Dark Fairy

What Bailang was thinking about before was the magnified version of "memory", which was analogous to the magical enhancement of the small stone that Lingyu gave him before.

And because of the legends in his memory, Bailang was mentally prepared for the fact that the Sansheng Stone could go back to three lives.

But when things came to a close, Bailang realized that he still took it too much for granted.If it just shows your past in front of you like a revolving lantern, it is not worthy of being called a treasure, and it will not leave a strong mark in the legend.

From the moment when Bai Lang touched the Sansheng Stone with his soul, he realized that paying homage to his past in front of the Sansheng Stone was really not just a "going through the motions", nor was it simply for you to "see", but was like a real thing that made you feel in your soul again. The life you have experienced surges up in the depths.

What is completely different from the illusion is that these experiences are all dug out from the depths of the soul and have really happened, making the soul and consciousness even more immersed in it.

time flies?nonexistent.Because all these changes start from the level of consciousness and soul, there is no problem in saying that it lasts for a thousand years. It all depends on how the soul immersed in it can resolve the reappearance of these past life memories.Do you appreciate it carefully or just pass by?

Bailang didn't know how other people were doing it, but the moment the memories of his past life came out, he was immediately immersed in them, and his eyes turned red.

Bailang is different from the dead. The scenes of his so-called past life have not disappeared. He still remembers them, but they were deliberately hidden by him.Now that it was coming up, it was extremely real. Those years and memories were like knives, piercing into his heart, and tears fell down uncontrollably.

Even those memories that were no longer in the memory, or had long been blurred, came to my mind at this time, as well as the familiar and seemingly unfamiliar faces associated with these memories, as well as the joys and sorrows of the past.

Family, friendship, love, and even grievances and grudges are all the core of the past. They are also the past lives that Bai Lang once had but ended abruptly before he had time to say goodbye.

Going forward, there is another life that Bailang "doesn't know".Surprise, familiarity and sudden realization made him quickly accept another life course that he "cannot remember".And this period of life is much more complete than what he was going through just now and now. From birth to death, every scene has been completely surged up and flowed into Bailang's heart with incomparable clarity.It seemed like he was "alive again."

Three lives and three lives, one life after another, also allowed Bailang to re-experience his past events in his consciousness and soul.

Although it was said that it was three lives and three lives, Bailang actually relived it over thirty lives in one go.It wasn't until his soul felt a sour feeling that he was pushed out by the Sansheng Stone.

Obviously, the Three Life Stones are not just three stages of life.The past of its reappearance is not fixed, but is related to the strength of the soul.The soul strength of ordinary people is only enough to recall three lives and three lifetimes, but a Qi practitioner like Bai Lang can naturally find more memories.

What if Bailang's soul was stronger?Is it possible to move forward to more stages of life?
"call"

Bai Lang took a long breath.At this time, neither his facial expression nor his mental state was calm.It can even be said to be a rare extreme mood swing.

No one, at least Bailang's mediocre life, was not always smooth sailing, nor was it all wonderful or worth remembering.

It can even be said that the theme of life is tragedy.It's just tragedy mixed with joy.

Even most of the time there is no qualification for joy or sorrow in life.Because many times you are just a bug, a fish, a bird or a pig or a dog.

The intelligence of animals is too low to understand the joys and sorrows. They can only move forward between life and death by luck.

Even if you become a human being, it will not always be consistent with your current three views.It is entirely possible to become a villain with a broken outlook on life and no bottom line.And because it is my previous life, that extremely evil mental state will collide fiercely with my current mental state and even cognition.It's like there is a split in his personality and humanity.

There is even more misery and helplessness in it.

Of course, there are times when you are proud of yourself, but those are really rare compared to periods of life. Every moment of joy and happiness is worth remembering.

To be honest, Bai Lang was quite emotional and emotional at first when he recalled this kind of past events, and he even got caught up in it and couldn't extricate himself from it.But it didn’t feel so comfortable later on, and the pain and struggle became more and more severe as I sank deeper and deeper.

For others, splitting one's mind into two or three would be enough to make them miserable, but Bailang's thirty or so lifetimes were equivalent to splitting more than thirty overlapping spirits, conflicting and merging, and contradictory but indistinguishable.

It is not an exaggeration to describe it as pain. Even compared to the pain of being annihilated by the physical body, the mental torture at this time is not far behind.

So much so that after Bai Lang was driven out of Sanshengshi's "Memory", he was a little unsteady on his feet. He staggered a bit to avoid falling. He gasped for air and his face became unusually pale.

"Is this life? Then...then what is the meaning of life?"

"If the meaning of life is joy and sorrow or there is no meaning at all, then wouldn't practicing and pursuing immortality be equally meaningless, even more ridiculous than mayfly?" "It's just good and evil, is it really that important? In Endless There is no difference between extreme evil and good in front of the world. They are all narrow meanings given by people. It seems that the original intention is the direction that life is most willing to follow."

Words that seemed like questions and questions kept coming out of Bailang's mouth.His state at this time seemed to be stuck in a state of self-analysis and deduction.This was the first time this state had appeared to him.

If another Qi practitioner were present and saw Bai Lang's appearance at this time, he would say two words without hesitation: Ignorance.

As the name suggests, cognitive impairment means cognitive impairment.

Generally, cognitive impairment occurs when one's cognition encounters an event that has never been encountered before and has a significant impact on oneself, causing huge confusion in the entire cognitive system of the person.

The impact of cognitive impairment is in two aspects.

The good thing is that once the awareness barrier is broken, the cognition will reach a higher level, there will be a huge leap in the level of consciousness, and many things that were previously difficult to understand or could not be thought of will be easily solved.It is equal to the evolution of thinking.

The bad thing is that now that the consciousness is blocked, one's cognitive system has been ruined by the consciousness barrier, and he has completely become a walking zombie with collapsed thoughts and cognitive breakdown.

"My heart. What's the use of my heart for a life like a mayfly?"

"Only a strong inner heart can shine through eternity! Can we resist the gaze of death! Can we pursue the meaning of life!"

"It's too lofty. Shining for eternity? Hehe, it's like a dream talk."

"I just want to live, live well, let the people around me live well, and have memories worth recalling even if I die."

"Life itself may not need to be given meaning at all. Every life is the greatest meaning to itself. The meaning of practice is just to use the meaning of life on the path of pursuing the mysteries of heaven and earth and endless power. This is actually It has no connection with life anymore.

Life does not require practice to prove anything.But practice cannot be separated from the support of life. "

Continuous self-questioning, as the expression on Bai Lang's face changed from "confused" to "confused" to "angry" and "hesitant", he finally calmed down, closed his eyes, and remained motionless for a long time.

Suddenly Bai Lang slowly opened his eyes, his expression on his face had returned to his usual relaxed look, there was even a smile on his lips, and he said in a voice that he could only hear: "I think I understand."

Bailang then smiled and shook his head again, mocking himself: "It has always been about comprehending the principles of heaven and earth. Whether it is the five elements, the origin of heaven and earth, or even the methods based on various principles, it is all about comprehending this world, and it is about comprehending the external world. Things. Even though I was still an [Ancient Monk], I only paid attention to the body and soul, but I still didn’t think about self-examination, let alone what my own existence was about.

Isn't this the darkness under the lights?

Now I have a near miss. It turns out that I don’t understand myself. At least I only understand the surface, far from the essence.Now I can finally see myself a little more clearly. "

Talking to himself, Bai Lang suddenly thought of a few words he had seen somewhere before:
I don't cultivate good fruits in my life, but only love to kill and set fire.

Suddenly the golden rope was pulled away, and the jade lock was torn off here.

Huh!A letter from the tide on the Qiantang River came, and today I know who I am!
Although these words were not appropriate in Bailang's current state of mind, they still resonated with him.After practicing for a long time, today he truly analyzed himself for the first time, and understood the role he played in this world. At the same time, he also understood how to maintain his original intention in the long road, and what his original intention is. What is it.

This series of insights has just begun to give rise to new cognitions as the barriers to consciousness are broken, and there will be more and more mysterious cognitions that will thrive in Bailang's consciousness.

Perhaps after a long, long time, when Bai Lang recalls today's encounter, he will understand how important today is to him.

But now Bai Lang has calmed down, and instead of continuing to dwell on the broken gains of the barrier of consciousness just now, he returned his attention to the Sansheng Stone in front of him.

At this time, Bailang's mind was clear and he had completely recovered from the previous cognitive impairment.In his mind, he repeated everything he had just experienced under the influence of the Sansheng Stone, and quickly thought about this experience and what he had learned before about the consequences of what happened to the ancestors of Forgotten Valley. He wanted to find common ground among them.

"The third-generation patriarch of Wanglai Valley and Lingyu's master Ding Xian must have experienced the past of the Three Life Stones just like me. What did they realize in it? So much so that their cultivation level has greatly improved. At the same time, what else triggered the induction of the heavenly tribulation?" (End of this chapter)