In this life, we will meet again

Chapter 62 62. The last winter snow station, our first meeting (End)

The Baiyuan Immortal Tree was almost in a state of emptiness. He recalled these wonderful words, and was a little puzzled at first, but he quickly reacted and opened his eyes wide.

Her words broke through all the repeated words and complicated emotions. Even if she had been desperately looking for reasons and excuses to escape, everything was shattered at this moment.

Kurosawa Ai seemed to realize that this sentence was too inconsistent with herself, and quickly moved her face away, nearly twice as fast as when she approached.

"No, can't you?"

Perhaps because she was too ashamed and afraid of being rejected again, her rosy little face looked like she was about to cry.

"This is not fair to you Kurosawa." Baiyuan Immortal Tree showed a self-deprecating smile, "And in this case, I...I..."

Kurosawa didn't seem to give him a chance to escape anymore, staring at him tightly, making him swallow back his words and breath immediately.

Although her words were extremely clumsy and plain, her true nature seemed to be gradually revealed.

"I was not happy at all during these days in Tokyo. No matter what I did or who I was with, I was never as happy as I was in Odawara."

Baiyuan Xianshu pretended to grin naturally and said with a smile: "Being unhappy now does not mean you will be unhappy in the future. There are many fun places in Tokyo."

"I only look at the present. I won't allow myself to be unhappy now, not even for a moment." Kurosawa looked at his smile and clenched her fist with her small hand, gently hitting him on the chest. "I've already said it to this point. Yes, you still laugh like shit."

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Endless nights of hard thinking finally lead to a complete showdown at this moment.

Her words were like turning into chisels, constantly digging out the inner thoughts of Baiyuan Immortal Tree.

Even if you know it is difficult to do, you must never stop saying it.

Perhaps because of her excitement, the fist she hit on her chest trembled.

Baiyuan Xianshu trembled helplessly when he thought that she might have been helpless that night, and the defense line he had built for a long time was gradually broken down by self-blame.

"I don't want to express myself or be praised, I just want to do something that I feel confident in doing."

Baiyuan Fairy Tree looked at her with gradually gentle eyes, praying that the sound he made would be as clear and sweet as water dripping from a deep spring,
"I already have another person's future on my back. I don't dare to take on your future, Kurosawa. I think it's better for you."

Kurosawa Yaoai looked at his slightly cowardly smile. His fists seemed to be declaring his determination and he was slightly exerting force. He said sternly: "I will bear my own future. You don't need to brag in front of me."

Baiyuan Xianshu's mood was ups and downs, he couldn't leave Qingqiu Mai to accept Kurosawa's love, this is an iron fact.

However, at this time, my heart is extremely eager to fill the gap that was taken away during this period. It is a kind of sadness that I cannot find it, but it is even more sad to find the courage to look for it again, but to lose it again.

No matter what, the sadness always lingers.

Kurosawa's love for her was not round and round. The feeling that swelled up like a marshmallow was being accepted by all the cells in his body.

She is willing to continue to stay with her with a girl she doesn't know about. This is definitely a huge concession for the always proud Kurosawa Ai.

Seeing Baiyuan Immortal Tree's suddenly shaken expression, Kurosawa Yaoai took a deep breath uneasily and lowered his long eyelashes.

"Boyuan, did you miss me during these times when I was away?" she asked suddenly.

Immortal Baiyuan held his breath, and suddenly thought of Philip Layada in "Snow Goose" in his mind.

He uses the posture of a snow goose to call his beloved, and at this moment it seems that he is pouring out his love through Kurosawa's lips.

Now, there is no room for retreat.

Baiyuan Immortal Tree took a deep breath and whispered the resonance hidden deep in his heart.

".Have."

"Are you going to be unable to sleep because I'm not here?"

".meeting."

"Will you accept me that day?"

".I have fantasized about it."

She is like a hunter who lures her prey into the restricted area, her rippling eyes and petal-like red lips all express the bait called sweetness and heart-wrenching.

If it only produces longing and no blankness, Baiyuan Immortal Tree will not care at all.

However, these days, he is immersed in the huge void almost every day. Even if he plays games regularly, he is not happy. Even if it is a bait, he has been fooled.

Kurosawa looked at him anxiously and asked what he had not asked that day.

"Do you like me?"

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——Only after knowing the reality that they could not meet again, Rayada finally said the word "like" to Fliss.

Bai Yuanxian Shu couldn't fully understand La Yada's mood at that time, but he could confirm that he no longer wanted to see Kurosawa crying with pear blossoms in the rain.

".like."

Finally hearing his own admission, Kurosawa was stunned for a while, then turned sideways and packed up his scarf and collar in embarrassment.

Her little hands were first put into her pocket, then she took them out to arrange the scarf, then put them into her pocket, and then stretched them out to comb her bangs. Anyway, they felt wrong wherever they were placed.

Then, as if she was so happy that she couldn't help herself, big tears fell down from her rosy cheeks.

The snowflakes were falling, as if the Milky Way was sending her belated love.

Baiyuan Immortal Tree's heart was beating crazily. He wanted to comfort him but didn't know in what capacity.

Kurosawa Yaoai took a deep breath and wiped away the crystal tears, raised the corner of his mouth towards Baiyuan Immortal Tree, showed an arrogant smile and said: "Stay with me, Immortal Tree, I will not domestically abuse you."

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With the emotion of complaining about these words, Baiyuan Immortal Tree's words and accumulated emotions rushed out like water from a bursting dam.

".Love, I can't guarantee that I can give you happiness. I will probably be the same as you said before, and I will be at the bottom of society. In the end, I will go to work in your company and live a life of a social animal. And if the two of us are together in the future, When people get together, a lot of things will happen for no apparent reason. For example, your family will definitely have objections to me. After all, I am a bad writer of novels now, so I think "

"Are you nervous?"

It was the first time Kurosawa Yaoai saw Baiyuan Immortal Tree's somewhat flustered reaction, and he suddenly found it interesting and provoked a smile.

"Of course, I have a girlfriend. If you really want to be with me, something will happen."

"I said, you just need to like me a little more than you like her."

"I guess"

"Boyuan is everything to me, and I hope I am everything to you."

"So willful."

"You once said that being willful is my prerogative."

"But you are no longer simply willful, but extravagant."

Kurosawa put his hands on his hips and finally showed off his eldest ladylike demeanor as usual. He flipped up his long hair and said, "You don't have to think too much about Immortal Tree. Even if you accomplish nothing in the future, I will support you."

This sentence alone is enough to make many boys want to give up fighting completely and fall into gentleness.

"Just thinking about it will make me get stared at by a group of girls, so I'd better not give it up." Baiyuan Immortal Tree said with a bitter smile.

As if there were only two people in the world, the male station attendant's announcement suddenly sounded, and the message came that the train was running on all lines.

At this moment, various sounds came in, including the howling of the cold wind between the buildings, the sound of locomotives and trucks driving on the street, and the station that started to become noisy.

"There is one more important thing."

Kurosawa Yaoai completely ignored the announcement and approached the Baiyuan Fairy Tree. He placed his hand on the zipper of his cold-weather suit and slid it down neatly.

La la la.
With the zipper down, she took out a white name card from the built-in pocket of the cold-weather jacket. Inside she was wearing a winter woolen lining, a gray plaid skirt and warm tights.

"This is?"

Baiyuan Xianshu looked at the white name card. He had been in contact with this thing for almost three years. It was the name card on the shoe cabinet of Beizawa Junior High School.

On this name card, "Kurosawa Shake Ai" is written in thick black ink.Kurosawa Yaoai ignored his doubts, and stuck the name card on his bare neck, as if labeling a precious commodity as "not for sale".

"wait wait wait."

The name card couldn't fit perfectly on her neck, and it seemed like something was stuck on her. Baiyuan Fairy Tree felt so irritated that she wanted to reach out and take it off.

"Don't take it off."

"I will feel very uncomfortable."

However, Kurosawa Yaoai made a silent gesture at this time, and the next movement made Baiyuan Xianshu stunned.

She pulled up her cold-weather clothes with her left hand to block her view of the station, and gently lifted her skirt with her right hand. Her long, plump and well-proportioned legs appeared in the sight of Baiyuan Fairy Tree.

Her slender legs looked inexplicably charming under the tight fit of black stockings. A white name card could be vaguely seen through the black stockings on her left leg.

It says "Baiyuan Fairy Tree".

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Baiyuan Immortal Tree was in a state of confusion. A pond suddenly appeared in his mind. There were a lot of grass and flowers growing next to the pond. Suddenly, a scissor man fell from the sky and cut all the flowers and grass cleanly.

The outrageousness of the scene in the brain may not be related to what is reflected in the eyes now, but it is still outrageous.

Baiyuan Senshu could guess that the name card in the shoe cabinet that day was taken away by Kurosawa Ai. He thought the name card had been cut into pieces by scissors.

I never expected that the name card would suffer such outrageous treatment.

"did you see it?"

Kurosawa blushed and put down her skirt, then zipped it up again as if she felt cold. Her originally slender and beautiful body was well protected by the large cold-proof clothing.

"Even if you ask me that," Baiyuan Immortal Tree blushed and scratched his cheek.

When he thought of the "Baiyuan Fairy Tree" being tightly attached to the girl's thigh, he felt that if the snowflakes fell on his face, they would immediately melt into water.

Kurosawa Ai seemed to like to see this kind of reaction from him. The corners of her mouth opened slightly, she stretched out her green-white fingers to touch his forehead, and muttered in a scornful voice:
"Listen carefully, I belong to the Immortal Tree, and the Immortal Tree is also mine——"

The proud and tender voice fell on the platform filled with orange light, causing the deer of the Baiyuan fairy tree to bump into each other.

The forehead touched by her fingertips became hot, and her throat dried up rapidly.

"There's really nothing I can do against you," Baiyuan Immortal Tree said as if he was admitting defeat.

"What's the answer?" Kurosawa shook Ai's finger slightly with force.

Baiyuan Immortal Tree breathed a sigh of relief and held her hand with determination:

"Even if I live with my grandparents, I still have the same nature. I am still so self-centered, self-righteous, and self-willed to death."

"I didn't let you say this at this time!" Kurosawa raised his eyebrows and complained with a pouted mouth.

Baiyuan Immortal Tree held her hand tightly and whispered:
"Odawara is so beautiful. There are no high-rise buildings or luxury stores. Even the bar owners will kick out the minors. The puppies on the street are so cute and urinate on people enthusiastically. You are in such a situation. In a beautiful and pure environment, you should be inspired."

"This is what I want to say. You haven't made any progress since you were a child, and you are still so tough when talking to me." Kurosawa Ai was not to be outdone, but his cheeks were still red, "It is obvious that you are someone who has not been influenced by Odawara. , and. Now don’t say these time-wasting words, you understand what I want to hear, right?”

Baiyuan Immortal Tree smiled slightly, her eyes were very gentle, it was rare to see her, and she was a little fascinated.

"Do you have to say it? I'm so shy."

"Stop being arrogant! Do you want me to do this alone?"

"Who is arrogant? Don't you like me? If you can't stand it, just hate me."

Kurosawa turned away his eyes slightly and whispered: "There is no conflict between me liking you and hating you."

Baiyuan Xianshu couldn't help but laugh out loud, gently squeezed her hand and said, "Then I have to explain it carefully."

Kurosawa Yaoai snorted and glared at him: "What do you think I'm waiting for when I'm blowing the wind here?"

Baiyuan Immortal Tree breathed a sigh of relief, took a step forward, then brushed the cold wind with his right hand, touched her soft hair, and hugged her gently.

"Other people think that love is very beautiful, and they say they should spend Christmas this way and New Year's Eve this way. However, in reality, love means quarreling and hurting each other. This is how you and I are,
But even so, I still don't want it to end so easily,
What I like about you is what you haven't been influenced by.
I like you, shake love. "

His voice was clear and transparent, and the warm breath caressing his ears made Kurosawa's face suddenly turn redder.

The white steam he exhaled was hazy, and he still held his other hand.

——This boy has become obsessed with himself and can't live without me.

"I like you too, Fairy Tree."

Kurosawa shook her head like a cat, gently pressing her forehead against his chest, and every breath she exhaled seemed to be a sigh of farewell.

At this time, the train bound for Fujisawa was at the other end of the track and was about to enter the station.

The orange light illuminated the outline of the two embracing each other. Baiyuan Immortal Tree was reluctant to let go of the warmth in his arms, but he still wanted to let go.

"It's time," he said.

Kurosawa pursed her lips and looked at his face looking towards the tram with blurred eyes.

"Indeed, the time has come."

"Hurry up and go back to sleep. If your grandfather finds out, he might not give me any money in the future." Baiyuan Immortal Tree said with a teasing smile.

"The time I'm talking about is not this time." Kurosawa took a deep breath.

"What time was that?"

"It was time for the two of us to kiss."

As soon as he finished speaking, Kurosawa Yaoai suddenly put his arms around the neck of Baiyuan Immortal Tree, stood on tiptoes and kissed him.

Before Baiyuan Immortal Tree could react, his lips were tapped.

It was an extremely soft and wonderful feeling, like a silent snowflake blooming on the kissing lips.

Five seconds later, Kurosawa took the initiative to leave his lips.

"What, how's it going?" She blushed extremely.

Kurosawa's kiss was clumsy, it was just a simple kiss, and he didn't open the door to see the snake.

Realizing that he was really her first kiss, Baiyuan Xianshu's heart beat wildly and made a lot of noise.

"You asked me what I think of this."

Kurosawa Yaoai's eyes wandered around, as if he couldn't find an excuse, he deliberately raised his voice and said, "You are so poor, you have to go to the exam after you leave me, the classroom is very cold!"

Baiyuan Immortal Tree touched his nose and said, "I will be so hot when I think of this."

——Wait a minute, what are you talking about about sexual harassment?
".I'm going back to sleep!"

Kurosawa's eyes widened at that moment, turned around, walked towards the exit station, and walked away quickly.

Baiyuan Xianshu looked at the leaving figure of the girl wrapped in black winter clothing and couldn't help but smile.

At this time, the tram entered the station, and the Baiyuan Fairy Tree did not stop on the platform.

There are many places in the carriage, but there are still four or five people.

As soon as Baiyuan Immortal Tree walked in, he immediately attracted the attention of those people, and everyone stared at him with surprised eyes.

Just when Baiyuan Xianshu thought that he was being noticed because his face was too red and wanted to pat his face with his hands, he suddenly felt a foreign object on his neck.

He remembered something, and immediately put away the name card of "Kurozawa Shake Love", closed his eyes pretending to be calm, but pursed his lips unconsciously.

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