Indifferent Ome actually always has bad intentions towards me

Chapter 45 Lin Yuan in Memory
"Bang" sound.

Lin Yuan fell on the bed and covered his eyes with the back of his hands.

Four chapters of the novel were updated today. Not only did not a single collection increase, but five collections dropped...

"It sucks."

The silence and patience all the way back made Lin Yuan's voice, which had not spoken for a long time, become hoarse and dry.

"I should have known"

Whenever he starts to feel complacent and gets carried away, something bad always happens.

This time is no exception, as usual.

"I really overestimate my capabilities."

Lin Yuan's words were full of sarcasm, but it was no one else who was sarcastic.It's Lin Yuan himself.

He was mocking himself for not counting how much he weighed.

Four chapters have also been updated and the collection has increased by at least forty.Just in case it increases to [-] collections.

Ha ha.

It's ridiculous to think about it now.

After lying on the bed for 5 minutes, Lin Yuan was in such a bad mood that he didn't want to move at all.If he could, he just wanted to hide under the quilt and huddle up under the quilt.

But Lin Yuan knew that this state would not work.

Because his bad mood will affect the mood of those around him.

If nothing else, it will be another three hours.Su Jinghan and his mother will come over.Lin Yuan didn't want his bad mood to affect them.I don't want them to worry because of this.

"Still need to adjust." Lin Yuan climbed up from the bed with difficulty and walked to the bathroom.Decided to rinse my face with cold water.Allow yourself to calm down.

After rinsing with cold water and taking a deep breath, Lin Yuan looked up at himself in the mirror.

Cold water rinsing has no effect.What kind of expression should the face be, or what kind of expression should it be.

"Sure enough, everything is written on his face."

He is not a person who hides his emotions.

Happy, sad, sad and other emotions will all be written on the face.

"Lin Yuan, who are you showing your face to? Do you want everyone to worry about you?"

Looking at himself in the mirror with a sad face, Lin Yuan really wanted to punch himself twice.

It's normal to be sad.But he didn't want this sadness to be written on his face.

Because having sadness written on your face feels like you are being willful and acting coquettishly.As if desperately wanting others to know.Look forward to comforting others who have had a busy day with a well-deserved break.

"Come on, have a smile."

Lin Yuan put two index fingers on the corners of his mouth, and then slowly pushed them up, hoping to reveal a smile.

Just comes with push up.Lin Yuan found that the effect was very poor.

That smile was uglier than crying.

"Oh, it really doesn't work."

Lin Yuan felt that just such an adjustment was not enough.

"Let's get some sleep."

Just get some sleep.When you wake up, everything will be fine.

After understanding this, Lin Yuan left the bathroom and walked to the bedroom.

But Lin Yuan had just arrived in the living room.But he met one of the people he least wanted to see.

A girl pushed open the door and entered.That was his childhood sweetheart - Su Jinghan.

"Su Jinghan" Looking at the girl in front of him, Lin Yuan didn't know what to say.

Su Jinghan is definitely one of the people Lin Yuan least wants to see right now.

"Lin Yuan, are you in a bad mood?"

"Yeah. Sorry. The crying face affected your mood."

"..."

In fact, Su Jinghan generally knew why Lin Yuan was in a bad mood.

When I was deleting short movies today, I also found the novel Lin Yuan was writing in the hidden folder of the D drive.

She searched and found that the novel was serialized online.And serialization means that you will care about more things.Will care about whether people are reading the novel, will care about the data of the novel, will care about other people's evaluation of the novel...

As an experienced writer.He is also an experienced person.Su Jinghan has experienced a lot.

She had a way to comfort Lin Yuan.

But Lin Yuan's sudden apology made Su Jinghan, who was planning to speak, not know what to say.

"I want to go to bed and sleep for a while. Is that okay?" There was a request in Lin Yuan's voice.

"Ah."

Lin Yuan didn't continue to look at Su Jinghan.

He returned to his bedroom.He lay on the bed and covered his head with the quilt.The whole person shrank into a ball.

Su Jinghan followed Lin Yuan into the room.He sat on the bay window not far from the bed and spoke softly.

"Lin Yuan."

"what happened?"

Lin Yuan's voice was hoarse.

"Will you be fine after a little sleep?" Su Jinghan said.

"It will be fine. It will be fine."

He looked at Lin Yuan, who was huddled in the quilt and still trembling slightly, but said "It will be fine".Su Jinghan's eyes gradually softened.

Everyone said that people change as they grow up, but Lin Yuan is still the same as when he was a child.

Lin Yuan will be like just now.Apologize for affecting the mood of others due to one's own reasons.

When he is sad, he will not vent his emotions loudly, nor will he be angry with others, nor will he be angry with the people around him who care about him based on their relationship with him.

He could only ever hope.I hope everyone doesn't know that he is sad.I hope I can endure it quietly alone.

If you really can't help it, you will hide in a ball under the quilt like now.

"Just take a nap and you'll be fine." This is what Lin Yuan often said when he was in this state.

"It's really a hedgehog with its thorns pointing towards itself."

Looking at Lin Yuan, who had never changed from before, Su Jinghan murmured in a low voice.

"A hedgehog with its thorns pointing towards itself" was what his mother said about Lin Yuan.I was still young at the time and didn’t understand what it meant at all.But now Su Jinghan wants to come.She felt that her mother's description was too accurate.

With such descriptive ability, if you are fired from the company, you may still be able to become a writer.

Shaking her head gently, Su Jinghan came back from her memories, looked at Lin Yuan and spoke softly.

"Lin Yuan."

"what happened?"

"Nothing. Call me if you need anything."

Su Jinghan has nothing to do.She just wanted to tell Lin Yuan that she was by her side.

"Ah."

After Lin Yuan's voice fell, the room fell into silence.

About 10 minutes later.Lin Yuan's voice sounded again.

"Can you give me the phone on the table?"

Usually, Lin Yuan never leaves his mobile phone unless there are special circumstances.

But today for fear of seeing the collection fall again.After coming back, Lin Yuan threw his cell phone on the computer table.

Now he is huddled in the quilt and doesn't want to come out, but there is one thing he must use his mobile phone for.So I need Su Jinghan's help.

"What are you going to do?"

Don't you want to see the novel data?

I am already like this, still thinking about it?
This is what Su Jinghan guessed.But Lin Yuan's answer was beyond her expectation.

"Apologize."

"apologize?"

"Yeah. I had dinner with Liangzai today. I only ate a little and left. I didn't look well when I left. I must have caused trouble for Liangzai. So I have to apologize."

　Thanks to the bosses for the reward, okay?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)