In this life, we will meet again

Chapter 89 88. Emotions are not pure and people are not profound - Mai Kiyoaki

The sound of clanging metal enveloped the car body as the train sped along the Akita Shinkansen.

On the other side of the passing iron pillar, the sun shone brightly among the green branches, and on the sea surface below the clouds, it brought out a bright golden light band, which was dazzling.

Suddenly, there were raindrops on the car window.

Baiyuan Fairy Tree did not hear the sound, but judging from the hundreds of millions of raindrops, they were getting denser and denser, but they were very small, like spider silk.

The clouds still cast sunlight that stretched like a staircase up the sky, a warm and divine rain of the sun.

"Do you have an umbrella?" asked Mai Qingqiu who was sitting next to her.

Her voice is like amber clear water, making people feel warm in their body.

"I brought an HB mechanical pencil and an eraser." Baiyuan Xianshu tilted his head in a joking tone, "I also brought a beautiful girl."

Qingqiu Mai glanced away slightly and whispered: "Talk nonsense again."

"By the way, this kind of rain is spring rain for Ichinoseki City, right?"

Baiyuan Fairy Tree said with a smile that the sky is still clear and transparent, like paint dissolved in a large amount of water.

Within the field of vision are the colors of cherry blossoms blooming sporadically, as well as the light green leaves sprouting on the treetops, all carefully leaving ink on spring postcards.

Spring has really come in Ichinoseki City.

"Stop being sentimental here. It's just a country that lasts a lifetime."

"Feel sorry."

Getting off from Ichinoseki Station, they were the only two people getting off from this small platform.

"Speaking of which, is the address of the new orphanage still the same as before?"

"Well, after all, the scenery there is very good, it's next to a park, and it's also close to a department store and supermarket."

The two of them earned the new welfare home through royalties from writing novels together. Because they believed in Dean Pingzhuo, they paid him the money and left him alone.

When we left the station, the light rain had stopped, and we could smell the earth and rain.

While chatting, we walked along the street. There were bright yellow flowers growing on the roadside, and the blossoms on the cherry blossom trees were also full of crystal dew.

Arriving at the supermarket first, Baiyuan Xianshu followed her with a trolley.

Qingqiu Mai picked out the ingredients and threw whatever she liked into the cart of Bai Yuan Xianshu, including high-grade beef and fresh vegetables.

"It was more than I could eat."

"It's not just for you to eat alone."

Although Kiyoaki Mai said this, her tone sounded a little happy. It seemed that she was about to return to the environment where she lived when she was a child, which made her feel very happy.

After settling the bill, Baiyuan Xianshu carried all her things and set foot on the road to the welfare home with her.

"Ah, I suddenly remembered something, Mai." Baiyuan Immortal Tree felt that he had become a lot slower again.

"What?" Qingqiu Mai glanced curiously.

"Where are your parents, Mai? It seems that I haven't seen them since the whole year of junior high school."

To be precise, I have never seen the Baiyuan Immortal Tree in this junior high school until now.

"There's no need to meet." Qingqiu Mai looked forward, her steps looking steady.

Listening to her nonchalant answer, Baiyuan Immortal Tree frowned slightly.

"why?"

"Because I have never forgiven them from the beginning to the end." Her calm and indifferent tone surprised Baiyuan Immortal Tree.

"Have you never met them yet?"

Qingqiu Mai shook her head, her silky hair falling from her shoulders: "No, because I decided never to see them again since I was a child."

"But you were clearly going to be with them before." "That's because I thought I lost you." Mai Qingqiu interrupted him and said with a slightly excited tone, "——And Xianshu, are you beautiful? Was the movie tricked?"

This sentence inexplicably stung Bai Yuan Xianju. He remembered that Mai Qingqiu said that there was no place she could go. At that time, she probably wanted to treat her "parents" as a "new place", so she chose to meet them.

As for good movies.
What Kiyoaki Mai wants to tell is the story of having HE.

"My feelings are not that pure. Although I have been taught by Dean Pingzhuo since I was a child, "Forgive your parents, be kind to your parents, and understand your parents." I don't like these words very much. But if you think about it carefully, most of these are from people who have parents. One's own opinions are the opinions expressed by those who are pampered and privileged. "

Qingqiu Mai glanced at him, then continued,
"Although I am very beautiful——"

"Is it really okay to say this now?" Baiyuan Immortal Tree grinned.

Qingqiu Mai's face turned red, she slightly pursed her lips and looked away, and said a little awkwardly: "That, that's understandable! I am indeed so beautiful because of their genes."

"Thanks to their genes for allowing me to have such a beautiful girlfriend." Baiyuan Xianshu said.

Listening to his joking words, the cherry blossom color on Qingqiu Mai's face gradually dissipated, and she breathed a sigh of relief and said:
"Except for being grateful to them for letting me come, I can't forgive them. I can't understand a happy ending like having a big fight with my parents at the beginning of the movie and then returning home and reconciling with my parents at the end."

Baiyuan Immortal Tree felt that the weight of the bags carried by his hands became heavier and heavier, as if it was trying to lengthen his arms.

He suddenly realized that people are not as profound as in the story. Even gentle people like Mai Qingqiu are not willing to accept the unpleasant ending of letting go of everything.

Realizing this, Baiyuan Xianshu could feel more and more how patient Qingqiu Mai was towards him.

"Then Mai, do you still hate your parents?"

"Hate."

There was no hesitation, no quick talk, just the simple thoughts in her heart.

Because of this, Baiyuan Immortal Tree became increasingly aware of her dissatisfaction and anxiety.

"I have been in the orphanage for as long as I can remember. Even for a person like me, I feel inferior every time in front of adopters. Every time someone wants to adopt me, the disgust in my heart becomes more and more serious."

"So you've been refusing to be adopted?"

Qingqiu Mai smiled helplessly when she saw this, but she still chose to follow the wishes of the Baiyuan fairy tree.

"Doesn't this sound like a cold girl?"

"really."

Baiyuan Xianshu showed a relieved expression. Her truth made him extremely moved, and also made Baiyuan Xianshu understand certain things.

"But it's different now." Qingqiu Mai's eyes turned to the Baiyuan Fairy Tree, and the tenderness in her eyes was self-evident.

This affectionate little look made Baiyuan Immortal Tree's chest heat up.

"No, no matter what, I hope I won't become that kind of parent in the future." Mai Kiyoaki said a little shyly.

Baiyuan Xianshu lifted the shopping bag and said, "Ma Yi, can you lift the bag?"

"Why? You obviously look relaxed."

"I want to kiss you in the street. It would be best if I can use both hands to kiss you."

"If the children from the orphanage who come out to buy things see me, my image in their minds will collapse, so it won't work."

Qingqiu Mai held her hands behind her, showed a sweet smile, and walked forward without looking back.

"I will tell the children that I am playing candy games with your favorite sister Mai."

"What if they want to play candy with me too?"

"I can't even think about that kind of thing."

Shivering with fright, Baiyuan Xianshu quickly followed with the bag in hand.

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