famous eldest daughter

Chapter 125 Memory
It was already dark, and in the dim room, there was a candle like a bean burning. From time to time, the flame was blown around by the night wind that came in through the window, and it was almost extinguished several times.

A maid came in and wanted to add a glass cover to the lonely candle, but the concubine refused.

Lying on the large carved bed, it was clearly a dim and dark environment that was perfect for sleeping, but she was not sleepy at all.

It had been several days since she came back here, but even the slightest movement would cause the wounds on her body to cause excruciating pain, which made her sweat soak through her thin summer shirt.

It seems like the injuries on his body will never heal.

However, no matter how much pain he felt on his body, it was still not worth the pain in his chest.

She held a piece of plain white rice paper in her hand. The rice paper had been crumpled and smoothed by her, smoothed and crumpled again. The dense lines had been rotten in several places, and the edges were rough.

The originally beautiful hairpin-shaped regular script on the paper was wetted by the tears she had cried countless times, and the ink stains turned into a dense mess, blurry, and the original appearance of the characters could no longer be recognized in many places.

Her chest rose and fell, Concubine Cheng let out a long sigh, and a string of tears fell on the pillow from the corner of her eyes.

Gu Yuqing asked someone to send her a letter. The letter contained a naked threat, asking her to meet at Bazhen Pavilion on a random day within three days. Gu Yuqing only waited for her for three days. If she could not see her during this period, she would never be able to meet her again in this life. Don't even think about seeing Gu Yuhe again.

At the end of the letter, Gu Yuqing said unceremoniously: I wonder if the concubine can understand what it means for a white-haired person to send a black-haired person.

Originally, the concubine Cheng still harbored a glimmer of hope. Even though she was not a biological sister, Gu Yuqing could still remember the friendship they had shared for many years and treat Ahe kindly. But now it seems that it is all nonsense.

Gu Yuqing wanted to invite her to meet, presumably he wanted to use Ah He as a bargaining chip, and threatened her to do something.

My heart felt like it was tightly wrapped in a thick rag. Every time I took a breath, I had to exert a lot of effort to get out the breath.

Enduring the pain, Concubine Cheng supported the couch with her hands, sat up with gritted teeth, took off her embroidered shoes and walked to the window. The cool night breeze blew past her nose, and she felt a little more comfortable in her heart.

The past is like a wave, rushing in at this moment.

Ten years ago, that delivery room with a strong smell of blood.

It took her almost a whole night to give birth to Gu Yuhe. At that time, she was so weak that she didn't have much strength. But when the midwife came out with Ahe in her arms, she heard the continuous "wow wow" crying, and her heart was inexplicable. It melted.

The wasted strength came back from nowhere, and she called the midwife in a hoarse voice, "Bring her over here and let me take a look."

The midwife smiled and held the baby in her arms to show her.

The newborn child, the blood from the mother's body has not been washed away, and her morning sickness was extremely severe throughout the pregnancy, and she could hardly eat anything, and the child was also extremely thin.

Looking at the kitten-like child, her heart suddenly felt a pain. No matter how uncomfortable and disgusting it was at the beginning, she should try her best to eat more.

This was her first child, and at that moment, she swore that her child would grow up safely in Prince Duan's Mansion, which was extremely vicious in its overt and covert fights.

After the wet nurse took the baby from the midwife, she lost all strength and fell asleep.

Maybe it was too much labor, and it was already three days later when she woke up.

Prince Duan sat beside her bed, looking at her lovingly with his eyes. While reaching out to wipe the sweat from her forehead, he told her the shocking news in a gentle voice: the child was gone.

At that moment, it was as if there was thunder exploding in her ears, and her brain suddenly buzzed. To this day, she still remembers how hard she used to grab Prince Duan's sleeve, and only heard a hiss. Several holes were made in the fine fabric by her nails.

After being stunned for a while, she asked him like crazy, "What do you mean the child is gone, and where did the child go?" Asking, she suddenly got up.

Maybe she had been in bed for too long, and she suddenly felt dizzy and tinnitus, and her eyesight turned black. She fell into Prince Duan's arms, panting violently.

Prince Duan's strong arms were rounded and he held her tightly in his arms, silent.

She beat his chest desperately and cried until her heart broke. She didn't know how long she kept struggling until she fell asleep and woke up again. Four or five days had passed.

For a whole month, she cried in tears. Every time she remembered that child who was as weak as a kitten, she felt guilty and suffocated in her heart.

It must be because she ate too little when she was pregnant and the baby was too weak to die.

Blame yourself.

The intense self-blame lasted for three or four months. During that period, the frequency of Prince Duan's presence in her room gradually decreased.

She also understood that who would want to face a face that could only cry but not laugh all day long.She knew that if she wanted to live a good life in this deep mansion, it would be difficult for her to live without the prince's favor, but the thought of her child made her laugh.

How many times in the middle of the night did she wake up crying. In her sleep, a child kept asking her why she didn't eat more in the first place, why!
Until one day, her mother, who was working as a midwife in the palace, found an opportunity to secretly visit her in the palace.

She remembered that day very clearly.

Her mother, wearing the clothes of a servant of Prince Duan, appeared in front of her so unexpectedly that she was so shocked that she even forgot to cry.

She asked her mother how she got in and why she was dressed like this.

The mother said that Princess Duan's child was being baptized today, and there were so many guests. She took advantage of the crowd and clutter to sneak in.

Since they sneaked in, they didn't have much time to talk, so they could only talk in short and long words.

The mother opened her mouth and said: "Your child is not dead. She is now in the Chinanhou Mansion..." The mother sparsely told her how she exchanged the civet cat for the prince, "...you can relax, Chinanhou Mansion." They don’t know anything there, they just think your child is their child, and they treat her like a baby."

After hearing this, she was shocked and burst into tears. She pulled her mother's clothes and asked her why she was like this.

A strange color flashed across the mother's face, and she finally bit her lower lip and said, "Prince Duan is threatening me with your life. If I don't agree, he will kill you."

As soon as her mother finished speaking, she suddenly gasped, her face full of horror and disbelief, and her heart seemed to be pierced by thousands of arrows.

The mother continued to choke with sobs and said: "There is no mother in the world who doesn't love her daughter, why is she willing to let you die?" After a pause, she continued: "The child is the second daughter of the Chinan Hou Mansion, and is respected by everyone. The Marquis of Chinan's mansion has a very good reputation. It's better than letting her follow you, even though she is the prince's child, she is still a concubine, and she is always angry."

It's like comforting myself and comforting her.

After her mother left, she almost went crazy and rushed towards Prince Duan's study with disheveled hair. It was also luck. It was obviously the baptism of Princess Duan's child, but the prince was in the study. He was not shocked when he saw her coming, as if It was as if he was just there waiting for her.

　Thank you to cute little Yin Youyou for the tip, and thank you to cute Sivan for the tip!

　　
　
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