my reality with some autobiography

Chapter 46: If I like you again, I will die!

"Don't look, don't look, there is something to see."

"In other words, what's so good about a scumbag?"

"Pooh!"

The heavy rain outside the window was getting worse.

The indignant rhetoric of the fans.

The senior students don’t know the ins and outs and can’t express their opinions.

But who wants to rely on others?

So they bravely agreed and stayed away from the window.

Lin Xiangxiang looked anxiously at Tang Moxi who was in a daze.

He hugged the fearful and trembling fat girl again.

He glanced behind him from time to time.

I wish I could divide myself into three petals.

Lu Keyan gently held Tang Moxi's arm, using his own body temperature to comfort Tang Moxi and give Tang Moxi emotional value.

although.

She really wanted to take the opportunity to belittle Chen Xuan and make Tang Moxi completely hate Chen Xuan.

But seeing the despair on Tang Moxi's face.

She felt pity again and couldn't bear to expose the scar again.

Tang Moxi had already sat back on the bed.

His eyes were dull, looking at the fragments of the phone on the ground.

at this time.

The alarm bell of a fan girl rang, which was the prelude of a pure musical knife show.

Tang Moxi's eyelids moved, and she looked up at the fan girl who was hurriedly turning off the alarm. Her red lips parted slightly: "Is this an episode of Westward Journey?"

The other girls looked at the fangirl reproachfully.

However, Tang Moxi's eyes were far away and she was muttering to herself, "That line goes like this, right? The person I love is an unparalleled hero. One day he will come...come...on the seven-colored clouds..."

Once, the words "marry me" were spoken with confidence.

At this moment, I couldn't say anything.

She doesn't.

That Nie Rou does.

Tang Moxi suddenly looked at Lu Keyan: "Will he come again?"

Won't!Give up!
Lu Keyan almost blurted out.

However, he couldn't bear to look away.

Tang Moxi's eyes were blank.

I couldn't help but start to think back: When did Chen Xuan start hating her?

last night.

She received a call from Aunt Chen Xuan and a WeChat message from Zheng Yong.

Aunt Chen Xuan said, "Xixi, I have thanked you so much this year, but Chen Xuan has raised the money, so I will transfer it to you right now. Hey, when are you going to tell Chen Xuan?"

How did Chen Xuan raise the money?

Although Tang Moxi was also very curious, she was more aware of
With another 2000 yuan, Chen Xuan can't be tied down.

Because Chen Xuan is rich.

Zheng Yong said, "I'm sorry, Chen Xuan found out, and he told me directly that I can't help you anymore."

Tang Moxi remembered.

Although he threatened Zheng Yong at that time.

But in the end it was Zheng Yong who figured it out on his own and wanted to make her and Chen Xuan happy.

So what did Chen Xuan say to him and Zheng Yong suddenly regretted it?
Although how come Chen Xuan is rich?

What did Zheng Yongzhi say?

Tang Moxi didn't know.

But what she knows is that if she doesn't find a way to tie Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan will disappear again.

So early this morning, she gathered her sisters to discuss the grand plan.

Only then would he go all out to seduce Chen Xuan.

One fan even stuffed two condoms under her pillow.

But now.
Chen Xuan took the risk to save Nie Rou?
"The woman Chen Xuan stopped me from getting close to on the playground the day before yesterday seems to be Nie Rou, right?"

"It's quite beautiful."

"She seems very gentle?"

“Just like before”

When Tang Moxi was reminiscing, Lin Xiangxiang suddenly panicked and shouted: "Xixi, Keyan, come and see, Doudou is so scary."

Tang Moxi and Lu Keyan subconsciously looked over
Fat sister Doudou was breathing rapidly at the moment, as if she was having an acute asthma attack.

Eyelids twitch violently.

The whites of the eyes have a faint sign of turning up.

He started talking nonsense loudly
"I must lose weight."

"You like to be slim, I will definitely make you look the way you like."

"I haven't lost weight yet. I don't want to die. Don't drown me. Don't drown me."

Tang Moxi and Lu Keyan were at a loss, and they didn't even dare to touch Doudou at this time.

Fortunately.

In medical universities, the most indispensable thing is those who study medicine.

Three senior sisters came up at once.

Or feel the pulse.

Or look at the pupils.

Or put it on your forehead to feel your body temperature.

The other girls watched them nervously or curiously.

At this time.

A senior sister suddenly turned around and asked Lin Xiangxiang: "She is losing weight recently. Is she going on a diet to lose weight?"

Lin Xiangxiang nodded quickly, "Yes."

"Are you still taking diet pills? Show me what pills you have."

"Huh? Oh oh."

Lin Xiangxiang immediately ran to the fat girl's desk and took back the pill box with the slogan "Take one pill with meals to reduce calorie intake".

"She was eating this with every meal."

The senior sister only glanced at it and then turned to face everyone:
"This medicine contains hormones and laxatives. Taking large amounts can cause palpitation, shortness of breath, endocrine disorders, and even mild depression and mental abnormalities."

"Originally, a normal person would not have such a serious reaction if he took one pill with each meal."

"My guess is that she is timid, and then the sudden flood caused her inner fear or anxiety to surge sharply. The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became, which is why she is now confused and talking nonsense."

Before the senior sister finished speaking, Lin Xiangxiang nodded hastily: "Yes, yes, Doudou is very timid."

Lin Xiangxiang’s evidence.

The other two seniors who were treating the doctor also had expressions of acquiescence.

The girls immediately believed this statement.

"What should we do now? Will it have any impact if she continues like this?" Lu Keyan asked the key.

The three senior students looked at each other and spoke one after another.
"If this continues, it will definitely have an impact. After all, it involves spiritual aspects."

"Originally, prescribing some sedative and sleeping drugs would provide relief, but now"

"You can only try to talk about some topics that she is interested in or care about, maybe it can divert her attention."

The three senior sisters only spoke half of what they said.

I dare not give a complete definition.

Lu Keyan understood that this was due to the poor medical skills of the three senior students.

"How to divert her attention?" Lin Xiangxiang was extremely anxious.

The other girls in the dormitory shook their heads in sympathy.

Only the charming senior sister in the corner squirmed silently, "You deserve it!"

After she finished speaking, she looked at Tang Moxi who was also at a loss, feeling indescribably happy in her heart:

"Is it retribution for you to fucking hit me just now?"

"Hahaha, one was scummed, the other was stupid, and the retribution of the other two is probably not far away, hahaha."

"Damn it, I'm so good at being bullied. There's no good person here."

"The faithful woman asks the Bodhisattva to appear and make the flood come more violently, and then flood all the paper posters who have ganged up to bully me, Amitabha."

at this time.

The fat girl Doudou, who was in a daze, suddenly looked up at Tang Moxi like a flashback: "Xixi, I envy you so much. I really want to be like you."

Tang Moxi was stunned, but thinking of what her senior said about trying to divert Doudou's attention, she tried her best to get rid of Chen Xuan in her mind and smiled at Doudou:
"Doudou, I liked you very much as soon as I saw you when I came to school."

"you like me?"

Doudou's eyes just turned around, but when she heard this, she couldn't help turning to Tang Moxi again.

"Not just you, but also Xiangxiang. I feel very close to you both and I like you very much."

Lin Xiangxiang understood Tang Moxi's intention and immediately answered: "Why?"

"Because you, together, look like me before, timid, introverted, kind and well-behaved."

"Are you timid and introverted?" Doudou's eyes finally became enlightened, and he was obviously very surprised.

The other girls around him couldn't help but look at Tang Moxi in surprise.

I thought to myself that the eldest sister is indeed the eldest sister.

This was the scum, and he recovered immediately.

Are you lying? You can just pick it up at your fingertips?

Let’s not mention kindness for now.

But you, Tang Moxi, are timid and introverted yet well-behaved. Why are you joking?

Tang Moxi turned a deaf ear to the strange looks around her and kept talking to herself...

"When I was young, my grandfather committed a crime and got into the house. My parents had a lot of debt from business."

"One day, I was playing at a neighbor's house. When I came home, I suddenly found that my parents were gone. There was only a letter beside my pillow."

"I didn't know how to read at the time, so I took the letter to my neighbor's grandmother."

"Then I ate at grandma's house."

"At that time, I was fat and short, and many people bullied me. I would cry and be afraid."

The little fans looked at Tang Moxi in shock, thinking that it was amazing, what he said was just like the truth.

Then he subconsciously looked at Doudou.

as predicted.

Doudou was completely immersed in Tang Moxi's words, and even his breathing became much calmer.

"There is an older brother in the neighbor's house. He walks like a wind, high-profile and flamboyant. When he smiles, his eyes and brows are unrestrained and unrestrained."

"But he is also very annoying. Although he helps me fight off people who bully me, he always bullies me and always appears suddenly to mess up my hair."

"She often says to me, oh Xixi, why are you so fat? You're so ugly."

"He also said that if I were thinner and more confident, he would definitely like me."

"Tch, who wants him to like it?"

"At that time, many girls liked him. They liked his uninhibitedness and wanted to collect stars from the sky. They liked his rebelliousness and rode horses to see all the flowers in Chang'an."

"Girls often ask me to deliver love letters to them, and I get really angry."

Doudou completely took it in. What Tang Moxi said was exactly the same as what she had said before. She couldn't help but ask, "Then, what happened next?"

Tang Moxi smiled at her and continued talking
"Later, something happened at his home."

"My parents came back suddenly and took me to another place."

"During those two years abroad, I often couldn't help but think about him, thinking that he would like me to be more confident and thinner."

"I try hard to lose weight, but I can't keep my mouth shut."

"I tried to resist those who said I was fat and bullied me, but I was bullied even more."

"I cried in anger and asked my mother to sign me up for Taekwondo."

"Two years later, I suddenly grew taller, thinner, whiter and stronger."

"No one dared to bully me anymore because I beat them to tears."

"I suddenly wanted to go back, let my brother see my changes, and beg my mother to transfer me to another school."

Hear this.

The girls looked at each other and began to suspect that Tang Moxi was not telling lies.

Doudou said excitedly: "Then what?"

She fantasizes about this kind of counterattack every night.

Tang Moxi's tone suddenly turned deeper.
"But when I saw him again, he was a completely different person. He was so fat, so fat, so fat and ugly."

"I don't dare to go against the crowd when I walk. I am cautious in everything. I no longer have the unbridled joy and the youthful spirit of Lin Yun."

"Ah?" Doudou said in surprise.

Lu Keyan's ears perked up, and he realized that Tang Moxi was talking about Chen Xuan.

The little fans around him also reacted.

Their lips moved and they whispered to each other.

Tang Moxi was immersed in her own memories.

"I said hello to him, but he ignored me."

"He stands alone in the corner every day, closing his eyes and saying he is meditating."

"I couldn't help but ask him, now that I am so slim, so confident and beautiful, are you attracted to me?"

"But he told me that he likes well-behaved and obedient people and asked me not to bother him."

"I suddenly felt so angry. I didn't like him like this, so I wanted to change him, but I didn't know how."

"Until I suddenly thought that the reason why I changed so much was because he bullied me since childhood."

"Then I thought, just like he used to mess with my hair, I would also mess with his hair, but he was so tall that I couldn't reach him, so I had to hit him in the stomach."

"Just like he said about me before, he deliberately called him a big fat man, deliberately laughed at his clumsiness, and deliberately called him a bad pen"

Two senior students from the psychology department in the dormitory couldn't help but want to speak.

But noticing that Tang Moxi's expression seemed to be getting more and more agitated, she chose to shut up.

"But why, when I did this, you blocked me again and again."

As Tang Moxi said this, she suddenly stood up.

His hands were clenched until the knuckles turned white, as if he recognized the window as Chen Xuan, loudly complaining about the grievances and anger in his heart.
Heavy rain outside the window.

As if she was frightened, the rain suddenly weakened.

"By the way, what you told Zheng Yongzhi was that you like people who are well-behaved and obedient, and don't like people like me, right?"

"But why, why is this happening? I don't understand what I did wrong."

"Obviously you bully me, but I like you."

"Obviously you said that you like confident and slim people."

"Obviously you said you would always take care of me."

"Xixi, calm down, don't get excited!" Lu Keyan realized something was wrong and immediately got up and hugged Tang Moxi.

The little fans also went up to comfort Tang Moxi.

But Tang Moxi's emotions were already on the verge of collapse the moment she saw Chen Xuan risking his life to save Nie Rou.

Some memories at this moment.

Just like a dam opening, grievances and anger pour out
"Then why do you hate me when I bully you?"

"Why do I try to be the way you like, but you say you like to be gentle and obedient?"

"Why did you go rescue that Nie Rou when I sent you a voice message?"

"Chen Xuan, please tell me why!"

"Change back to me, change back to the person you were before..."

"Xixi, don't do this, Xixi...!"

"I hate you, I hate you-"

"Chen Xuan! I hate you!"

"I, Tang Moxi, swear that if I like you Chen Xuan again in the future, I will..."

boom--

The dormitory door collapsed, interrupting Tang Moxi.

Everyone turned around in fear.

Bang!
A large hand grasped the doorframe.

Chen Xuan, covered in blood, slowly appeared.

He hunched over and breathed heavily for two or three seconds before he raised his bloody head with difficulty:
"Xixi, are you okay?"

moment.

The horrified eyes of the girls gradually became brilliant...

(End of this chapter)