be secure.

But I still feel guilty!
If a woman has a guilty conscience, she can only do more to please men.

She said that in order to give birth to a son, she did not know how many bitter medicines she had taken, how many Bodhisattvas she had worshiped, and how many sins she had suffered.

It would be difficult for a daughter-in-law from an ordinary family to raise her head if she could not give birth to a son, let alone her status?

She said that the prince once had someone in his heart.

It's his junior sister named Tang Zhiwei.

During that time, she didn't know how scared Tang Zhiwei was to be carried into the house.

Tang Zhiwei was a talented girl in the capital. Although she knew a few words, she could not recite poems and compose poems, and she only knew a little about playing chess, calligraphy and painting.

She had seen with her own eyes the way Tang Zhiwei spoke to the prince, so confident and comfortable.

But she never dared.

She said the older a woman gets, the more scared she becomes.

Fear of aging and losing shape;
Afraid that a younger and more beautiful woman would come into the heart of the prince;
Afraid that the prince would one day abandon her;

"Shen Duruo, do you understand this fear?" she asked.

I shook my head.

Yes, I don't understand.

I can't even please my parents, let alone a man.

I have him in my heart, but I have more of myself.

Seeing that I was indifferent, she gritted her teeth and said, "Over the years, I have only had trouble with you. Why are you different from other women?"

After hearing this, I finally understood why Mr. Liang wanted to plot against me.

The prince looked at me differently;
I am a female doctor;

I'm young and not too bad looking.

After much thought, she decided to be a good person, which would not only satisfy the prince, but also show her generosity and selflessness as a head wife.

I asked her: "If I had known this, why did I do it in the first place?"

She was the one who insisted on inviting me into the Prince's Mansion in the first place.

She said very calmly: "Because you know the Thirteen Needles of Ghost Gate, which will be useful to His Highness."

It's Your Highness again.

Only Your Highness.

I sneered: "He and I were having sex on your marriage bed, and you didn't have any grudges at all?

She shook her head and said no.

Ok.

Consider her cruel.

She had already killed herself, so what kind of grudge could she have?

At this time, a smile appeared on Mrs. Liang's face.

A reserved, dignified, and kind smile.

"He likes me to smile like this the most. As long as I smile at him like this, he says his heart can calm down a lot."

"It's not a laugh."

I shook my head: "This is just your expression, it has nothing to do with smiling, let alone being happy."

Liang's smile suddenly froze.

"You asked me yesterday why I didn't want to stay with him? Because I didn't want to laugh just for a man."

After hearing this sentence, Mrs. Liang didn't speak for a long time.

(End of this chapter)