She is charming

In the end, Ren Qiaoan did not stay in this mansion overnight.

The one-sided conversation in the sunroom may have given her father a sense of the depth of the gap between them.

He wanted to live with the image of a "decadent middle-aged man", and he also let her live as a child in this kind of family. The mother would die and the father would not care. In addition to not having a vicious stepmother and step-siblings to torture, the pain that an orphan should bear, She didn't fall behind at all.

"Dad, I hated you."

In the sun room, Ren Qiaoan was able to smile calmly and talk about the cruelty that once made her wonder if living was wrong.

"Later I hated myself, why should I hate you."

It is precisely because of hatred that I know how powerful I am, facing my "enemy".

Hate, naturally hate.

I hate why he is obviously better than ordinary fathers, but why can't he treat his daughter like other fathers?

I hate that he clearly left her, but never once did he want to treat her well.

"Uncle Wang said, you feel sad and want me to be more considerate of you..." But no one has ever cared about her. Only Zhao Wangsheng and his mother cared about her since she was a child.

There were too many changes in her growth as a girl, and she had no one to guide her. There were too many changes in her first contact, and Aunt Yin only guided her after she discovered them.

"Zhao Wangsheng is not a person to me, but a companion for a period of time. What I can't let go of is never this person, but the time when someone used to accompany me."

For the first time, Ren Qiaoan explained her inexplicable affection for Zhao Wangsheng. Of course, love means not loving, and Zhao Wangsheng is a scumbag.

She was willing to forgive him just because she had promised to give him a chance. This was a promise to herself, not to Zhao Wangsheng. She would "love" anyone else.

After something happened to Zhao Wangsheng's father, Aunt Yin was hit hard, and she couldn't care about what happened to her at school. At that time, only Zhao Wangsheng was with her. In her barren life, there were only Zhao Wangsheng died.

When Ren Qiaoan was at her most vulnerable, someone stayed with her. That was a very precious time in life and had nothing to do with Zhao Wangsheng.

Therefore, Zhuge Qing's existence has no extra attraction for Ren Qiaoan. He is just a man, a man she is not very interested in.

"Later I thought about it, it's okay this way. People always have to live alone. It's better to be independent sooner rather than later." The advantage of becoming independent early is that Ren Qiaoan is now calm and can become a wealthy lady, and she is ready to do anything at any time. He was beaten back to his original form and turned back into the stubborn Ren Qiaoan.

"Dad, I always wanted to say to you, I'm sorry." This is the most sincere apology Ren Qiaoan has ever made to him. They were all fake before: "If I hadn't been with Zhao Wangsheng back then, maybe you and Aunt Yin would still be together now. Let’s live in harmony like that.”

Two people, one lost his wife and the other was deceived by a man. Adult men and women warm each other up. Sometimes they pay more attention to the happiness of the soul and don't care much about the marriage certificate.

These are the conclusions she deduced from Aunt Yin's decisive behavior of severing the mother-son relationship with Zhao Wangsheng.

She thought a lot during this time, more than before.

Maybe Aunt Yin was not reconciled to it. She had lived cautiously for so many years, but was punished by her son and the culprit who had caused her harm.

"Dad, I can't enjoy your material things while hating your indifference at the same time. My greatest ability is to 'let go', and I can't be without grudges." That is the state of a person like Ren Hongchen, and Ren Qiaoan can't do it yet. To the point of confusing the real with the fake.

"Let go" does not mean "forget". It will always be in my heart and will not disappear.

"I used to be afraid that you would remarry and have a son, but now I sincerely wish you that the words I once said will not be invalidated." Ren Qiaoan stood up and walked out of the sun room. She smiled and said: "Leave me some self-esteem, this is all I have." ”

She has grown up under the same conditions as an orphan. She can accept being without a father, but she cannot accept being without dignity.

She could also accept him remarrying or having many sons and daughters, but those would no longer appear in the life she hoped for.

The car turned into the garage of the observation deck. Ren Qiaoan got out of the car, but did not go in immediately.The snow fell heavier and heavier during the Lantern Festival. She only stood for a short while, and her black woolen coat was covered with white snowflakes.

Ren Qiaoan raised her head and looked at the white light spots rushing towards her from the endless darkness, with sharp but beautiful edges. After falling on her body, the edges melted in an instant, leaving only a cold ice. The center, stubbornly, is one with the surrounding snowflakes.

It seems that no matter how small or great you are, if you want to survive in this world, you must erase your sharpness.

Ren Qiaoan laughed that her life had indeed improved, and now she was in the mood to feel full, standing in the cold summarizing the philosophy of life.

The things she gets must have a origin and a destination. She doesn't like such ethereal things.

Turning around, he entered the villa. At this time, the nanny had already gone to bed. There was only one bodyguard keeping watch in the hall. Ren Qiaoan asked him to be silent and go upstairs to rest.

It was warm inside. Ren Qiaoan opened her bedroom door, turned on the light, and just as she closed the door, she was hugged from behind before she even took off her coat.

"Ah! I thought there was a thief! It turned out to be such a big surprise! Sure enough, the empress has me in her heart. She was afraid that I would be alone in the empty room and be lonely, so she came back to stay with me." He kept chattering and found a lot for Ren Qiaoan. Love him” excuse.

The more she talks about herself, the more beautiful she becomes. I wish I could pick her up and spin her around twice, then lie on the bed together to keep her warm while she calls for help.

Zhou Chu must have just gotten off the bed. He was wearing very thin shorts and shorts. He didn't mind the cold snow on her body even though she was wearing a woolen coat. He brushed off the snowflakes on her head and warmed her forehead with his warm palm: " I didn’t know how to use an umbrella when I came back, you look like your whole body is covered in ice.”

One hand warmed her forehead, and the other hand took off her coat first. Her forehead was almost warm, and she picked up Ren Qiaoan and returned to bed.

The thin quilt had the same temperature as he had just slept in, which was higher than the temperature of the indoor heater.

Zhou Chu wrapped Ren Qiaoan tightly with a thin quilt, ran to the bathroom, ironed a towel, warmed Ren Qiaoan's hands and feet, and said, "If you don't want to hold an umbrella in the future, you can call me and I will pick you up."

Her informal attitude towards life is a bit unacceptable to him as a man. It's just snowing and she is carrying it like this. What will happen when it hails?
Her whole body was cold and her hands were stiff, so she didn't feel cold?
"Why are you here? Why don't you go home?" Ren Qiaoan has not spoken since entering the door. After her body warmed up, she remembered to ask Zhou Chu why he was in her room.

In the evening, Zhou Chu once sent a WeChat message asking her if she would come back. She made it clear that she would not go home tonight.

But the way he looked now, with his clothes hanging by her bedside, it was obvious that he was sleeping in her room tonight and hadn't left at all.

"Where can I go? I'm with you, so I should be here waiting for you to come back." Zhou Chu rubbed her hands and said, "You are too realistic. If you don't come back today, I won't come over. Then If you come back and see me not here, you might think that I am the kind of pervert who wants to take advantage of you, then wouldn’t I suffer a big loss?"

Zhou Chu said half-jokingly that their relationship was different from before. Ren Qiaoan was not the little girl who had nothing before. She lived in his house and he didn't have to worry about her not coming back after going out.

Now all he can know is this room. If he is not here, his heart will always be empty and unreal.

Ren Qiaoan was silent when his embarrassing joke greeted him. Zhou Chu sat up, looked at Ren Qiaoan who was lying on his back, and asked: "Is this how you look at me? Is that right?!"

Ren Qiaoan didn't speak. It didn't matter whether she thought so or how he thought it. Analyzing the pain tonight had already made her talk too much, and she was too lazy to explain her thoughts to anyone.

The quilt was very warm now, and she just wanted to close her eyes and rest.

Zhou Chu didn't want to give up just like that, but seeing the bruises under her eyes coming out again, he had no choice but to give up and lie next to her.

Forget it, what she thinks now is his freedom. After waiting for a long time, she will naturally know that he is the person who wants to spend her whole life with her, and not just for the little love in front of her.

However, Zhou Chu wanted to rest, but Ren Qiaoan spoke again: "Zhou Chu, do you not care about the Zhou family's affairs?"

He has been hanging around her lately, and he has never mentioned anything about her father and Zhao Wangsheng. He doesn't look like he is going to take back the family business.

On the contrary, he seemed to be fine, not at all frustrated or angry about being pulled from his position as "Prince Zhou".

No future, no ambition.