I have been reborn, why do I still need to work?

Chapter 63 Some Truth ([-])
Jin Miaomiao: "Impossible... This is impossible... If I am really the child you are talking about, then how come the Jin family is willing to put me in the slums? Aren't they afraid that I will be killed, robbed, and tortured in the slums? Die?"

Xiao Qi: "You can think of it. Could it be that those who chased and killed you couldn't think of it? You can only survive if you are kept in a civilian area. If you are raised in a city, I am afraid you will be discovered soon."

Jin Miaomiao: "No! I don't believe it! I am my mother's child! My mother's name is Ge Lihua! Xiao Yijie, Xiao Yijie, take me to see my mother right now, I want to ask her, I want to ask she!"

Jin Miaomiao took Xiao Yijie's hand and desperately wanted to get out, but Xiao Yijie kept her in distress.

Xiao Qi: "Ge Lihua doesn't know about this matter. If you tell her now and let her know that her own child is dead, what will happen to her?"

Jin Miaomiao stopped moving, and wept on Xiao Yijie's shoulder.

Xiao Qi: "If a person wants to live well, he must need a spiritual sustenance. Most of your mother's life was gloomy, and you are a ray of light in her life, and you are her spiritual sustenance for living. If you tell her now I am not her biological child, her biological child died as early as birth, what do you think will happen to her life in the future?"

Jin Miaomiao asked: "Shouldn't she know the truth? Does she deserve to be played around like a fool by people from the consortium like you?"

Xiao Qi: "Do you think it's meaningful to wake her up with the truth? Is it really that important? Do you want her to know the truth, or to live a good life? Her body is not Can't give birth to a healthy child, she was childless. You became her child by accident, you brought her hope, even if it's all fake, but the joy of living together is real, right? Is her happiness when she sees you real? Isn't it okay to hide some truth for her happiness?"

Xiao Qi came forward slowly, put his arms around Jin Miaomiao's shoulders, and said: "My child, I once watched my own child die in front of me. I can't let go of the pain in my whole life. If you really love Ge Lihua, mother who loves you, you should live a good life with her share of your own child, make her happy, and protect her from being harmed."

Jin Miaomiao looked at him with tears streaming down her face.

Xiao Qi continued: "Old man, I also hope that you can live a good life for my unborn grandson."

Jin Miaomiao stood there and started to cry.

Xiao Qi hugged her gently, patted her on the back, and said: "You are a good boy, I have seen all the hardships you have suffered before, from now on, I will compensate you with my grandson's share .”
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Back in the room, Jin Miaomiao lay on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.

The images from that dream were intertwined in my mind along with the truth I learned today.

She thought of her parents and elder brother in her dream. When she was locked in a cage and carried out that day, how heartbroken they were?

They were pushed and pushed by those rude boys. I wonder if they were seriously injured?
What did they experience after they "died"?
How did they end up?

The faces of Master Kong, Mrs. Kong, Kong Dalang, Ge Lihua and even Jin Zhendong kept circling in her mind.

Jin Miaomiao's tears flowed uncontrollably.

And that fool, the scholar who gave her all his life's treasures...

Did he survive?

Why is he so stupid?

He should have given up on Kong Qingqiu at that time, got back his treasure, and then followed the great scholar to fly far away to open up his own bright future.

If the treasure book had been in his hands at that time, perhaps he would not have been thrown into the lake with him.

Jin Miaomiao felt like she was in debt.

Parental debt, brother debt, lover debt...

But those people in the dream seem like they can never make up for it.

They disappeared with the dream, never to be seen again.

If the self in the dream had been more sensible, less self-righteous, less exaggerated, more down-to-earth, and more low-key, maybe... maybe there would not be so many regrets...

It's a pity that it finally became...

Jin Miaomiao felt her heart hurt so badly that she couldn't breathe, so she sat up from the bed, hugged her knees, and cried until she couldn't help herself.

Each of those memories is like a knife, stabbing at her heart one by one, it seems that only in this way can she make up for what she owes a little.

Xiao Yijie heard Jin Miaomiao crying in pain from outside the door, and he knocked on the door lightly: "Miaomiao, can I come in?"

Jin Miaomiao did not answer.

She couldn't answer.

As soon as she made a sound, her choked sobs would probably break into uncontrollable wails.

Xiao Yijie said again: "If you didn't refuse, I'll take it as your acquiescence. Then I'll come in?"

He waited for a while, seeing that Jin Miaomiao still didn't answer, he opened the door and entered.

He only pushed the door open enough for him to see Jin Miaomiao sitting on the bed with tears in his eyes.

She was looking at him through the crack in the door.

With just one glance, memories belonging to Kong Qingqiu and Tang Shenming flooded into Jin Miaomiao's mind again.

From an accidental encounter to the first birth of love, from the difficulty of love to the end of grief, every sound, every scene...

With tears in her eyes, Jin Miaomiao faced Xiao Yijie/Tang Shenming in front of her and choked with sobs: "I'm sorry..."

Xiao Yijie didn't understand why, but his heart felt sore unconsciously.

He walked towards Jin Miaomiao and asked softly, "Why do you keep telling me this sentence?"

Jin Miaomiao held the bed with her hands, lowered her head and cried.

Xiao Yijie sat on the edge of the bed, gently lifted Jin Miaomiao's shoulders, and lowered his head to look for her eyes.

Jin Miaomiao slowly raised her head and met Xiao Yijie's face.

She saw the traces of tears sliding down from those clear eyes, just like the person in the dream.

Xiao Yijie watched her tears falling down one after another like a bursting dam, and reached out to catch her in distress, but his own tears fell on his arms first.

Xiao Yijie looked down at the teardrops dripping on his arm, and then looked up at Jin Miaomiao in confusion.

How is this going?

Jin Miaomiao spoke hoarsely and struggled to speak: "Is it you, brother Shen Ming?"

Hearing this "Brother Shen Ming", Xiao Yijie felt as if he had been stabbed in the chest.

He shrank sharply.

It seemed like some barrier was broken in my mind.

He clearly felt the pain and warmth spreading from his heart to his limbs at the same time, as if this "brother Shen Ming" was some kind of mantra.

Jin Miaomiao put her hand on his arm and asked again: "Is it you, brother Shen Ming?"

Xiao Yijie opened his mouth slightly, his eyes filled with tears, he didn't know what was wrong with him at all, he couldn't answer Jin Miaomiao.

who am I?
who are you?
who are we?

What happened to all this?
(End of this chapter)